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Eat the part that hurts, said the voice of the flies.Eat the part that hurts.ONE
Outside, fog yielded to the winter wind and moonlight beamed through. That same rush of air swept over the James Bridge Motor Motel to rattle its eaves, blowing dirt against its windows. The night’s breath, so very much like a sigh, eased the door on the second floor shut. Ungreased hinges creaked, creaked, and trapped the new fathers within.
Somewhere out there, time moved on. But not here. Not inside room eleven.
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