TheaI can say the exact moment when my heart vibrated— the exact moment, I felt my inside warming up with more than desires— a passion, a feeling, an urge to get something more than temporary pleasure. It was the damn first time when I could dare to get so closer to him— so much closer. His handsome face was just half an inch apart, and his alluring scent crashed through my nostrils, making my stomach churn with needs. His abrupt touch against my shoulder when he pushed me. Even though the moment lasted for nanoseconds but that fucking duration made it more intense for me. It was not enough. If those nanoseconds could occur such an enormous storm inside me, I can't imagine what would happen if it gets longer— bigger and deeper. I wonder how it'll feel to watch him from this much closer, to touch every inch of him, to inhale his scent as long as possible. It's not enough. It doesn't seem to be enough. I want him!Fuck it! I want him. Not only to fuck or sleep with. But I want him
IvannaI gawk at Christian in disbelief after he slams the chair aggressively on the floor. He's shaking, anticipation covering his face, and as he looks up at me, I find him breathing heavily with his helpless eyes calming down. I don't find words to speak as it's been a long time since I have seen him in such an aggressive mood. It was when I told him about Adrian. The last time when I saw him being so damn aggressive to slam things around. It's definitely been years. I can sense the intensity of the reason behind his action and walk inside. He lets out a deep sigh, turning his face aside. I stumble upon the chair and bend over to lift it. Slowly putting it aside, I walk towards him near the large window. He's looking down at the streets. Reaching closer to him, I hold his shoulder. He's still looking down and breathing heavily."Are you alright?" I whisper. He shakes his head. "No"My heart sinks. Gulping down, I brace myself before he can say anything. "Why is all this happen
IvannaI take his head against my chest as he hugs me tightly. I kiss over his head, nuzzling his hair gently. "Everything will be fine, Chris. Don't worry. We'll get a donor soon. It's just been a week since we started looking for a donor", I tell him. "Hmmm", he rubs his face against my chest, his sharp beard brushing against my skin causing goosebumps all over me. I softly moan as he kisses my collarbone. "How do you always know when I need you? You always appear before I lose it completely", he tells me."The way you always know whenever I'm in need of you", I whisper. We spent a few minutes in each other's arms before my eyes drift to the clock. It's been a long time since I have come here. "It's literally been an hour, Chris. I should leave now", I say, trying to pull my knees from under his torso."Stay for a while", he mumbles."Mr Scott, you have a ton of work to do. I'm not here to distract you", I chuckle. He looks up at me with complaint-filled eyes and it makes him
ChristianI manage to wrap up my work anyhow before the evening. Eventually, a plan of two days won't harm. We'll be away from all the stress even though there's a lot to stress about. I'll keep looking for those people outside the state. Kane has already informed the team to stick to it. The doctors are continuously monitoring the procedures for getting a donor. Among all this, I don't want better things to fade away. "Christian", Kane's voice comes from behind as I lock the shelves, turning back to him. "I was about to call you. For now, there are no urgent tasks left to be done. I completed them all. Just take care of the rest"I tell him with a smile but he seems to be tense as he scratches his forehead. "Anything wrong?" I frown. "Well, there's a blunder, Christian", he says. Now what?"What happened?" I lean over the desk, grab the edges and look at the clock. "Whatever it is, say it asap. I'm getting late"He lets out a deep sigh. "Christian, I'm not sure if you'll be able
ChristianWhat the hell am I thinking? Nudging my eyes away from the direction, I correct myself. I can't just get to a conclusion about a woman like this. I have started to question my sanity. Why am I having such vibes from Thea when it all can be wrong? I strive to shove it all out of my head and turn around to leave. "Good evening, Mr Scott", Thea's voice brings me back to the moment and I turn back to her. She still has that smirk on which makes me restless for no reason. "Good evening", I shrug and step back since she has been just half a foot away from me. "Did you like the shoot?" She asks. "It was good", I try to avoid the conversation as much as I can, keeping my eyes away from her. "Seems like, you're still mad at me", she says. "I'm even calling you Mr Scott"I glance at her, pursing my lips. "I don't hold grudges with people, Mrs Fox. Only if they try to not bring up the topic. Again and again!" I keep my eyes straight on her.Surprisingly, she doesn't get annoye
ChristianI panic right after I find my phone switched off and turn it on. I never switch my phone off when I'm outside. Especially for a whole year, I don't remember I ever switched it off because of emergencies regarding Chrissie."I don't know, Sir", Nicole stutters. "I didn't even know it was switched off""I clearly remember it was switched on when I gave it to you", I sneer, shooting her a strong glare."Sir, I'm sorry. I don't know how it happened", she stammers. I don't reply to her anymore and open the call list. There were a lot of missed calls from Ivanna a few hours ago. It was when I was in the studio. The network is too poor over there. But there's a recent call from her just an hour ago. And it was declined.What the fuck?"Nicole, do you want me to teach you your job now? Even after a whole decade", I lash out at her. She literally cut Ivanna's phone."Sir— what— what did I do?" She says on the verge of crying. "What's wrong here?" Kane arrives behind, gawking at us
ChristianHer eyes are rosy when she looks at me intensely. I can feel the anger behind those eyes— and a bit of disappointment. I know I have caused that. And for the first time, I don't know how to convince her. "Iv", I mutter, tossing the coat aside and walking closer to her. She keeps looking away. I don't understand what's making her avoid me. Well, I did enough things to piss her off today."Baby, listen, I wanna talk to you", I snake my hand around her waist and pull her close to me. She stiffens her body. "Chris, let it go", she says, still not looking at me."I'm sorry", I whisper, touching her chin gently. "I'm sorry for everything that happened today"She inhales deeply and gets herself freed from my grip. "Please, leave this matter. I don't wanna talk about it"She shrugs, surging towards the closet and opening it. She starts taking out my clothes. This!This makes me feel worse. Only if she showed her anger and didn't care what the fuck I'm doing, I wouldn't feel that
ChristianMy brain refuses to work as I wonder why the hell Thea would send me her pictures? It takes me a while to react and shut the application off and I make sure I delete the message. There's no way I'm keeping them on my cell phone. This woman is out of my understanding. I don't understand what the hell she's trying to do. Is she the same with everyone or only with me? "Christian, will you please turn the lights off?" Ivanna's pressed voice comes as I look behind. She has covered herself with the sheets completely. Wait!Did she just call me 'Christian'? That's definitely not a fucking good sign. I toss the phone aside and turn the lights off. Then I put the small lamp beside Chrisanna. The portion that occupies our bed is pitch dark right now. Ivanna is lying at the edge of the bed. Usually she lies in the middle, too close to me. Only if she had told me what's bothering her. I'm scared to ask her anything. But the fact that I know she must be battling with a lot more than