Ch. 9

Seth

"Wow!! That was definitely not my intentions when I came over here but that was amazing Bella!" The shade of pink her cheeks turn when she blushes is adorable. I pull her in for a hug. We are both still laying on her bed. I can't treat her like the typical girls I use and just leave after. We have known each other our whole lives. No matter what has happened I can't just do that to her because she is not a slut and I know that.  Realization begins to set in that moment. Bella is not a slut and she wouldn't have let this happen purely out of desire and passion. What does this mean? 

"I...I didn't expect this either. But um....thanks?" She said it almost in a question. I leaned down and softly kissed the top of her head. I don't know how she feels about what happened but although I know this was possibly a huge mistake, it's kind of nice. I've never done true intimacy before but this feels very intimate not just sex. We sat there holding each other is silence