Opening the door to the penthouse, I feel strangely like I belong here. It's hard to explain, because I have never really felt like I truly belonged anywhere before. My whole life, people made fun of me and even my mom at one point wished that she didn't have me. She felt that maybe her ex-husband would have wanted her then, instead of me.
Knowing this, I have never been able to get that close to anyone. I guess Samantha is the closest, acting like a sister to me and Steve a big brother. When I needed someone, they were always there for me growing up. He came to my rescue, numerous times.
At one point, he would let me hang out with his friends and knew that I had a crush on him, but nothing ever happened. It was just after my mom left my stepfather and he over heard me telling Samantha about what he did to me. When he threatened to find the bastard and kill him, I somehow managed to get him to calm down.&nbs
After cleaning up, the first thing on my mind is food. Lauryn follows me into the kitchen and chops up the vegetables, while I cut up the beef and slice it into shavings. Deciding to make Mongolian Beef for dinner, I boil rice and fry up the meat in a wok. When Lauryn finishes her job, I take the vegetables and throw them in with the rest of it.Watching the steam roll off of the stove, I crack the window open and turn around to continue cooking the food. After frying up all the peppers and green onions, I pour in the soy sauce and brown sugar. Mixing it all together, I taste a piece and satisfied, let Lauryn sample it.Sitting on a stool, her eyes pop open when she tastes it."Careful, It's still too hot." I tell her, when she tries to get another sample. "I blew that one off for a few minutes, before giving it to you. I don't want you to burn yourself." She looks at me with adoring eye
Sitting down at my desk, I think about the weekend and what it means in the grand scheme of things. Is he planning on asking me to marry him? Or live with him full time? Be his play thing? What?Not knowing what his plan truly is for me, I shake my head and give up for the moment. Picking up several papers strewn on my desk, I file them and see a note hiding under the lip of my desk calendar. It has my name on it written in cursive.Curious, I open it and look inside. The only thing in it is a note card. Plain white business card stock, the kind of thing you see wedding or baby shower invitations printed on. It says, Meet me at the fountain on Tuesday. Be there at 11 a.m.Looking around to see if anyone is watching me, I slip it in my purse and start filing my papers. Who in the world wants to meet me and why? More importantly, why so secret?Questions plagu
Leaving Lauryn's office, I head up to go kick Jake's ass, but decide to leave it alone for the moment when I see the door is closed and hear Theresa in there. I have more important things to do. After completing some paperwork and calling Lewis about Damen Rodriguez, I hurry off to my buddies' jewelry shop at lunch. Ben and I go way back. We went to college together and partied too much at the frat. We stayed friends throughout the years and when I need something special, he's my man. When I asked Jaiden to marry me, I got an exquisite ruby and diamond combo. The minute she saw it, she cried and said yes. Of course, she was a money digging whore. The day I left that bitch, I felt free. I still can't believe that she fucked my best friend and kept their relationship hid from me for years. Shaking my head, I walk into his little jewelry shop. He turns around at the doorbell and laughs. 
The end of the day finally rolls around and I pack up my stuff to leave and go to the penthouse. Making sure I have the elevator key, I shut my door and walk to the parking garage. On the way, I notice Janet standing in the lobby and decide to ask if I can give her a lift anywhere. After all, I do have an hour before I have to be at the penthouse. "Hey, do you need a ride? I'm on my way out anyways?" I stand there smiling, figuring that I would give her one more chance. I know that he didn't give her an option, and she really needed the money. "Girl, I didn't think you would ever talk to me again after that. Mr. Denver didn't give me a choice. When he offered I had to take it. My rent was due and I didn't have it." She starts to laugh and then thinks twice about it. "Well, let's say that I am a forgiving person to a point." She immediately frowns. "I am really sorry. I
Taking her back to the penthouse, we stop briefly at the store to grab some wine, a package of strawberries and a can of whip cream. Arriving at home, I scoop her up in my arms and carry her up to the rooftop. The look in her eyes is that of a child, when she sees the lights of the city surrounding us. In the corner, I had a small table placed with chairs. On the table is a lit candle and a wrapped gift for her. When she realizes that it is for her, her eyes double in size and she practically jumps out of my arms. Considering that I have already given her a ring, she doesn't have a clue what is in it. "For me?" She asks, and takes it. "Yes, baby. It's for you. Something you won't expect." I wait for her to open it. First, she takes the bow off and places it aside. Then, she unwraps it. Opening the box, she reveals what's inside and gasps. A re
Waking up in his arms to the alarm, I remember last night and smile. It's amazing how much pleasure I'm getting from something I never even took part in before. Maybe it's because Darren is doing it to me, I don't know.What I do know, is that he really loves me and wants me. That's all I have ever dreamed of or wanted. Now, between my job and Darren, I feel fulfilled and extremely happy.Last night was the start of our new life together and if I'm being honest, the start to a new beginning for me. No more having to worry what people think, or what a man wants out of me. I know fully well what Darren expects and wants from me.With all my dreams coming true, I get up and take a shower while Darren works out at the gym. When he gets back, I'm already ready to go and making him breakfast. He walks in the kitchen after his shower and closes his eyes."Do you realize how wonderful that smells, especially w
I walk in with lunch for Lauryn when I see her crying on Janet's shoulder. Not knowing what the fuck is going on, I demand answers. "What happened? Are you alright?" She looks up at me with red tear stained eyes and I know that there is something really wrong. Motioning for Janet to get out, I wait for her to move and then shut the door. Standing next to Lauryn's desk, I feel clueless when she won't tell me what is going on. Instead, she just starts crying again. Shaking my head, I bend down and pick her up in my arms, letting her head fall on my shoulder. Sitting down, I hold her for several minutes quietly, trying to figure out what has happened. Eventually she stops crying and looks me dead in the eyes, but doesn't say anything. I gaze into those sad and lonely eyes, not knowing what to do for a while until she finally tells me. "Jaiden visited me today and you two have a daughter together.
I can't believe he just left me sitting here crying. Of course, I knew I should have never said anything to him, because the minute I did the look on his face told me exactly what I thought it would. The child means more than I ever would and now that he has one, our relationship will never be the same. So much for a fairy tale romance and ending. Now there are complications and I know very well that this will never end well for me. Knowing this, I should back out now while I still have an ounce of dignity. Maybe, just maybe I can still keep my job and my parents' house if I keep my head down and pretend I'm not here. If he doesn't ask for the ring back, I can sell it to pay for the back payments on the mortgage. Thinking back, I should have realized that this would never be able to work out. He's a handsome billionaire CEO and I'm me, simply put. Thing is, I wouldn't have changed any of this for the world.