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Chapter 48 Poetry of this Dark Room
Why did Damian have to come here and only make things worse? Why hadn't he given Rafał time to cool down, to come to grips with his heart and body, only to stimulate the flame that was now consuming all of Rafał?
“Rafał, we haven't known each other long, but I already consider you my friend," Radosz announced. “I am really full of sympathy towards you. I really want us to be true friends, where we can trust each other with everything. That's why I want everything to be made clear between us too. Your kiss... it was magical. It triggered something unknown and pleasant in me. But I understand that in your situation you may have felt discomfort. I understand...”
“Not at all!” denied Brylski hotly. “On the contrary, I really felt... I felt...”
“Good?”
Rafał did not have the courage or strength to answer. He only nodded shyly.
Damian didn't take offense at him, didn't blame him for Rafał invading his
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