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Napahinto ako sa ginagawa ko ng may maisip pero binalik ko ang atensyon sa laptop dahil ayaw kung guluhin ang isip ko pero mas lalo lang itong gumulo. Frederick and Fredo's flight would be next week at araw-araw walang palya silang kumausap sa akin na sumama.
Maybe it's time to come back? I will come back not to ruin their family or to take back my family but to live again. To see what's life after letting go. To see what's happiness I could feel after those sacrifices I did. And to feel how does it feel to. Come back without expecting something. To come back for myself. Buong-buo na ako. Wala nang masasaktan pa dahil buong-buo na ako. Sapat na ako para sa sarili ko. Dahil hindi ko dapat idepende ang buhay at kasiyahan ko sa ibang tao.
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Forgetting You 1
"Ano naman yan?""Camera lang to, wag kang matakot"It's been two weeks he bought that camera, at walang mintis kung makakuha nang picture o videos."Hindi naman ako natatakot para kang baliw, stop filming me Dom, you're so annoying.""Ba't ba! ang ganda mo kaya dito, just do what you have to do, relax and don't mind me""How could I? then move backward, your too close, para kang iwan jan!""shh, stop talking and do what you have to do, don't mind me, Eunisa""Okay, tigas ng ulo talaga! Move a little please, you're consuming too much space""Ang oa naman nito""Delete that videos ha""Ba't ko to idedelete, bumili nga ako nang bagong storage para mas madaming video at pictures makukunan ko, tsk""Oo, na, ano pala gagawin ko?"Tanong ko pero nang may naalalang nakakatawang hirit na nabasa ko sa facebook ay sinunggaban ko na."Dom, may tanong ako"Sabi k
Forgetting You 2
Dominique Arenallo is a handsome man, he was so very handsome and talkative noong bata pa siya, he had a lot of moles below his eyes that attracts him even more. Habang nagsasalita siya matulala ka na lang dahil sa angking mukha nito, na parang lahat ng problema mo mawawala pag siya yung katabi, and he's also a genious.But as he grew older he changed, he's not talkative anymore with everyone, he's silent especially when I am not around. He's body changed and dahil diyan halos lahat ng mga babae nagpapabihag niya. I don't know how he did it but he become more masculine.Habang tinignan ko siyang naglalaro nang basketball parang gusto ko na lang siyang itago sa bahay niya o sa classroom. He attracts too much women and even gays.He's hot playing balls, and he even becomes hotter especially in competetion because he becomes competitive in every game he has.This is what Neil wants, girls and women around every corner shouting and cheering
Forgetting You 3
Ang dating maingay cafeteria ay naging tahimik at unting unting nagbubulungan when the basketball players went inside, even though I'm not facing the door entrace but I knew based ba rin sa tunog nang bolang papalit sa amin.Alam ko na sino ang mga yan, Arellano's basketball team."Sanchez"Dominique whispered my last name and I felt the ball in my head.I didn't look at him pero siniyod ang paligid dahil nagsimula na namang mag-ingay ang mga babae.The girls won't stop their shamelessly admiration to the boys, the basketball team scattered themselves while taking photos with their fans, damn fans.Neil stand beside Bev, but Bev just roll her eyes showing how she disgust him."Neil, bumili ka na, damihan mo"Manlilibre na naman to, umupo na siya sa tabi ko but I ignored him, baka nakalimutan niyang may away pa kaming hindi natapos at may kasalanan pa siya sa akin."Wag na, nilibre na kami nang mga volleyb
Forgetting You 4
