StellaI was very surprised when I heard what Jaxon said. I bit my lip hard again so that the accent of my scream coming from my mouth would not be heard on the other line."Stella, are you still there?" I just went back to trance when I heard his voice so I faked a cough and calmed myself."Hmm… I'm still here, Jaxon.""I miss you, Wife. Don't you miss me?" He was asking again so I took a deep breath first and he answered."Jaxon, we haven't seen each other for half a day, you'll miss me right away. I don't miss you." I was joking and I was just surprised when he complained that you thought he was a missing child and I'm his mother who has been away for a few hours."But I miss you. I know that you miss me too." He competitively said so I turned around and let him go. He seemed to have tantrums as a child because of what he did today."Fine, fine. I miss you too." There was a softening in my voice and I just heard on the other line the loud crash that you thought something big had fallen. So I'm worried and asked him right away."Jaxon, what happened there? Did something bad happen?""That's nothing, Wife. A cockroach just passed at my feet. It's nothing serious." He answered and I could feel in his voice the accented shout that you thought he was the one who was hurt."Okay, you said that. Why aren't you sleeping yet? It's morning here in Paris. We're just going to our hotel," I said and I heard his sigh loudly."I'm going to sleep too, Stella. I called you to say hello and to ask if you arrive safely and I'm glad that you're safe. All right, rest first. I'll call you again tomorrow. Take a rest, Wife okay?" He assured me so I nodded even though he couldn't see."Sure. You too, Jaxon. Take a rest too. We're close to our hotel. Good night. See you again tomorrow." I said goodbye and almost dropped the call when he spoke again."Wife.""Hmm? Did you forget to say something, Jaxon?""I lo-" I was shocked when the call was cut off and when I looked at my cellphone I was trampled because the battery was empty.I can't plug properly into the power bank. Annoyingly, when what Jaxon said seemed important, my cellphone battery emptied.Instead of heating my head, I just pocketed my cellphone first and when we got to the hotel, I would charge it later. But it still puzzles me what Jaxon will tell me.Is that still important? I hope it's not...."Look at the camera, Stella! Show us your beautiful smile!" Our photographer shouted before the fashion show started today.So I smiled sweetly at the camera and posed. He took another shot before he stopped me. When it was over, the manager approached me and gave me a coat so I wouldn't get cold.I looked at the clothes I'm wearing now. It's super elegant and beautiful. I don’t think it will suit me.It's a backless long gown with real diamonds. It is so close to my body that I can see its shape even more. My long hair is loose and there are diamonds attached to it as well.I feel like I am the main character of this runway. I feel like I am the Goddess in this kind of backless long gown. My whiteness was also obvious and came out even more.Add to that my innocent face that further suits what I'm wearing. Even my manager was stunned when he saw me like this.Even the photographers as well as the make-up artists can't take their eyes off me. If Jaxon was here would he react like this?So I shook my head hard and took a deep breath because of what I was thinking. Stop imagining, Stella! You don’t even know how Jaxon feels about you.But when I remembered that he would call me, it didn't happen. After Jaxon and I talked and my cellphone battery was empty, he never called again.I waited from yesterday until now but not a single text or call I received from him. Maybe he's busy or doing something important to the point that he forgot it, but I understand him.Not in all cases are you always her priority, Stella. He also has his responsibilities so get organized. Jaxon won't always put you first. You’re just a wife on paper. Just arrange a marriage for the two of you.I was quickly caught in my heart as it hurt because of what I had said to myself. That's true and it hurts so bad. At least I knew in myself that I wasn’t Jaxon’s priority even though we were married. We just arranged marriage so I have no right to complain to him when he is busy.Because from the very beginning he was not with me. He's not mine."Hey, you're fine. Are you in pain?" I just looked at the Manager when he held me on the shoulder so I tried to smile and nod.I don't want to ruin this moment. This is so special to me."I'm okay, Manager. I'm just nervous. I'll be the one to make a runway." I was lying so the Manager tapped me hard on the shoulder."You can do it, Stella. You're the main character of this runway. Own that runway. Show them your ethereal beauty!" He encouraged me so I laughed and hugged his arm."Thank you for cheering me up, Manager. You're the best!" I was flattering and he just pinched me on the waist."And now! Let's welcome, the most beautiful goddess in the universe! She's ready to dominate the world again with her beauty! No other than Cassiopeia Stella!" The host of the event shouted enthusiastically so suddenly the big curtain opened.Fortunately, I moved quickly and I immediately let out my smile. I started to step up and I was almost dazzled by the cameras focused on me because of their flashes.I feel so overwhelmed right now. For some of them, I can see the admiration in their eyes. Some of them are shouting like there's no tomorrow. Some of them have big smiles on their faces when they look at me.I roamed my eyes at everyone there. But it stopped in a man who now had traces of pleasure and amusement in his eyes and face. I could see how proud he was to see me.Despite the shouting and camera flashes hitting me