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Ch. 6
Bella
Tears! Tears! And more tears!
Why does this always seem happen to me?School just started and I am already needing to run away to a deserted island on vacation. A beach sounds nice listening to the waves and laying on the beach. Nice and relaxing is what I need for my life very soon. Calming peace sets in as I imagine laying under the warm sun then of course my phone alarm goes off with a reminder to take the antidepressants
I wanted a fresh start away from the past and pain. Things were supposed to be changing moving here thinking Seth was comfortable with me being next door. The page from my past had already been turned and this is supposed to be the new chapter. I don't want to reread or relive the last chapter of this book of my life.
I have spent years hiding the hurt and heartbreak that consumes me. The need for antidepressants has come along with being repeatedly rejected and tormented by someone I care about. My belief is
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