Chapter 13: Insecurity

Stella

I IMMEDIATELY FELT ENVY to myself when I saw her up close. For the first time in my life, I felt insecure not about myself but with this woman who's now talking to my husband. She’s beautiful, she’s so beautiful.

And this time, I knew in myself I was jealous of the two of them. I was jealous because she was the first to love Jaxon.

I was jealous because she was the first to hold Jaxon's hands. She was its first embrace. She was all and I obeyed.

I'm second to Jaxon but I still don't have the right to be jealous because we've only been arranging marriage since the beginning. No love has been formed, nothing yet and I don’t know if there will be.

I secretly look at these two who are talking to each other like they have their world. Even though I wanted to stay I decided to leave them first.

I was about to take a step but it stopped when Coleen looked at me and her eyes narrowed when she saw me.

"Wow, she's Stella, right? The most beautiful and elegant model that I know. What's yo