Chapter 170 : Change

Thea

I woke up late again. It's been like six days in the hospital and three days in the mansion since I woke up at ten. That sucks. My routine has been completely changed but I'm not minding it that much. I think I kind of needed a change.

After that accident, I was dealing with frustration, and nightmares of my past and the things I have been doing. They have been taking a toll on me. I was feeling lost. But thankfully, John had been there to comfort me whenever I had any panic attacks or negative thoughts. He also called a therapist who told me that I'm going through that disorder where people go through major distress about their life and their doings.

I have been having thoughts that I never had before. I didn't tell anything about my life to the therapist because there was more in my life than I could remember.

And I can't risk my secrets just for a stupid post-accident disorder. I know I'll cope with that. Especially when I have Ryan and Kevin to cheer me up throughout the da