Chapter five

Chapter five

Syntia pov

When I went home I couldn't look Sharon in her eyes. I was afraid of what she could see in my eyes, because I know what it's to feel lust, shame and self devaluation. But I can't prevent myself to think about him and his body.

i can’t remove those image from my brain and i have really try to forget, but i can’t. 

Declan had touched my sex last evening in the most sensual manner. I felt my cheeks heat and my body burn anew.

It's an experience I've never had before, never thought I will have, especially if I was to married those purdiste men of my church. Without forgetting that many women in my locality don't know and have never had such experience before to explain it to us.

Les tablet de chocolate, that sexy body, not to talk about those kisses, oh Jesus Christ on a bicycle, it so unjust. I’ve have a very hot and painful weekend. 

How can a single evening in his presence made me this clamsy and a day dreamer, why can't I guiltlessly Esperance all these new feelings? ' I asked myself.

Today is Monday and i am going to work, thank god we aren’t on the same floor or department. I pray god never to be tempted to this extend in future. 'papa, my poor hearth can’t take it a second time'

I was working my ass of on Monday to make good impression due to my performance on Friday with the sexy boss. I don’t want my ass kick by my boss, i can’t loss this job. I worked diligently throughout the day until 6pm in the evening, when i start relaxing my boss that is Mr Gabriel Declan. He's a Billionaire and business tycoon, CEO of this company, that is the result of my G****e search, i have i forget sexy as sin. He’s calling me in his office now; my thought at that instance was ”my ill fate have and will never run out”.

I have try to forget his existence the day through and nothing was helping me in attaining my objectify, not the fact that i’m working few door from him or the fact that i have to hear everybody talking about him, they all say " life wasn’t just with him "   When i asked why there were telling me all this, i made a huge discovery, they all new about my nuptial visit to our boss apartment. My god, I'm sure shame is my twin sister because of our close proximity.

" Syn what do you think of our boss?"  Asked Stella one of my co-worker that became a friend of mine.

She's a breath of fresh air in this desert. She's outgoing and a cool friend.

" He's sexy but is still our boss, we shouldn't have improper dreams or thought of him" I replied " without forgetting that he is a walking bastard"

" Stop joking around, we all know about yesterday" she added " sex- on-foot gorgeous, muscled rich asshole and admire" 

I stopped her before she says Something we will all regret " you don't care about his bad personality, all you care about is he's hot, available and rich" I asked

"How was your evening, because mine was so embarrassing" said a co-worker I don't know the name. 

My curiosity have been picked, I have to verify if he really have erectile dysfunctional with the erection I saw yesterday.

"Since it's between us, how Was it embarrassing" I asked

" He didn't even touched me or accepted to be touched by me. When he Saw me, he didn't even make 15 minutes in the apartment " she said.

" Sorry for the inconveniences, you will be graciously paid. Sorry " I was really ashamed of myself. " Explained my new friend 

When she was explaining I was thinking " he didn't even touched you but he paid. I touched, kiss and masturbated the fool and wasn't even given a dollar." But I said

" same here but without any compensation" I had to lied to my new friends.

When I said this, many of my colleagues assured us they had the same experience. Other said they tried seducing him with his permission but to no avail. 

But when we were all crying on our failure in becoming madam Gabriel. Sandra of the reception said " my experience was special, I had the privilege to touched him. He kiss like a god, let not mention the magic found in those hands. If he didn't touched you it was because you're repulsive, ugly and fat. He couldn't resist this body." Who even asked her anything. She's such a bitch 

" That was when, future miss Gabriel " I asked.

She didn't even knew I was being sarcastic " Last month. He will married me because I'm the best" she's dreaming

While everyone of my colleagues believe her, I didn't. 

This is me moving toward my boss office, i make sure to make as little noise as possible. My noisy colleague's can’t know about his. Before i can even lift my hands i heard “come in”  

Even if I’m not happy being here, i most great “good evening sir”

Before i finish my sincere greeting, i was push against the door and kissed passionately, it continue a while until his little-brother(his sex) start poking me. he stop and whisper “what’s the meaning of this? What are you doing to me?"

I was scandalise, I’m the one suppose to asked this question,  since I’m the one been taking advantage of, but he have the fucking courage to whisper such questions openly.

Declan is not happy with my reaction to his stupidity, He took a sit and shows me one.

My god he is beautiful, that was what i was thinking when i heard “don staring or should i give you a picture"

“No sir everything it's okay, so why am i here?”  That was my answer,

I felt a change in the atmosphere due to the huge quantity of cold air emanating from him. When i look into his eyes they were very cold and emotionless. Don’t ask me the reason of this rapid fluctuation in emotion.

I shivered at once, the air shift around, making my heart beat faster in my chest.

I gripped my bag tightly, this feeling almost knocked me off my feet in his office and in front of him.

“i hate sharing personal information with others but the choice was taking away from me. So after many simulations, i conclude that my body, sense and sex only react to you touch and kisses”.

“what the fucking meaning of this? how does this freaking concerne me? Simulations my ass, i didn’t signe for all this” i didn’t finish evacuating my accumulated frustration, when the dick said

“Yes you did signee for this if you remember” my god this one will kill me, i was so mad i could kill him, but i couldn’t due to my responsibilities, I can't go to jail.

He didn’t shut up “

“After a prolong reflection i reach a compromise that will benefit everybody. You have to married me since you don’t want your family to be ashamed of you. since we will be living as husband and wife i will have access to your body and you to my bank account. Have i mention the fact that i will deposit 10 million dollar in your family account if you Signe this”.

Who wouldn’t be tempted by this? Not me “i have another preposition. We can marry but nobody can know that I have married you or  if my mom hear about this, I’m death. so I will still live with my friend or she will start asking questions”

“Why will i married you if you won’t live with me” was his reply

“Okay, give me some days to prepare or find a reason to leave without making her suspicious of me and 1O million dollars will be all mine” i said

“Why will your mom dislike me?” he was really surprise

“If you’re not from our church, even if you are the president she won't like you. Stay far from my mom she’s all i have” what is it with him asking personal questions “and i may add that if you fine any other girls that have an effect on you or if i fall in love, that mark the end of our collaboration”

“See you tomorrow for our marriage, my lawyer will contact your to conclude this. You’re excuse”

What a freak, “you’re excuse”, excuse my ass. I can’t stop thinking about all this on my way home and about 10milion dollars. I will have to find a very good reason to give to Sharon and my family.

I know Sharon will despise me when she we come today know about my shameful choice, I always told her bad choices always have huge consequences in future as they say in French "qui plante le vent récolté la tempête". With everything I was tough, morality was drill in me from my childhood but here I am making choices some non Christian wouldn't think of taking. Many people some times throw accusations at parents for their children choices in life, they will say..

"Badly brought up lady or man"

"My child will never make a thing like this"

"Like father like son"

And many others. When throwing such words to others they forget that everyone of us have a will of it's own, it's true education and environment greatly affect our actions and behavior but we always made our choice base on many other variable. In the Bible, even if God created and educated Adam as well as Eve personal, threw them in an uncorrupted environment, they still made questionable choice. Let not talk about the devil, his environment and education. To think Christian are often the one judging other parents as well as the education they give their children, back to story.

As maitre him said " je me contredire", l couldn't look my best friend in the eyes or talk with my siblings during two consecutive days. I reduce the volume of my phone when my Mom called me during those stupid days, I was afraid she will find the true by hearing how heartbroken I was.