Book 2 : Premise—III

Ivanna

"Your body isn't suitable for IVF, Mrs Scott", my gynaecologist Elena says with a sigh. "There's a risk in this procedure"

It's been another year. A year since I got to know I'm barren. I never dared to utter that word in front of Christian because I know he's gonna last out at me. He indeed doesn't want a child as long as I'm with him. But I know it's just a part of him. Parenthood is something anyone can hardly not want.

Especially to me. I wanted to live the bond with my child which I missed. Mom left me before I was even eligible to understand what death is, and never being loved by my dad. I wanted to be a mother and live the bond I had missed. I wanted to see Christian loving our kids and being the best father that my dad could never be.

There were a lot of things to matter.

As the doctors suggested, I was on medication for an entire year only to hear this.

As I hold my tears back, I feel Christian's hand on mine as he tightly holds me. I look at him, his eyes intense