Everyone's is busy for the coming intramurals, for the program, for their sports to chose and to play, My bestfriends, I dont know with them what's their plans.Mira know how to play cheese, Belle wants to enter the volleyball team, Bev she can go for Miss Intramurals or she can go to cooking show, me, I guess I can wait for them or cheer for them, I'm tired being the Miss Intramurals representative I guess, others can try as well. Pwede ring sa nga booth nalang ako."Ikaw, Eunisa, I think you should join Miss Intrams, dagdag class points na rin sa atin pag nanalo ka"Lira said, one of my close friend here in our section."Oo nga, para lumaki na yong grades ko I bet this competition would do good for my grades, sasali na rin ako sa volleyball, so that we can earn silver"Mona added, while looking around."Hindi ko din alam, I guess others can try, Jenny can do, she's persistent also about it"I said at napalingon kami sa directi
Forgetting You 5
We ended the meeting after an hour and two days from now its the first day of Intramurals. I decline multiple times to be the Miss Intramurals Representative. Ang dating aggressive na si Jenny ay ayaw din at nagback out nang nalaman na hindi si Dominique ang magiging Mr. Intramurals Representative.I don't have no choice, I can ace it but I just don't like to be there anymore, seeing others parents having their hard time guiding and cheering for their children hurts me because my parents can't.I know its bad but I can't just control the jealousy and envy them more.Dominique for sure if nandito siya ay siya ang magiging representative but he's not here then the teacher allows only those who are okay about this, may permission kahit si Jenny gagawin ang lahat maging Miss Intramurals pag si Arellano na ang nasa tabi niya.My friends and I went first in the comfort room. Habang nag-c-cr sila ay naka tingin lang ako sa salamin naghihintay lang sa kanil
Forgetting You 6
"Now your bringing your camera ha, bakit hindi ko yan nakita these past few days"Tanong ko nang nakita yong camera niya sa leeg niya, at nang masilayan ang dalang camera ay parang may naalala kaya nakakunot na yung noo.As he grow older parang lahat na lang galit ito sa mundo."ah, send mo pa lang yong pictures ng noong mga volleyball players, hiningi pala nila yon"Sabi ko habang naalala yung mga pictures namin, maganda kami at bagay kami doon, iingay naman ito sa social media."Dinelete ko na lahat"
Forgetting You 7
Pumasok ako sa school habang bitbit ang mga kailangan ko, kanya kanya kaming dala ng paper bag ng mga students para sa gagawin ngayon.Naamoy ko na ang amoy ng barbecue, mga tinda nila, at pag tingin ko sa left side in front of the speech lab ay may "animals for picture" only for 50 pesos. merong mga wild pets, ahas, may dog, bird, cats, fish, etc. takot pa naman ako sa ahas.The booth maybe will start afternoon or tomorrow?Ngumiti ako sa mga taong kakilala, pimansan minsan ay hihinto pag may magtatanong.I feel so light today, Tita Gwen, Dom's Mom sent me message of may problema ba daw or may gusto akong kailangan ay tawagan niya lang ako.Sinundo niya pa kasi yong papa ni Dom sa airport.I haven't received any text or calls both from my parents pero umaasa akong bigyan naman nila ako ng konting oras.Kumaway at sumigaw lang ako pag nakasalubong ang mga kabigan, naimpluwensyahan na talaga.Pumu
Forgetting You 8
Nandito na kami sa sound sytem at umalis na din si Dominique dahil nandito naman si Kent. "Akin na yong usb niyo para sa talent portion. Tapos punta na kayo sa backstage dahil after 10 minutes magstastart na ang program" Binigay na namin ang aming usb kay Miss Lauron, ang naatasan sa sound system. The prize and the winner will be divided into two: The Miss and Mr. Little Intrams and the Mr. and Miss Highschool Intramurals. "Bakit natagalan ka?" Tanong ko kay Kent habang dinala niya ang mga bags at siya na din ang nagdala sa aking bag. Hindi ko na natignan kung nasaan sila Mommy at Daddy dahil nagmamadali kami pumunta sa sound system, my deduction pag late kasi. Nagpahuli kami dahil sa dami naming bitbit. Yong iba ay nasa backstage na rin para tignan ang mga kulang. The small left side is yon lang ang daan para papuntang backstage. Sumigaw ako sa gulat ng may batang lalaking tumakbo at nadapa sa
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