Selene’s Pov
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“ He won’t come back,” Apollo cursed as he saw me again on the entrance of my mountain and waiting for Gerri to make his appearance.
The chill of the winter wind and darkness of the night didn’t stop me from waiting.
It’s been what, two months? Four? Or seven? I lost count but still my heart aches because he promised me that he will come back. That no matter what happen, he will come back to me.
But he didn’t. He hasn’t and after everything that I did to calm my mind, I cannot accept the fact that he broke his promises to me just like that. Yes, just like that.
He was everything in my life and right now, I don’t know what to think anymore. A part of me wanted to go in whatever mountain he is but Apollo won’t let me go.
“ Stop butting in with my life, Apollo! Let me get out of this fucking mountain and chase after my man!”
He
Devon’s Pov“ Y-You w-what….the…” Beta Xander looked up to his own mother, crying and almost sobbing after telling us what happened in the past.The monster that we are trying to fight was once a lover, a sister who was made into something out of darkness. Tears are flowing out of her ethereal eyes and it made me understand her pain. She wasn’t just grieving for her lost love, but in the process, she lost herself and her principle about life.Beta Xander had no idea with what’s happening. He’s shaking his head, not wanting to believe what he just heard. Until he regained his strength and did something that I didn’t expected from.“ I didn’t raped you, Selene! You also want it, didn’t you?!” Apollo shouted back to his sister. My mouth parted at his accusation.No. This is pure insanity. Fucking hell.Selene is too angry to deal with right now. Her da
Whilst in grief, we ought to think about one thing. Do they deserve the grief that we’re giving or do they deserve nothing from us? Grief is something that cannot be given without emotional connection to a certain person. The depth of the emotion leads to the depth of the grief that we’re experiencing. Grief is not just a mere emotion, it’s an evidence of love and of relationships. Some travels across the words and take their own life just because they are grieving. Grieving is dark. It also become darker when we allowed it to be. Throughout this journey, Apollo manipulated my emotions. The bomb that he dropped when he proclaimed that I was his daughter and all of the savings which makes him grown on me as a father. However, it didn’t turn out to be so well. Apollo didn’t really made me into his own daughter but rather he uses me to get Selene. And whilst, looking into his grave right now only emphasize nothing but the shallow grief that I have for him
“ What the fuck do you mean, you fucking bullshit!?” Alpha Nicholas shouted as he lifted Beta Xander in his collar and throw him into the wall.The Gibbous house shake because of how strong his force was. It was only been renovated for a week but I’m sure there is a new crack on its wall.Blood spurted out of Beta Xander’s mouth as he looked at Alpha Nicholas with void emotion on his eyes. I told him that we shouldn’t tell them before everything is settled. Alpha Nicholas and Alpha Antonio reclaimed their throne as being the leaders of their pack.Everything in the Gibbous pack became normal. All of their questions about what happened seems to be address by Alpha Nicholas in his own way. Those rogues are too scared to come back after we decomposed more than hundreds of their own that has been killed with the war to the moon goddess.And today, we needed to do what we needed to do. Beta Xander took the opportunity to tell them
“ Hold a handful of her hand, Nicholas.”Those words smoothly rolls down the mouth of Alpha Antonio as he darkly looked over our direction. I was still on my knees while Alpha Nicholas is in front of me, still not doing anything other than looking at me like I am some sort of prey that he would definitely slaughter. No, slaughter was too much. I just wished that they wouldn’t be too much because we had a lot to talk about.A yell escaped from my lips as I felt how painful it is. Alpha Nicholas totally grabbed a handful of my hair while looking at his twin brother and turning me around so I can face him. He was almost presenting me to his twin brother as a fucking toy.All of our breathing is ragged as we waited for another instruction. “ Strip her naked, Nicholas and join me here. She will play herself for us,” Alpha Antonio said. It wasn’t even a question or statement. It was a command and Alpha Nicholas didn&rs
He talked to us but nothing comes in mind. His eyes move from my body, examining every inch of my body with his heated gaze.“ Relax, we didn’t hurt your mate,” Alpha Nicholas sarcastically said to Beta Xander as we are all scattered into this cabin.After yesterday, none talked about what happened. They did take their frustration out of me, wanted me to know my place but I enjoy it. Fucking enjoyed being humiliated infront of them. No, I mean being humiliated by them.Beta Xander snorted because of what Alpha Nicholas said. He hasn’t moved on from the mate thing.“ So, what’s it’s like? I mean do you feel like the magical connection of mates where you just wanted to fuck your own sister?” he added causing me to burst into a dark laugh. I don’t even know what to feel about all of this.Alpha Nicholas is being irrational and immature about talking like this. He doesn’t know what Beta
“ I, Devon, daughter of Apollo, take thee the power and responsibility bestowed upon by nature that I will do nothing but withhold my duties of being the moon goddess.”The ceremony begun when the first rays of the sun appeared into the vastness of the skies. Beta Xander guided me to fully accept the throne and responsibilities of the moon goddess. The Gibbous twin didn’t partake into the ceremony because the Gibbous pack needed their Alpha’s.Thus, it was just me and Beta Xander plus the servant of the moon goddess before when she was appointed into this crown. I don’t know how things goes because even if I am the daughter of Apollo, my knowledge about this world is only just a mere glimpse of what does it really entails to hold this crown.Beta Xander officiate the ceremony. It only composes of him and I as I assume the responsibility of being the new moon goddess. He told me that since he was once the apprentice of his own mother
“ Wake her up.”“ Shhhh.”“ Why don’t you wake her up?”“ She had a rough day.”Different voices can be heard as I remain laying on the bed. On my new bed. Yesterday is my first day of being the moon goddess and it’s been a chaotic ever since Atrana made her visit. There are so many things that I cannot understand, that Beta Xander is giving me lessons to.Being the moon goddess entails too many things, too many aspects to consider and too many lives that are at stake in every circumstances. Every fate, mating and love deserves the right justice. To build a connection, I must first know that there is indeed a compatible connection between the two lovers, a invisible connection that through mating will be visible.It has just been my first day but it was too much. My body and mind cannot handle the workload and so, I felt asleep while thinking what will happen tomorrow.I shiv
Part A******Being the moon goddess entails some things. I just didn’t expect that mating the love of my life is included on those things.After Beta Xander told us how serious the curse is, I felt the whole world crushed right in front of my face. He did gave us time to absorb everything before he explains the things that we are going to do once we met the dark witch.The dark witch is evil and no easy game to play with. He wants something and if we’re not ready to give whatever it is that he wants, the only thing that I can do is to accept my fate.Nope, I didn’t vanished forever in the world but expecting me to mate Alpha Antonio and Alpha Nicholas to others are like killing me into the most crucial way. I cannot. I just simply can’t.“ Stop thinking about it,” Alpha Nicholas said as we are walking into the bushes of the tress and fighting to the coldness of the morning.Alpha Antonio and