I swallowed my sneeze, blinking to stop my tears. I shook my head and kept the needle on the little girl's left arm, but my vision started getting blurred, and I was feeling lightheaded. My heat was going inside. Because of the suppressants I took, my scent was kept hidden. But the pain was still the same. My body was totally on fire, making it almost impossible to stay on my feet, and I couldn't even do my duty right. But I tried. I took a deep breath keeping the needle again, but my hand started shaking. The little girl looked at my shaky hands with a blank face. "Win, you just told me you have a fever. What are you even doing here?!!" one of my colleagues yelled, pushing me aside. "I'll cover your shift now. Get your ass out of here." she scolded. I couldn't argue because I wanted a damn break. I hugged her from behind and went out of the room. The tension in my head about vaccinating the little kids left my mind as soon as she asked me to leave, and I knew I couldn't have done
I lay on my bed in a starfish position stretching my limbs and making myself comfortable. It made me relax and know I have a lot of freedom. The whole bed was mine~ But someone knocked on the door making me groan in annoyance. I replied with a dragged 'whaaat?' It turned out to be my fifteen-year-old little brother, Mick. "I want help," he said climbing onto my bed. I hummed as a reply thinking maybe it was to solve a mathematical question or something regarding an assignment. "Shall we go on camping? Even my exams finished but mama and papa don't let me hang out with friends..." he whined. "Mmm, okay." "Yay! When?" "Tomorrow?" "Wow! You are my favorite person in the world!" he squealed hugging me tightly. "Get off," I muttered. "How many people I can invite?" "Any." "Okay." he giggled and ran outside. Will he invite the whole town? I should've told him only to invite his friends because soon I regretted saying 'any'. He invited only six people.... and for some reason, Br
I smashed my face to the pillow screaming and crying my lungs out. It was the only solution that came to my mind. I did cry more than needed since I was small. But the pain I felt that day was the worse. It felt shitty as if my whole world crumbled down in front of me. I wanted to kill myself and at least die. Because hurting him was the last thing I wanted. And somehow I did it. Because that was the only way I could chase him away from me though I didn't want to... for some unknown reason. Flashback Our lips matched with each other's like two puzzle pieces. His bow-shaped lips tugged at my lips as if his life depended on it. He nibbled at my lips giving me strange tingles inside my body. His fingers running through my hair, I unknowingly leaned to his touch. My shoulders slumped as I dropped my hands from his hair. He led the kiss and I stayed still trying my best to receive it. I didn't know what I should do since it was too sudden... I was also inexperienced. It was heavily r
I fell face flat on the floor bumping my nose and my full lips on the ground. I groaned in pain. "Oh my god I kissed the floor ..." I whined and slowly rose to my feet wincing in pain. I hissed touching my nose and a devil decided to show up just then. I shrieked when a familiar voice talked from behind. "Oh, I didn't mean to disturb your sweet time... with the floor.." I turned around and looked at the person who just talked. The same person who disappeared for one whole fvcking month. I just stood there not knowing what to do or what to say, so with both my hands rubbing at my nose and lips, I watched him. For a fact yeah, strange things happen when you see the person you like, I saw that on a poster. Guess all were true... because I was a blushing mess even before I knew what was going on with me. I never knew what it was to feel like when you liked someone. So, however, there I was being all silly. I was stupid, to begin with. It tore down my heart when he was nowhere to be s
I paced in my room, fiddling with my fingers. Stomping and kicking at the air in one second and blushing hard in the other second, I couldn't decide what I should do as the next step. It was confusing how a lot of things happened within one day. The person whom I thought I would never see again sudd
I stared into his eyes which shined in delight. Caressing his hair so softly, I kissed his nose very lightly. He was too cute. Too bad for my health. He smelled good, which was why I smelled around his neck.I caressed his cute face down to the neck and down to the back, earning a little happy sound
So one by one I told him about all the memories of the past and the feelings I've right then. His eyes looked shaken at first but then smiled at me and pressed a sweet kiss on my cheeks mumbling; "It's alright you've lied to me.. but it's really sad to know you lied to me all this time," he said, his smile was genuine, it bared all the feelings he had for me. I looked at him mesmerized, how could someone lovely like him exist in this world? Every time I thought I didn't deserve him I determined I will one day improve myself so we will deserve each other. But he was too kind... I couldn't believe my ears when he said 'it's alright' because it wasn't. Not at all. I touched his cheeks and leaned in for a kiss, his eyes didn't navigate in place they looked kind of troubled. Our faces were mere centimeters away from each other. The feeling was amazing. "I am sorry," I muttered almost inaudible but I saw his emotions change and took it as a sign, that he heard me. I wanted him to know how
I cried calling for my parents. I wanted at least one person to come to help me. I saw Joss looking at me. He stared longer. He was looking at me with pity and sympathy. "I am sorry, Win," he said aloud so I could hear.. he didn't come to me. He left. The last person whom I thought won't leave me, left me despite knowing how much his presence meant to me. Everything around me became darker. I was left alone. People were laughing pointing at me. Some were accusing me. It became darker until I couldn't see anything. "Win!" "Win! Hey! Wake up!" "Win!" I heard a familiar voice calling me. I gasped and opened my eyes. I couldn't see the darkness anymore. I couldn't hear people humiliating me either. But.. instead. I could see a pair of lovely eyes looking at me in concern. I was in a familiar room which I recognized as his room. It was Bright. He was combing my hair with a worried look. The Bright I saw in my dream was different. No, it was just a dream and this is real Bright, I th