With the new contract finished, as well as Tate taking me to go purchase a laptop, I was feeling very productive today. It didn’t take him long to show me how to operate the computer. By the time I left his office, I had a plan in motion.
I didn’t tell him what I was going to do. It really wasn’t something I wanted him to have a part in. We may have edited the contract, but I wasn’t sure if I could trust him to support my decision just yet. Maybe after I get things laid out.
My main priority was to take my idea to the elders and get their support. This was important to me, I wasn’t going to let him or anyone else try to deter me from doing it. Even if they all said no, I still planned to do it. Even if I had to wait until after I left the pack.
Going back up to my room, I set to work on doing some research. I had asked Tate if there was any type of way I could access information on other packs or even just the werew
Brooklyn-By morning time, Eric still hadn’t returned. I had spent all night in a frantic state of mind, waiting for him to return. I just wish I knew what was going on in his head. It was obvious he hasn’t told Tate yet, otherwise, I would have heard something by now.I ended up sitting outside waiting for him. Pacing the way I was most of the night, I was afraid I was going to burn a hole in the carpet. The sun was just starting to peek out over the horizon. As much as I wanted to wait outside for Eric to show up, I knew I needed to get back inside.If others found me sitting outside, they were more than likely going to start questioning me. Standing up from the chair I had been sitting on, I was just about to head inside when I saw a dark grey wolf making its way towards me.I wasn’t sure if it was Eric or not, considering I have never seen his wolf before. I stopped anyway because I was hoping it was him. I had tried many times to sp
Brooklyn-Over the next few weeks, I enlisted Eric to help me with doing some research for my project. It had surprised him to learn what I wanted to do. With his help, I managed to come up with a rather solid plan of operation. He even offered to help me get everything up and running.There were a lot of kinks we still needed to work out, but he showed me an old abandoned apartment complex that was still functional. It just needed a bit of TLC. It would give the ones I help a place to stay. I spoke to some businesses around the pack and gave them a rundown of my plan. I needed to find people that would be willing to offer them jobs.Unlike me, in my situation, they would need to viably support themselves. With a long list of jobs that they would be able to offer to them, as well as a place for them to stay, I was feeling pretty good about things. Eric even helped me find a way to be able to track down the ones that needed help.It wouldn’t be easy
Tatum-The fact my touch soothed her, bothered me. It shouldn’t have been possible since we were not mated. Nor should I be able to control myself around her. Although, it was difficult. Just breathing in her scent was making me hard.Unlike before I was more worried about her than myself. After the first day of her last heat, it had been torture being around her. Every time she went into heat I was hit with an insatiable hunger for her. It was bad enough I had it even without her being in heat, it was just worse when she was.I knew she was in pain, it killed me not to comfort her. I just needed to know if she was sleeping with my brother. Before it was because he was my brother and it would cause problems with the contract situation. Except I didn’t give a damn about the contract.It was her and knowing that another man was touching her that bothered me. In the past couple of weeks, I have come to the realization that I really didn’t g
Brooklyn-The fact that his offer made me want to accept it, more than his actual offer itself, surprised me. Maybe it had a little to do with me being in heat, but I don’t think it was the only reason. I was still of clear mind, enough to make an adequate decision and not be driven by my lust to accept it.Did I want him to give me pleasure? My body was demanding that I accept it, but mentally I was unsure. If I gave in, what would it mean for us? Admittedly, I liked him more than I cared for. He infuriated me endlessly. At the same time, he also made me feel things I didn’t understand.When he was near, I wanted to be close to him. I wanted to know more about him and comfort him when he was upset. The ordeal about the mate he lost, pulled at my heartstrings and I wanted to help him. Even when I felt like I hated him, I still cared for him.Things between us were confusing and a mess. Would it be so bad to let him touch me in the way my body
Tatum- I couldn’t think of a time that I felt more pleasure, just by giving my full attention to a female. Don’t get me wrong, I wanted more, but just touching her and tasting her was invigorating. The satisfaction I felt when she moaned and squirmed under my touch made me relish my actions. She was so pure and untouched. Every reaction I received was a gift. When my hand moved over her body, she quivered under my touch. It was as if the parts of her body were coming alive at each area I touched. As I continued to suckle her breast, I trailed my hand down her side until I reached the top of her pants. I was tempted to remove them and let her experience just how it would feel with me touching her, between her thighs. Instead, I brushed my fingers lightly across the tender flesh between her hip bones, just above her where her pants hugged her hips. She practically convulsed under my touch, her quivering intensified and she let out the most erotic moan I
Brooklyn-Nothing in this world could have prepared me for that. I couldn’t even begin to describe the way my body felt with the way Tate touched me. It was like I had no control over my body, it only responded to him. Perhaps the most exhilarating feeling I had ever experienced, I was glad when he was done.I don’t think I could have managed another second of that. It had felt like my body just exploded on the inside. Every inch of my body was trembling from the aftermath. I had just experienced my first orgasm and it had been at the hands of Tate.There was going to be no way I would be able to look at him the same way after this. How could I? Staring at the ceiling above me, I now understood why he had other women. Even after that, I wanted to experience it again. I wasn’t about to ask for more though. My heat was gone for now and all I wanted to do was sleep.Tate moved out from between my legs. I fully expected him to get up and lea
Tatum-Waking up with Brook sprawled out over me had caught me off guard. In all these years since Leslie, sleeping in the same bed with someone had been completely forbidden. It had been my one unbreakable rule.Yet here I was, in Brook’s bed while she slept. I had stayed up long past her falling asleep and I had every intention of getting out of bed. I had never planned to sleepover. Even if I now knew she was my second chance mate, it changed nothing. I still couldn’t let her get too close to me.I realized last night when she asked to help me avenge Leslie, that I couldn’t risk losing her like I did Leslie. I was still feeling like my best option was to reject her and save her from me. Lying here though, there was nowhere else I would rather be. How was it that just in four short months, she has managed to warm herself into my heart?What I needed to do was get as far away from her as possible. I didn’t want to reject her, but
Brooklyn- It has been a week since my heat finished. Every time I had another episode, Tate had been there and given me immense pleasure. I kept wanting more, but he kept arguing that it was just the heat talking. I knew he wanted me. I could see it by the bulge in his pants every time he was near me. I haven’t had a chance to see him since my heat ended. I guess there was some other business he had to attend to. He was due back today and I was getting anxious. During the duration of my heat, he showed me a side of him that I didn’t think he ever had. He was tender and gentle. I kept waking up alone though. Maybe that was normal for him, I don’t know, but it was annoying the hell out of me. His moods were up and down and I was beginning to think maybe I needed to end the contract now before things got out of hand. I had brought the idea up to Eric last night and he seemed to have been in agreement with me. If I just broke the contract now, I could sav