I can only see one person now.It was Jaxon, who was staring intently at me....AM I DREAMING again? Or maybe it's just my hallucinations because of how tired I felt before. After the show, I roamed my eyes again but there was no sign of Jaxon."Hey, Stella! You're just tired and hungry. Your husband can't be here, he's in the Philippines now. Just eat first!" The manager said so I just blushed and nodded.After I told the Manager, that's what immediately came to me. Maybe it's just because I'm hungry and tired so that's all I can see."You're right, Manager. Maybe I'm just tired and hallucinating." I agree and he sat down in front of me. We are now at the hotel and both are relaxing.I'm even happy because we're just facing the Eiffel Tower that I've been dreaming of seeing for a long time."What you say is the effect of missing your husband." He was still teasing so I jokingly threw a tissue at him which he immediately avoided."But he's not mine!" When I answered, he laughed out loud and pulled my hair gently."Claim him as if you own him!"When he said that I was choked and humiliated. He laughed out loud because of my reaction. I could feel the redness on my cheek because of what I heard."Manager, your mouth!" I said irritated but he locked me even more. Because he did that I got up and put on my coat and gloves because I was going to the Eiffel Tower."Stella, I think someone else thought of claiming it. You can also do that to Jaxon after all, you're already married." He was still teasing so I just stared at him and left him."He just has the right to tell me a joke even though he just doesn't have a boyfriend," I whispered as I finally got out of the building.Very few walk the cold and quiet streets of Paris because of that I felt peace and freedom tonight.I just smile when the snow hits my body and hands. I even caught others here and I played with it like a child.I immediately stopped in front of the Eiffel Tower and stared at it in amazement. Ever since I was a child it has been my dream to see it up close with the person I will be with for the rest of my life.But for now, I am alone first. There is no certainty right now of how Jaxon feels about me. I don't want to ask. I was afraid of what his answer would be.But even so, I hope that one day Jaxon will be next to me as I hold his hand and together we observe the beautiful view in front of me.I closed my eyes and opened my palm to catch the snow that was now falling in front of me. I closed my eyes and savored the coolness of the weather."I wish you were here with me." I stammered softly and sighed loudly. I also felt the edge of my tears so I closed my eyes tightly so that the tears that wanted to drip into my eyes would not fall.This is how it feels when you hide how you feel from someone.The weight, too much weight. But I was just stuck where I was when I felt two arms hug from behind me and whisper in my ear."I'm here now, Wife. I'm sorry for waiting for you for so long." He whispered in a baritone voice so I quickly left his embrace and turned to him."Jaxon," I said hoarsely and touched his face. Maybe I had a dream or maybe I had hallucinations again because I was tired."Yes, it's me, Wife." He replied so I couldn't stop hugging him so tightly that he retaliated."Am I not dreaming?" I cried in response so I heard him laugh again. I felt him kiss the top of my hair and hug him even more tightly."You're not dreaming, Wife. I'm in front of you. I'm real." He was still making sure so I couldn't help but smile and squeezed his body even harder."I can't believe that you're in front of me right now, Jaxon.""Because I miss you and I want to see you again, my beautiful Wife."
Stella"HOW DID YOU FIND ME?" I asked as soon as I broke away from his embrace. To this day it still never enters my mind that Jaxon is here in front of me. His eyes were smiling and wide as he looked at me."I secretly contacted your Manager. I couldn't stand it, I went to see you even though you will be home in two days." He answered so I felt the butterflies in my stomach again.Jaxon, why are you like that? My feelings for you deepen more. You're annoying and it makes me scared."I mean you're the one I saw earlier at the fashion show. That's you, right? I wasn't mimicking before?" I asked one more question so he laughed softly and kissed my forehead before answering."Yes, that's me, Wife. I'm sorry if I leave right away. Someone will notice me since I didn't full-disguise before. Seeing you walking on that runway makes you the brightest star in the world. You were so elegant and gorgeous that time. " He tenderly compliments me to hide my excitement."You're always complimenting
StellaI IMMEDIATELY FELT ENVY to myself when I saw her up close. For the first time in my life, I felt insecure not about myself but with this woman who's now talking to my husband. She’s beautiful, she’s so beautiful.And this time, I knew in myself I was jealous of the two of them. I was jealous because she was the first to love Jaxon.I was jealous because she was the first to hold Jaxon's hands. She was its first embrace. She was all and I obeyed.I'm second to Jaxon but I still don't have the right to be jealous because we've only been arranging marriage since the beginning. No love has been formed, nothing yet and I don’t know if there will be.I secretly look at these two who are talking to each other like they have their world. Even though I wanted to stay I decided to leave them first.I was about to take a step but it stopped when Coleen looked at me and her eyes narrowed when she saw me."Wow, she's Stella, right? The most beautiful and elegant model that I know. What's yo
