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Ch 16
Bella
Pulling up at my family home my body immediately relaxes as soon as I pull in the driveway. The last few weeks have been so stressful I embraced the calming feeling I desperately needed. Growing up we always dream of the day we are old enough to move out on our own and start our life. Maybe cherishing the simplicity of being a child would have been a better use of my time then. I guess we live and learn.
Everything looks the same as when I left a few months ago but still seems different. Possibly because I am seeing it in a different perspective than before. The trees are in bloom and mom has the porch decorated in such a welcoming way. I wonder if she's always done that or if I just never really appreciated it before . Setting my one bag down on the porch I make my way over to the cozy swing. It's full of beautiful pillows and looks so inviting. I set back and take in the view. Curling up on the swing I think to myself how much I've missed this place. I must hav
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