I can't believe Mr. Denver jumped me like that. Just when I was about to leave with Janet for dinner, he comes in and tells me he needs to talk to me. Looking at Janet, I could tell something was up, because she wouldn't look me in the eyes. After she leaves, he tries to get me to go to the concert with him, even though I had made it clear before that I wasn't interested.
What part of no doesn't he understand? I sit there wondering how to get out of it, when Darren walks in and I suddenly feel relieved. The look on Jake's face was priceless when Darren notifies him we are going to dinner, but now I realize that Janet isn't trust worthy.
It scares me, because I told her quite a bit of personal things about me and the way I feel about others at work. Now I don't know who to trust and I'm heading towards Darren's car again. Not knowing where we are going or what we are about to do, makes me nervous and excited at
Staring at the ceiling, I toss and turn eventually getting out of bed. I look at the alarm and it reads 7 a.m. Not wanting to wake Lauryn on a Saturday, I do my gym time and afterwards jump in the shower. The cascading water feels wonderful on my tired muscles. I have one of those deluxe showers that have several spouts, one on each wall. Usually putting the shower to the first setting, I stand in the middle as they pulse powerfully and assault my body from all sides. The heat beats on me while I run my hands down over my body. Today, I think I will use my all time favorite Woodsy and Citrus body wash. Reaching for it, I feel the stretching of the incision in my side. Still not completely healed, I favor it and hope that it doesn't leave too big of a scar. Yes, I know. It's manly to have scars, but perfection is a big part of my persona. Scrubbing my body, my hands drift down to my erecti
When we go inside, Darren's mom gives me a hug and whispers in my ear, "He loves you, don't hurt him dear." Letting me go, she gives me a warning look and then smiles at Darren lovingly. "Sweetie, have a seat next to your girlfriend and tell me all about how you two met." Her eyes are fixed on me and I can tell she is watching out for him. Something in his past, must have made her this way. Darren sits down right next to me and holds my hand. Lacing my fingers with his, he doesn't let go as he tells her. "One night I was coming home from a friend's house and I hit a deer. Realizing that the battery in my phone died, I walked up to the nearest house. It just happened to be Lauryn's." He stops and smiles at me, squeezing my hand. "She was very kind to open for me and let me use her phone, considering it was about 2 in the morning. I never asked for her name or number, thinking we would never see
After telling Lauryn that I love her, she acts shocked. How could she be? I know she feels the same way, because I can sense it. When we touch, it's like our souls intertwine. I watch her get dressed and get up on the horse, while I do the same. Between the kicking and bucking, I manage to calm Goldy down and catch up to Lauryn going at a fairly fast pace. Riding next to her, I sit quietly not wanting to make things worse than they already are. She probably thinks this whole thing is some kind of setup, because ever since she got here it has been one thing after another. I can't believe my mom kept it up like that and now that I have spilled the beans, what does she think of me? A fool? What man tells a woman they have gone out with on two dates, that he loves her? All I can say is that I know what I want and I go full force to get it. I don't have any excuses and I won't try to make any either
Grabbing an overnight bag, I almost forget to call Samantha. She wanted me to call her after I got home with the details. I hope she is prepared for what I have to tell her though. With Darren waiting in the car, I pack and talk to her. "You will not believe this. We get there and his mom asks when the wedding is? I turned to Darren and he offered up no help, instead he acted like we were getting married, then we go out horseback riding. While we are out there we have sex and he tells me he loves me. I mean come on, nobody tells each other that after the second date." She starts to say something, but I stop her. "Wait a minute, let me finish first. My instincts kick in and I ride away, instead of getting a clue, he rides after me and stops me. Samantha, he tells me that I am it for him. What the fuck. Then he makes love to me and tells me he loves me again. We go back to his sis
Hoping that she likes my Shrimp Scampi Linguini, I set the table and wait for her to join me. Waiting patiently, I stand there and watch her get up. She looks like she belongs here and it's strange, but it feels like it too.In just a few short days, we have gone from a short fling to staying the weekend.This is something so unexpected, but every fiber of my being tells me that I'm doing the right thing. Matter of fact, I have never been so sure of anything in my life, ever.She grabs the bottle and her glass, meeting me at the table and sitting down. I forgot my glass, so I rush to the kitchen and grab it, returning quickly before the linguini gets cold. Both of us, settle in our seats and we sit staring at each other.Kissing her gently, I motion for her to eat. "Eat before it gets cold. Shrimp gets tough if you don't eat it quickly after being cooked." I start to eat and
He left me in the bed. I'm laying here, handcuffed and I don't have a clue where he went. I lay here for a few minutes and I think I hear the shower and Darren's voice singing. Thinking that he will come back in and that he was just joking around, I yell out."Please."I hear him walk back in and he asks, "Please what?""You can't just say please. Tell me what you want." He starts walking around the room, it sounds like he's pacing back and forth."Don't leave me alone again." The room gets quiet and he doesn't talk."Ask me nicely." I hear his voice softening.Thinking to myself how to word this, "O.K., please don't leave again." Honestly, this is a bigger turn on than I have ever felt. It makes me feel completely powerless.Knowing I am in his hands and need him, I beg. "Darren, I will do anything for you, just please don't leave me alone again." Realizing
Waking up to Lauryn's soft warm body, is the greatest high and I don't know if I ever want to leave the bed. A giant smile spreads across my face and I remember when I was buried deep inside her last night. How wonderful it felt to be inside her and perfect the way I fit in her. With my face in her hair, I smell her sweetness and my body tells me to eat her alive. Not wanting to wake her though, I lay still quieting my insatiable appetite for her. Watching Sleeping Beauty, I notice how beautiful she really is. Why did I think her beauty was just normal before, when she is so obviously naturally beautiful? She has a quiet natural beauty that doesn't need makeup. Her beautiful blue eyes make me fall deep into them, always pulling me farther and farther. The way her lips pout just a little and she always looks like she is wearing red lipstick. Just thinking about those lips, I want to kiss them and then
Opening the door to the penthouse, I feel strangely like I belong here. It's hard to explain, because I have never really felt like I truly belonged anywhere before. My whole life, people made fun of me and even my mom at one point wished that she didn't have me. She felt that maybe her ex-husband would have wanted her then, instead of me. Knowing this, I have never been able to get that close to anyone. I guess Samantha is the closest, acting like a sister to me and Steve a big brother. When I needed someone, they were always there for me growing up. He came to my rescue, numerous times. At one point, he would let me hang out with his friends and knew that I had a crush on him, but nothing ever happened. It was just after my mom left my stepfather and he over heard me telling Samantha about what he did to me. When he threatened to find the bastard and kill him, I somehow managed to get him to calm down.&nbs