KABANATA 6

Love and family. It's hard to choose between them but I have to. And If I have to choose between my family and Tristyn— I would rather choose my family over him.

Masakit mang gawin ay kailangan. Mahal ko siya, sobrang mahal na lahat ay kaya kong ibigay sa kaniya, but in our situation? Hindi madali. Kailangan kong magparaya kahit ikakadurog ko. Kailangan kong magsakripisyo kahit na sobrang sakit nun sa part ko. I need to let him go because what we have aren't right. Staying with him aren't the right thing to do. May masasaktan kami, may maaapakan, at may magiging miserable. Hindi lang isa, hindi lang dalawa, hindi lang tatlo kundi marami. My parents, Antonette, Tristyn's family and most especially was my sister.

Sobrang laki ng tiwalang ibibigay niya sa amin—sa akin, but here I am, being a bitch, a traitor. Betraying her, breaking her heart and trust behind her back. 

Mang-aagaw.

Ayoko nang dagdagan pa ang kasalanang ito, ang kasalanan ko.