Chapter two

Chapter : two

Declan pov;

When I was young our doctor diagnosis me with an illness called erectile dysfunction.

That is; I can't have an erection or even if I have one, I can't keep it long enough to have sex. When my parents asked if I could be treated. Their answer was no, my situation Is psychological, I'm the only one to over come it.

My parents brought me to several other doctors and medical Expert, but their diagnostic was the same.

He thereby search for the best doctor to help me psychologically. 

 I rapidly discovered that unlike my peers, I can't sustain an erection up to the point of having sexual intercourse.

I was mortified, scandalized and disgusted of myself.

How will react you if you realized That's you are a lesser man, you can't fullfil the simple duty of a man. Especially when you grew in a renown family like mine, THE GABRIEL. 

We may carry the name of an Angel but we are no-angel. 

I'm the eldest son of the Gabriel, the one to be examples, the successor and perpetuator of our family legacy. 

Unlike many father of influential family who tyrannize, insults and some time beat their offsprings, my father wasn't absent, he was there for his children, he let me make personal choices and he loves us more than anything.

I was a happy child, both in school and at home before this, but I wasn't the same.

My parents started sending me nude girls, they wanted to find the progress of the therapy. But the difference was nearly unnoticeable.

This went on till I left their house for mine.

Some may fall in depression after this or tried to kill their selves, but I didn't.

If I'm unable and impotent in a domain, I have to be more than able in others. So I started studying more than my friends, I became more intelligent than all.

After, I move to sports, I went from one sport to the other, be it competitive or fighting, exercises and combative sports, I became the best in all. With this nobody could accused me of being a lesser man. My parents have spend so much to keep my condition a secret and I won't disappoint them.

I became a legend, in everything I enterprise, I worked  to become the best. My parents was proud of my achievement and other jalouse of it.

After college, I used the allowance left by my grandparents to start my own business. It wasn't easy but I made it.

I worked for years, until my enterprise become the leading branch in the local market.

But I didn't stopped there, my objectives wasn't the local market. 

Today I'm a self made billionaire, it took years, money and work to have what we have today. But I still don't feel complete.

Over the years, I have continue meeting nude bimbo, but they're useless. I even tried dating some model, still useless. I've even date girls of good family, no difference.

Yes they do have effect, but not desire effect.

One has tried blackmailing me to married her, but it didn't work.

One of them even started following me every were.

I know I've an appearance that is appealing to the opposite sex some time even men find me attractive. If you add that to my money and intelligent, you have the rightful most eligible bachelor billionaire, sexy and cold young man of the country, why not the continent? I can't talk about other continent due to private issue.

Even to those that knew about my inability, I became a challenge.

I don't have friends, over the years I discovered that nobody can be trusted, especially when you're the only one with erectile dysfunctional in your social cycle.

In our cycle, you can't show any weakness. If the find any weakness in you, they will eat you alive and won't spare your family.

I can't be the cause of my family Downfall, for that I have to remain friendless.

To make friends I have to trust, to trust is to put my family name at risque and l can't.

That's why I became cold and emotionless. I became a demi- god in the world of mortals.

Due to a problem I have with one of the girls my parents send me, I stopped meeting random girls for my test.

The fucking prostitute wanted to own 25% of my company. She was freaking delusive if she thought anybody will give her 1/4 of his share to a stupid blackmailing fool on a platter of gold. Really delusional.

They have been urging me to continue my therapy and meeting random girls. I know they doing it for me, but it doesn't make it less annoying.

So I asked my lawyer to make legal arrangements for my nuptial meeting, but this time with some of my unmarried and unrelated employees, because they won't talk on me, since their job depends on it and their families security.

This was also useless, I wasn't even attracted to them.

But I continue meeting strangers in my apartment on weakly bases, I'm not talking about my mansion but apartment. I know I'm cocky and rude, I've worked to be who I am, I deserve everything I have.

But things change when I went to work one Monday.

I Saw a young employee of mine walking slowly without making any noise like a thief, she looked left and right before finding a quite and peaceful place. 

During all this time I was following her, Because I was wondering why she was hiding, since it was break.

When she sat, I thought " for sure this girl wants to read porn, smoke or any other illegal thing. But no, she was finding a peaceful place to read a fucking novel, yes a freaking book.

Who reads book our day, with the internet and all that.

That's when really looked at her, her physical appearance.

She was beautiful and the way she hold herself was really gracious. She's a few inches shorter than me. With white honey brown hair, Blue eyes and porcelain skin with a touch of pink.

But she wasn't clothes extravagantly, simple and very little make-up. She have tied all her hair's in a bump behind her head. Everything about her scream Ned.

When I looked up, she was really focus on her book, she was gesticulating and smiling, it was as if she was living the story in the novel.

When she read something that is funny, she will laugh freely, until she couldn't stop herself. She was a vision to withhold, an angel amongst us mortals.

But when she smiled or blush, I wanted to capture those precious moments and Even to keep it near my heart. 