Stella“ARE YOU JEALOUS, WIFE?” I could see how happy he was when he heard what I said.While I was stuck in my position because I couldn't stop it from coming out of my mouth. That's when I broke up again.What a fool, Stella!"No, ah! Why am I jealous of her? I know to myself that I am more than her." I lied but he just smiled and hugged me again."I'm not convinced of your answer, my lovely wife. I know that you're jealous of her." He was still teasing so I pushed him hard and stared at him."I didn't even say I was jealous of him! Even though the wind was getting stronger here on the rooftop I wasn't jealous!" I shouted angrily and we suddenly fell silent as the wind got stronger here.I closed my eyes tightly because the wind kept up with Jaxon's teasing of me. So when I looked at him again, his grin at me widened even more.So I suddenly left in front of him and just left him alone because of embarrassment. I felt his obedience and I almost jumped in shock when he touched my wai
StellaDAMN IT! What did I just say? Am I losing my mind? Do I want to ruin Jaxon and I’s careers? My gosh, Stella! What a fool you are!So after I said that I quickly left in front of her. Even though I hadn't touched the doorknob, I felt her hand now holding my arm tightly."What did you say?" She asked a stern question and confronted me violently. I could see the annoyance in her eyes when the two of us met.I even secretly winced because I was hurt by the way she held me. So I pulled it hard and bravely met her eyes."He's mine, Coleen." I will repeat more. I want to keep tweaking myself because I really can't stop it from coming out of my mouth.Is this how jealous you are? You really can’t stop what you can say because of the annoyance and envy you feel for that person."He's not yours, Stella. In the first place, he's mine. I'm an ex, you're just a friend. I was the first to Jaxon and not you. So 'don't expect him to be too early in the first place because I'm the first to you.
Stella"THAT SHOULD BE ME, JAXON," I said while looking at his eyes directly. I slowly lost him as I felt my intoxication gone."I should be the one with you! I should be the one holding your hand and not her! I should be the one showing the ring! I should be the one, not her!" I couldn’t stop screaming and stopped because I could feel my tears forming."But I can't do that. I can't do that Jaxon… because I'm your secret. I'm your secret that you are keeping and protecting. I'm just your secret wife, Jaxon." I was crying all the time so I felt him holding my arm."So I have no right to complain to you. I have no right to shout to everyone that I am your wife because I will ruin you and your career. I have no right to hurt you because you just keep me a secret. And I have no right to be jealous because you don't love me."After I said that I stared at him and I could see in his eyes that he was confused by what I was saying."Why are you saying this to me, Stella?" Calm but I could sen
StellaHE'S GOING TO CONFESS? Am I deaf? Dreaming? Or maybe I'm still drunk? So I slapped myself lightly causing him to frown at me."Why are you doing that to yourself?" He asked so I was stunned again and pointed to the flower he was holding."Is that true?" I didn't seem to know the question so he laughed and approached me and gave me the flower.I just close my eyes when he caresses my cheek and he kisses me here. I couldn’t help but shudder because of what he was doing."Hey, open your eyes. Look at me, Wife." He spoke softly so I slowly opened my eyes and our eyes met. I just held my breath when he smiled. This man is a very handsome creature. So handsome that everyone wants him."Am I dreaming?" I whispered and he answered."No… you're not dreaming. This is all true." He answered and I again roamed my eyes across our room.There were petals scattered on the floor up to the veranda where the table was and there was food already. I know he cooked because I know the smell when he
StellaCAN SOMEONE SLAP ME? Maybe it will be a dream again. Maybe I'll just imagine something so that I can forget for a moment the pain I feel because Jaxon rejected me.So I slowly shook and lightly slapped myself. Because I did that Jaxon quickly stood up and worriedly stared at me. While I was confused because I still can't believe what I see now.“This is just a dream. This is just a dream, right? ” I felt the desperation in my voice so Jaxon frowned and touched my cheek.“No, you are not dreaming, Wife. This is all true. These are truly what you see today. You are wide awake. ” He replied making me close my eyes firmly because I still couldn't believe him. Maybe I'm wrong again. It's hard to believe again."Then prove it to me that I am not dreaming, Jaxon." My voice was hoarse and when I looked into his eyes I could see the sparkle coming from them. But love prevails here."Here is the proof my silly wife."He laughed and I just closed my eyes when he kissed me lightly on the l
StellaI'M LOOK LIKE I AM IN THE CLOUDS at these times. Saying those words to him seems so magical and enchanting.It gives me peace not to my heart but to my soul too. When you say the word you want to say you feel at peace.And that’s how I feel at these times. I felt peace when I said those three words to him.I could still see the shock and joy in Jaxon's eyes now so I kissed him on the lips again."I love you, Jaxon," I repeated but I was surprised when he covered his face with his palm.I could see the redness on his face and ears so I laughed out loud.“Are you nervous, Jaxon? You are thrilled! ” I teased and slap him in the side but he just avoided that you thought he was getting burned by what I was doing.“Hey, Jaxon! You can't speak anymore? I just said I love you, you became dumb there. All right, you might want me to take back my answer to the proposal. ”I was threatening so I could see him quickly approaching me and touching my cheek.“I’m just overwhelmed after hearing