Lily’s pov
The month until my birthday I worked hard on myself. I trained, I painted and I told myself every day in the mirror what I liked about myself. I started to dress more boldly too, wearing prints and colors I usually shied away from. I focused on my good parts. I could paint, I was smart, I could talk well and I was kind. I even went to the hairdresser and cut my hair shoulder length with some soft layers. I started to experiment with make-up, finding ways to emphasize my green eyes.
My friends started to notice a change in me too, “it’s like you grew. You’re walking taller and you seem so confident.
” It took time and it didn’t work all the time, but I did feel a lot better about myself from the moment I stopped comparing myself to others. My arm and back had some small scarring from the rogue attack, but I actually liked those. It was like a battle scar and reminded me of how both of my sisters defended me.
Emma had already left for the Iro
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Osiris’ pov Emma and Gamma Jara were off to Lily’s birthday party. They said I could go with them, but I had promised to leave Lily alone. Our first kiss had been so special to me, but it had meant nothing to Lily, which broke my heart. A heart I didn’t even think I had. I was embarred besides heartbroken, no woman had ever rejected me like this. And I even brought her to my special place. The tree where my parents got married under. I wasn’t born yet when they were married, but my parents brought me there on their 10th anniversary. Even after being together for over 10 years they still looked so in love. I didn’t tell Lily why I brought her there, hell I didn’t tell her anything personal. I didn’t share my life with anyone easily. Jara and Riker had grown up with me so they knew how hard my parents death was on me, I barely spoke the first year after they died. It had been so sudden when they passed away. I was also feeling extremely guil
Lily’s pov I got a thank you letter from Alpha Osiris! And it was very eloquent and nice. A bit formal, but I could see he chose his words carefully. I wasn’t ready to see Alpha Osiris any time soon, mostly out of fear. I wasn’t scared of him, but I had met Arya and that would mean seeing Alpha Osiris would be different. The next time I would see Alpha Osiris I would know if he was right or not about us being mates. So instead I wrote him a letter back. Dear Alpha Osiris, I was going to write a thank you note to your thank you note for my thank you painting. But that would be too many thank you’s, so instead I am writing to say “you’re welcome”. I have loved painting your tree, I had wanted to paint it ever since our afternoon together there. From what I heard your parents got married under the tree? I can imagine why, it’s so gorgeous there. I hope you are doing well Alpha Osiris. I met my wolf, she is called Arya and she loves to run. Again you are welcome for the painting, I am
Osiris’ pov Getting Lily’s letters were always the highlight of that day. Even Riker started to notice that I was smiling a lot more. He was teasing me about it and questioning my reasons. I didn’t want to share the letters yet. I couldn’t risk this. Writing a note was Santos best idea yet and he never let me hear the end of it. “You can be actually nice when you think about your words,” Santos said. But it wasn’t just that I was thinking before I wrote, I think I felt comfortable with Lily. That is why I wanted her to call me Osiris, having her call me by my tittle made the letters too formal. I wanted her to know we were equals in our letters. I hoped she wouldn’t take my request as something strange. It wasn’t usual people to call me by my name, even Riker and Jara called me Alpha and they were as close as family as I had. We have had more rogue attacks lately and it was getting to the pack. No one was seriously hurt, but people were on hi
Lily’s pov I didn’t know what to do after reading Osiris’ last letter. I just read it over and over again, knowing how carefully he had chosen each word. I believed him, Osiris really didn’t mean to hurt me. I was probably a bit sensitive in those moments, because he said things to me that I told myself in my head numerous times. I had always believed I was less than my sisters, that I wasn’t as smart, that I talked too much and that I was dumb for falling for an idiot like Noah. Osiris had hurt me, because it was like he knew all my weaknesses. But reading this letter made me feel different. I had worked hard on myself to see my weaknesses as strengths. Yes, I talked a lot. But that could be useful, I was able to small talk and fill awkward silences easily. And I was different from my sisters, but that being different didn’t mean I was less worth than them. I never thought of myself as brave, I thought it was stupid that I defended myself against Osiris in the past
Osiris’ pov Ever since I read Lily’s letter I have been thinking of a way to respond. I had not expected her words. Lily had actually felt something when we kissed. But what? And why did she tell me now? What did she want from me? How could I write everything I was feeling in a letter? I had spent 5 days thinking of a response, everyone was noticing I was more irritable with each passing day. I needed to know what Lily meant, I couldn’t wait any longer and I left on some ‘business trip’. I first needed to calm down, so instead of driving I just shifted and ran until I couldn’t anymore. When I arrived at Lily’s pack I got dressed in the shirt and shorts I had tied around my leg. They weren’t exactly proper attire, but I didn’t care right now. I had no idea what I would say to Alpha Edward, but I was in luck and he wasn’t at the packhouse. Instead the head omega Doretta opened the door and looked almost scared to see me. I asked for Lily and after a while Dore
Lily’s pov What did I just do?! Osiris said those wonderful things and I just had to see him. But then I felt he was my mate and everything changed. I wanted Osiris in every way. I was so scared about having sex with Noah, but with Osiris it felt so natural. I didn’t think, I only felt. And what I felt was love, lust and pleasure. But when Osiris carried me to the shower my mind started to work again and I needed time. So I asked if our wolves could spend some time together instead. I really wish finding my mate would squash every worry I had, but it made me worry even more. Did this mean I was going to be Luna? “You heard Osiris, he said he wanted you to be his Luna and you are his mate. Why are you so worried Lily. You even marked him!” Arya said as Osiris and I were walking hand in hand to the forest. “I know, it was in the heat of the moment. I never knew the mate bond would be this strong. I feel like I can’t resist Osiris. I mean look at him. He is so h
Osiris’ pov "Should I be worried that Lily is still scared?" I asked Santos. “Everything will change for her. You are just gaining a mate. The only thing you’ll be losing is having different women in your bed. Which judging by last night and this morning won’t be an issue,” Santos said. He was right, I had no problem with the fact that it would only be Lily who I would be sleeping with for the rest of my life. No one compared, every time she touched me there were sparks flying and I could be myself with Lily. I mindlinked Riker and Emma if they could help me make sure Lily felt at home when we went to my pack in a few days. Lily was getting dressed right now, while I took a shower. She didn’t want to join me this time saying “we’ll never leave the shower if I join you.” Lily wanted me to meet her friends later today. I have been many things, but I have never been someone’s mate. I was used to not caring about my reputation, not caring
Lily’s pov The last two days have been like a dream, but sometimes I feel my thoughts about the future sneaking back up on me. Especially today, my parents will come home and I will tell them about Osiris. And me. Being the Luna. The Luna! Am I really ready to be someone’s Luna? I am not even sure I am ready to be someone’s mate. Up until now being someone’s mate has been pretty easy. We talk, we have sex, we eat something or go outside and we have sex again. But I am pretty sure there is more to being someone’s mate than just being there for them in the bedroom. Although Osiris does seem to enjoy our time in my bed very much, if we go back to his pack Osiris needs to go back to work. He told my friends I have a say in pack politics, but I don’t know anything about politics. I know I didn’t like it how Charlotte had no voice as a Luna, but now that I do have a voice I have no clue what to do with it. Do I need to learn how to be a Luna, is there an exam I can take? “Calm down Lily!