The next moment, Arkael found himself running, speeding towards their small living room to his mother’s aid. He was panting, breathing heavily but the sight before him made him dumbfounded. His eyes widened in shock as the scene before him unfold.
Merida was accompanied by a strange man sitting lazily on their couch. He was cuddling his mother looking all too immoral for a child like him. Those disgusting scenes made him dart his gaze away from his mother as he clenched his little fist in anguish. Why was his mother taking a man with her at home? Who was the stranger? Why was he... his little mind stopped working when he couldn’t comprehend what those adults are doing.
“Malc, come on... let’s go to my room.” Merida started to flirt with the man who she called to be Malc. Her thighs are spreadi
Arkael’s mind was deeply clouded with a haze of affection seeing a smiling Zadkiel upon opening his eyes. He felt something within him crawling against his flesh making his neves curl in anticipation. The guy looks so damned attractive in his eyes as he stared at him directly. He liked him, this was what he concluded in his mind. No wonder... No wonder... He had f*cked a lot of women just to find satisfaction to his plight but that left him uneven. He also put up with some guys but that also made him even more chaotic. They would always haunt him wherever he went just to have him inside them. They had named him as a good f*cking man whore. That title would always remind him of how he suffered a lot during his previous years. Zadkiel’s messy wet hair
Zadkiel was about to say something about what he felt but he felt ashamed to spill out what he wants. Therefore, he loosens his hold on to Arkael’s shoulder and took a few steps back. He straightened out himself and tried to gather his composure.The sensual kisses Arkael had given to him were making him tingle everywhere. He felt even more uncomfortable. His heart was hammering violently beneath his chest. ‘Bullseye!’ his heart jumped on his throat blocking his air passage making him hard to breathe! ‘Immoral...’ his mind whispered in defeat. Goodness! Why was Arkael kept on kissing him? What the heck was his problem? Shouldn't they fist-bumped each other or a brotherly hug? Bone-crushing hug? Why the sensual kiss? It was melting him for Christ's sake! Anytime soon he would lose his mind and
Yes! Yes! He had to survive! He had to go! Go somewhere far from this place! “I'm leaving. I need to do something...” Arkael pulled his injured hand away from Zadkiel's grasp and started to head out from the bathroom. If he didn't leave right away, he was afraid that he might break down. He had to leave him! He grabbed a body towel from the rack nearby and wrapped it on his waist skillfully leaving the extra water zest tricking down his chest down to his abs. He was in a hurry to take his leave. He couldn’t be seen in a broken state! He didn’t want someone’s pity! Especially Zadkiel’s pitty! Hell no! He can’t accept it! Zadkiel's handsome face turned gloomy. He looked at the leaving man furiously and also stormed out from the bathroom. What's the hell
This was the very first time that Zadkiel lowers himself, kneeling on the ground before a person. And to think that the person was exactly also a man like him. Perhaps for the others, it was a shameful thing but he was willing to gamble everything just to substantiate his deep sincerity towards this man that was yearning for years!He was known to be a cold and heartless bachelor CEO of the Mortel Group but he wasn’t. He just couldn’t get himself out of his closet and open to anybody which wasn’t his style. He didn’t trust anyone just like that! He had grown up with deep emptiness and loneliness within. His parents did shower him with endless parental affection from time to time but that didn’t fill his empty heart. He was longing for something he didn’t know or understand. He couldn&rsq
Zadkiel closed his eyes shutting down his entire system. He was drained from the heavenly feeling that he got earlier but... isn’t it a big mistake? Isn’t it a sin to covet someone’s husband? He was hit by the realization that he had to share someone else’s husband just to make himself happy. What the heck was wrong with him? Was he that desperate? A lot was happening to him in just a couple of hours that he couldn’t control. Arkael’s sudden arrival in his life was unexpected. It caught him off guard. He just barged in without any warning pulling his carefully built walls into dust!He was glad that he had found him. He was glad that his empty soul was filled with life again. His coldness and loneliness reduce a small fraction because of it. But the fact that Arkael is tied in commitment
BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!Fireworks of disappointment thundered on Zadkiel’s ears. Did he hear him right? Was he saying those words? Damn it! He would be hiding his ass every time they meet! Well, literally yes they would be hiding from the public’s eyes but the eyes of Arkael’s wife? He can’t! He couldn’t hurt that woman’s feelings, could he?‘Come on Zad, what do you want to hear from him? That he would divorce his wife just to be with you? Don’t be ridiculous! You guys are just childhood brothers that yearned for some brotherly affection!’ His mind stated nonchalantly.‘Br
“Axe...” Arkael shook the guy off, determined to wake him up. He wants to squeeze something out of him. The truth that he yearns to hear! “Mmmmmm...” was the guy’s drunken response. He tilted his body sideways facing the man who was busy waking him up. “Why are you drinking? What's wrong with you?” Arkael questioned curiously. He lifted his head supported by his folded arm and faced the drunken guy. “Hmmm, Arky...” Zadkiel called out tenderly in his dreamy state. “I'm here, Axe. This is me... It's Arky...” Arkael grumbled huskily. For some reason, he was intoxicated with the combination of Zadkiel’s masculine scent and the whiskey’s aroma wafting around him.
Zadkiel dropped everything that kept on messing up his entirety and fell into deep slumber while holding his grievance towards the man. He wouldn’t be an idiot to believe him anymore. Arkael had rejected him without hesitation then might explore something new. He couldn’t be what he was during Arkael’s presence anymore and he, Zadkiel would beat the shit of every gender he would encounter starting now. He would relish his hidden beast to satisfy his exploration! He had been already concluded as heartless and cold right? Then, he would still be like that but in another way around. He had made himself a fool to reserve his affection towards a man but what did he get in return? A rejection! It was a humiliating thing for him and he bowed that today onwards he wouldn’t bow to anyone again.