"What do you mean by I am dead for everyone?" I asked him, utterly confused on what he means when he talks weird things like this, he suddenly getting his lips sealed and staring at me as if he made a huge mistake. His eyes shot open, staring at me without blinking
What does this look of his is supposed to mean? Why does he looks like he is regretting saying that? What is it-
"What do you mean Kashton?" I asked him, when he sighed and turned to look the other way around. "Nothing," He mumbled. Trying to take his eyes away from me. Regretting his slip of tongue and hiding his face. "What do you mean by I'm dead Kashton?" I yelled at him, questioning him loudly when he stared at me. "Do I need to explain and you tell you about everything? Don't I have something better to do?" He asked frustratingly and turned, starting to walk out when I grabbed his hand. He can't get away with it, like he got away with changing my name.
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ROSEANNAI ignore Granpa because he was being an asshole by taking only side of his on grandchild. That's messed up so I won't tolerate it. I came out if his room giving him cold shoulders, but Drystan was still standing over the door with a smile, his hands crossed while his back was lingering over the wall, "I knew grandpa was preparing for something like this. He always does that with all the girl Kashton ever was serious about." He giggled, enjoying it. And making me even more mad.How come everyone be a jerk in a single house? They really made me think twice if I really wanna be involve in this kind of family.I even gave cold shoulder and passed by him, when is saw, what was his name again? Benjamin, walking inside. He stared at me and then Drystan. As if he was giving me some kind of warning. "Drystan, have girls started to get bore of you? To be behind your own sister in law?" He taunted her and crossed us. Making me sigh in frustration
ROSEANNAI parked my car beside the little house, where aunt Shelly lives in. I sighed the beautiful air, little familiar because only one time I have been here before. After begging so much to brothers. I opened the iron gate of the knee length barrier around, and walked inside her house. Looked at her house and the neighbors house. The lawn wasn't looking like it was used for a while. Nor the house upfront floor. Everything was dusty and dirty. Is she not home? Did she got herself another job?I wondered to myself, when I went over the door. It was lock. I knocked and pushed but no one. I kept knocking hoping that someone will show up because I am officially getting married I want them to be present around me. With me. I want all of them be part of my life. But there was no moment on the door. I got tired, so I cam out and sat on the steps, with my phone in my hand. I am not going to call them.. Or should I just?Should I call them?&nbs
ROSEANNAI was sitting in the room with Rick and Lia, talking about everything I have done for the last four years in New York. My experience, which were good, the fun I had with Ryan all the time, the number of friends I made and how funny things we have achieved with each other, everything telling them, while they laughed with holding tightly on their stomach. It was already evening frok afternoon and there was still tons of things that were still needed to be told.I was feeling as if after years I am able to talk so much. That I felt I really needed a stabler to stitch my lips together. It was annoying I am sure for the front person but for me this was so wholesome. I was really happy. And I was enjoying my time with them dearly.Gosh! I did they I didn't needed them when I arrived here, but after all it was all just a lie. I don't think I can live without them, I can survive but not live. They are my world. My only family."What abo
ROSEANNAI walked out side of the room, after running away like that last night and looked at the empty hallway. I am not hiding or trying to hide myself from his sight. I have full rights on my lips and my body, and I can do whatever I want with it. And about being rude? He have always been more then I have, right?So no apology for my behaviour.I wondered and started to walk in the hallway, when I saw him in front of me, out from his study. He stared at me, blankly. When I too did the same, "I hoped for sleeping in same bed last night?" He never talks like that, though he did. Making me little surprise."Well, that didn't happen? I guess?" I asked and informed, not sure on what I was talking about. When he just exhaled, getting not so happy, to say. "Why didn't you ran away, last night?" He asked me out of blue! Okay! I should be well prepared with an answer for this, since I knew this will come out, but I am not sure how to
ROSEANNAI did came out of the door, closing it behind me, trying to hold back on my tears which I don't even know why are clouding up? It's okay! It's okay! Roseanna. Do you remember your words in the car? No matter what happened after that? We fought again and got distance, so it's just right and makes more sense that he is trying to get himself a girl! Don't be hurt or bothered by it. It's you who gave him the permission. It's you, who needs to talk with head and mind, calming them down. That you don't feel anything about it. I thought to myself and reelaced on the wall beside his door. She was the not the woman I saw when I came back from New York. It was someone else. Someone New.I was just convincing myself as a tear rolled down my eyes, making me feel really pathetic. Shut it up Roseanna! Shut it the fuck up!I told. Myself. And looked up, but heard the door opening beside me.Oh fuck!I need to be away r
ROSEANNNAI can hear the gasp around me as soon as he kept his lips on me. While the batteries in my head died, and stopped working too. What is happening? What the fuck is he doing? His eyes was closed but mine was open, and the next minute a huge punch landed on the face of person in front of me? What the heck?He fell down, leaving me and my hand, while I watched Kashton getting the grip of Noah's collar. He bought there faces together, aggressively. While for me i was just at shock still. "How can you? How can you!?" I heard him screaming as he punched Noah again, but now all the brothers came and caught him. Before Kashton could punch hin again. He looked at my face and then back at him. "Your wife! Is just a showpiece for you. Let me cherish her?" Noah gritted, licking the blood dripping from his lips."She is my wife! Why will she ever go to you? And why will I give her to you!? You made a huge mistake
ROSEANNA"She is going with me," I heard the familiar voice ringing behind the person. As I handed dmy head sidewards a little to look at Noah standing with a smile, and his causal clothes rather then his suits. His smile was slightly twitched sideways like always, I wonder if I have ever seen him not smiling like that? He is always looking like he is smirking!I wondered, as he started to take steps closer, "Will you?" He asked me, and looked at the driver, I turned to see the face of driver finding him confused and scared, as he backed off."Come on!" He said and extended his hand towards me, for me to take it. But Nah! I am good. I crossed him, ignoring his hands when he chuckled behind me, "Did you saw the gift I gave you last night?"His first question came, when I went over towards his car." Nope! I'm sure dust bin indeed had." I lied, trying to act cool and sarcastic and that his words and his act
CHAPTER 45. FIRST LOOKLooking at the person in front if me made me go slow, Kashton standing in his suit beside grandma, sharing our first look before marriage already. Me in my wedding gown. Him staring at me, with his jaw dropped till ground, his revealing that how much he was loving staring at me like this. Not blinking at all. He was just staring. As if he is planning to dig hole in me through his gaze.I turned to see grandma, who too stood up, Noah with his mouth wide open, "You are looking amazing! Damn!" Noah screamed, and laughed grandma walking over towards me, and taking a round around me, looking at the overall dress. "Looks perfect!" She commented after a while as she gestured to one of attendant to give out this one too, suggesting some more fitting towards the bust, "Grandma! It's already tight!" I asked her when she made a no from her head, "Not enough. You should show what you have good."That was very bad!I thought to