Unconsciously, she became mine in my head and heart, I am and will always have what I want. But she will be mine physically" I thought.

For the first time since I don't know when, I really smile. She a blessing I thought.

Before I know, it was already the end of her break and I curse myself for putting such a short break.

From that day, I have never missed her break, just to admire her beauty and because she always made my days better. I also started reading each and every novels she reads.

After sometime, I discovered I was more than attracted to her. 

So I try approaching her, like greetings her frequently , approaching her friend. But without any results, she didn't even notice me, she is very clueless and it's sexy as fuck.

But I didn't give up, I continue trying.

 One day, I went toward my lawyer and the only person close to me to asked for a solution.

He was on his way out when I asked

" Idriss, have you ever had a girlfriend?"

" Yes sir, why" he asked

I hate talking about myself with people but I really need somebody help, he's the only one around.

" How do you make your first step, how can I approached her? You see I'm attracted to this girl and I don't know how to proceed." I said

" Sir from the pictures we see of you in magazine,  you aren't afraid of courting and dating models" he was surprised

What he doesn't know is the man making the first page and I are two freaking people. Everything they see on the front page is for my image.

" Idriss this is different, I've tried using my usual ways of courting, but they were useless. That's why I need your help" I said.

" Okay, you move toward her,

You greet her,

You complement her on any thing,

And you invite her for dinner." He said " have you tried that"

 " No, thanks for the suggestion" I said.

Now time to put it in application.

During two consecutive weeks I tried his strategy without any results. She so clueless.

I even heard her calling somebody baby on the phone, I was like (+_+)(+_+)(+_+) " what is the fucking meaning of this". That's when I heard, "best friend for ever". I was really happy.

I couldn't wait my lawyer to come to the office, I called him.

" Idriss evening, your method isn't working, any other strategy."

" Sir evening, is it really you? Are you ill, Do you have any brain problem" he was really surprised. I'm also surprised, I don't know what is coming over me, why I am acting like a fool

" Yes, it's me. Know any other solution? " I insisted.

" Why don't you let her start the conversation" he said

" How " I asked

" You can lose a pen, your car keys or any other of your personal things near her.

She will pick it to return to you.

To thank her you can invite her for dinner." He said

" Thanks" I said before hanging up.

Even this method didn't change our relationship, she didn't picked my keys, or pen and many other things I threw. She let others do the picking. Back to square one

Is she really this clueless? Or is she just not interested.

My parents said they wanted to see me today, I don't know why. Here l am, driving to my parents home.

" Morning Dad"

" Morning son"

 He wanted to talked of my biological mom and her new husband. I was invited to meet my step dad, my mom wants to pass some time with me.

What she doesn't seem to get is, I have my own agenda, I'm a grown man. I can't always change mine and my company and employees program Everytimes she wants.

My biological mother is a mature ambitious  woman who takes care of her parents properties. They were her only daughter like I'm her only son.

I really do love her, she an example and is admire by many women of our cycle.

She left my dad when they discovered they weren't Compatible, they have different ambitions. 

She never looked back, she wasn't an obstacle to the marriage and family of my dad. She's just perfect.

Even with me, she never tried to separate me from my new siblings or step mom.

If you think she's a push over, you're mistaken, she isn't anybody push-over. She extraverting and blunt. She says

 " a life for an eye" and it's not a joke.

I also love my step mom, she a calm and quiet woman. Without forgetting that she gave me two siblings and never in any way mistreated me.

" Okay dad, I will call and arrange a date to visit her" I said

" Okay son, your siblings are in their rooms, I'm sure they will be happy to see you" my dad said

" Sure dad" that's my good bye,

After greeting my step mom and sister, I stay with my brother, Gabriel Jonathan.

He shorter than me and it's really eat him up, he's an extraverting, optimistic fool. Always happy, we love him as he is.

" Morning bro" Declan

 " Morning Declan," he said

He's very intuitive, and wise for he's age. Sometimes I have the impression he's acting.

Like he put up a costume every morning and pass he's days playing the role of a stupid play boy. But it can't be, why will he do that?

We decided to asked for a solution to him to court my employee. Since he had so many girl friend.

" Jonathan, how will you court a lady you're extracted to?" I asked even if I know I will certainly regret my decision after. But I'm desperate.

"Who is this? Does I know her?" He asked

" No you don't, new employee of my firm. Please focalise yourself on my preoccupation, how?" I said

" And you're serious, okay have you tried going towards her ..." Before he even end I already answered

" Being there, I've tried every fucking things and ways, but she's so clueless. It's very annoying and cute." I said

"Hey, where is my brother? you're a fake copy" he jokes "okay have you tried using the old way, that is send you lawyer to propose her a perfect deal, and wait" 

Why haven't I thought about this? It's very simple.

" Thanks Declan, and bye" I really have to call my lawyer now.

I will called, make sure she have and understand my plan and she will have to find a way to make it happen