I rubbed my eyes slowly as I rolled to the right and left. My bad habit when I wake up is often rolling on the bed. But as I rolled to the right, I felt something strange about me. It felt like the skin on my back could touch the soft silk sheets that covered my bed.
“Laurel, you made our blanket fall.”
Kane protested next to me while muttering incoherently.
I lazily tried to open my eyes slowly while squinting my eyes for a moment to get used to the sunlight that had shone brightly on our bedroom window.
"Kane, you're not awake?" I asked while nudging his arm with my eyes still slightly closed from sleepiness.
“After you shower and dress properly, I'll wake up right away. If you keep exposing your naked body like that, I won't get up and go to the office."
What? Naked? Oh my God, I forgot. Gosh, what should I do? I need a blanket, I need a blanket!
"Kane, borrow your blanket." I said quickly as I pulled the red blanket from ab
"So how did you know about this place?" While gazing at the sunflower garden spread out in front of me, I leaned comfortably on Kane's sturdy shoulder. This shoulder feels very comfortable to be used as a place to lean on. In addition, this shoulder also transmits vibrations of security for me, and I really don't want to lose this comfort forever. “Your mother told me. This morning I took the time to visit your mother at your house, and I was involved in all sorts of very pleasant conversations. Your mother is really very friendly and warm too. She also makes me a very good spiced tea.” "Is that true? Why didn't you tell me? I want to come home and meet my mom. But by the way, has mom told you everything?” Kane furrowed his brows in confusion and glanced at me who was also looking at his face waiting for an answer from him. His warm breath that hit my face almost made me fall asleep and lose my mind. I quickly took my head away from his
The long journey home was the most boring and tiring thing ever since I married and became Kane's wife. There was only silence in the car because Kane had refused to talk to me for a long time. I stared at the dark country road as we walked all the way to our house to kill time. Actually at this time I was a little sulking at him, the ugly man forbade me to turn on the music or dvd player available in this car. Of course, I was mad at him and didn't want to look at him until he lifted his ban on playing the dvd player or something. Right now I really need some entertainment, otherwise I'll be drowsy and fall asleep in a style that can be said to be far from graceful. I don't want that to happen. I have to show my graceful side to him. Even though I don't really expect him to love me, but at least I can show a different side of me so I can captivate his heart. “Laurel, you are childish.” What? He says if I am childish? Oh, that's right. In fact, he was the one who was
“You have to wait until someone who can vouch for you comes.” "But we are already married. Please let us go, we promise we won't do it again." “Sorry, but we can't free you guys right now. The two of you still have to comply with existing procedures.” “Sir, we can't lie! Kane, why are you silent, quickly say something!” I shouted angrily at him. It's really disgusting to see his face that looks calm even though at this time our condition is not fine. We've just been arrested by the police for something we didn't do at all. And Kane still looks relaxed like nothing happened to us. Shit! “What else should I say? I told you everything,” he replied calmly as he crossed one leg in the air. I let out a sigh as I folded my arms in front of my chest. I thought he was really going to do something, because back in the patrol car he said so reassuringly that he would do something for both of us. But it turns out he just leaned his head casually while clo
I gently put a piece of white gauze on Kane's injured wrist. The man winced in pain as he looked at my face fiercely. I knew he must be warning me not to push too hard when I squeezed his injured hand. But this man was really spoiled and careless. If I didn't wake up and find him covered in blood, I'm sure he wouldn't be able to treat the wound on his own. I immediately wrapped a bandage around his wound and after that I gave a short kiss on his injured hand. Childish, I know that. But when I was young, my mother used to do this to make me stop crying if my hands bleed or my knees bleed after playing with my friends. Now I'm doing it to Kane to get him to stop moaning like a big whiny baby. "What really happened? Why did your hand hurt like this?” I asked him after I finished cleaning up all the mess he made. I threw the glass from the bottle he broke into the trash. I have also mopped the floor which was previously very dirty from the
After a very annoying incident this morning, I started to go about my daily routine with more enthusiasm and joy. I put Kane and Vella out of my mind and filled them with all kinds of work to do today. But actually I feel weird with myself right now, because I think I'm too cheerful and excessive when greeting all the residents of the hospital I met today. Whenever my brain would remember them, I would immediately distract it by meeting the gossiping nurses at the nurse station, or occupying myself with attending to patients who wanted to consult with me. Today I opened a practice with an unlimited time. If they wish to consult with me for an hour or twenty-four hours non-stop, I will gladly serve them. It's better to be physically tired than mentally tired. Ohh, you are so melancholy. Yes, that's me. Knock knock "Please come in," I said kindly, smiling at a man who was holding a very beautiful girl. The girl's face was white with chubby cheeks as red as peaches. She
I checked the calendar in my room nervously. Soon the time given by the mother will run out. I have to check my period immediately. I hope God has given me a little baby in my womb. This afternoon after coming home from the hospital I had bought some testpacks at the pharmacy. Now I have taken the testpacks out of my bag and arranged them lined up on the bed. I am confused to choose one of them. According to the pharmacist who served me at the pharmacy, all the testpacks were accurate. So I quickly grabbed them all and took them to the bathroom. I'd better try it one by one so that the results are more valid. Even though it feels very silly, but this is what I really have to do. I need very valid results to prove my pregnancy. "Hey, what's wrong with you?" Kane suddenly came into our room and immediately joined me to sit on the bed. He looked at the test packs one by one and he laughed out loud after that. “You want to check your pregnancy with this m
After that night— Kane and I, we never had physical contact and greeted each other when we got home. Kane was very stubborn with his ego and didn't want to talk to me at all. He was really just silent when we met at home. Through his gestures he wanted me to apologize for my harsh words to him. But I feel like he should be the one apologizing to me and trying to fix the condition of our nearly shattered household. Because our fight that night was mostly because he maliciously didn’t want to divorce me, and he didn't want to lose Vella. As a woman, I can't live with an uncertainty like this. I need a clear marital status and also a loyal husband. If he doesn't want to lose Vella a second time, he should let me go and let me live happily with another man who can make me happy. God... I want to cry and scream at mom. I want to tell mom everything that our marriage is not real. It's just an emotionally draining fake marriage. But whenever the temptation to call mom comes
The next day our lives returned to normal with laughter and we had breakfast together at the dining table. This morning I was so excited to make her some chicken soup and a cup of herbal tea. And this time I already have a great plan to force him to drink my herbal tea. I'm sure this time he won't refuse to drink my herbal tea. "Good morning. Where is my breakfast?” Kane walked into the dining room with a coat slung over his hands and a light blue long sleeved shirt. He looks so handsome in that shirt. Fortunately he liked it, because I had absolutely no idea how he tasted in clothes. "Today I made you chicken soup and herbal tea." "Herbal tea? How many times have I told you I don't like it. I prefer black and strong coffee.” “Kane, you can't have too much caffeine. Caffeine is not good for your body.” “But I don't like leaf essence like that. It tasted weird and bad. I felt like drinking a cup of pesticide when I smelled the aroma of the herb