ROSEANNA
I pushed him, because I can't take this anymore, maybe he is a sweet guy, and did things for me that no one has ever did,Ike taking me out to dinner or play, I still somewhat feel off inside, this is not how it suppose to feel like, I am thinking about everything related to him, or maybe my body is here, and my brain lost and unknown. Its kind of empty.
NO I don't mean, that I have something or feeling it for Kashton, he was no good to me either, but somewhat a sad truth is that I never felt empty like this with him. Either I was confused, furious or happy, I never ever was, empty.
And honestly, I haven't felt a single thing in all the while I am with this man, how can I just kiss him and mark his victory? What if this is all his trap just to piss Kashton off? I am well aware on how nice and good of a family Kashton have. So it's stupid to hope for anything right. "What the fuck?" He again, yelled at
ROSEANNA"What do you mean?" I again asked but before he could respond, the door opened and Kashton walked inside with teary eyes, as he saw me up to down, the nurse behind him telling him not to break rules but dare he cares? About anything. "What happened?" He asked her and then looked at the other way to Noah."What the fuck did you do with her?!" He loudly yelled at him and went towards him grabbing his collar and picking him up in the air, as he threw him over the tables in the corner side. Noah falling abruptly but stood, getting angrier, He too grabbed his collar and pushed him back but he stood on his ground, "What the hell are you both doing stop!" I tried to interrupt. And got of the bed, trying to reach towards him, and just in the little time span, Noah was doing and Kashton was hitting on his face again and again. Beating him till he spat bliud out of his mouth.All the other family walking inside when the heard the v
ROSEANNA"What do you mean by you throwed it away? It was kept on the bed from so long, and I was going to open it," I asked her again, when she frowned, "Yes. Ma'am but, it was kept for so long and you weren't opening it, so we thought it was just junk." She explained the so called thinking they did before they throwed it out, but I need to go, and need to find it out as soon as possible.It says it has something that I won't marry Kashton if I saw it. So it must be something big. And something that can define my future, I can't risk it all, I can't just play with whatever it is, because it's my life and its already a gig mess enough.I am not suggesting or saying that when I say I won't marry Kashton. So I will marry Noah. I just will not marry anyone at all. Because I am not obligated to. It's my life, and I own my desicions.I will do as I wish and no one can do anything about it. Not even Kashton,I stood from my
That's it, that's how he got me to agree and say yes to his demands. Using aunt Shelly and others. That's the level of cheap person he is, forcing me to marry him, and forget about the box, end things with Noah, well and getting me ready for the wedding. He had me sitting in front of mirror, as the wedding and it's functions have already began a month ago.I was just silently doing everything I am told. All the things that need yo be done in front of the big guests of the family. His business people. And others, everything. Just taking it all in, forced. Having no say, or else he says he have them on his snap, one word and they will be dead, while I will be the reason for there death. So here I am. Sitting in front of the mirror while dorzens of woman were getting me ready. While I was not in my senses.Just watching myself, someone taking care of hair from left, someone from right, someome upfront, and make up artist at left and right, a head if them stand
ROSEANNAI was just so embarrassed to be standing there after what happened din front of everyone, as I took off from the stage in front of the whole group of audience and walked out, coming towards my room. Everyone shocked watching me go with my gown in my hand. They all looked and booed or Wooed behind me. Making me more embarrassed. I finally reached my dressing room. Standing in front of the mirror, looking at my lips, being twice its size and all red, the lipstick the helpers had applied was all smashed. They were looking terrible right now.My eyes and my hand going towards my lips, as I remembered the whole scenerio all again. The way he had been forcing his lips that didn't allow to enter, his hands roaming around my back and hips, my kneck and spine, the open spine, with revealing back of the dress, the aya he was holding tight on the back of my kneck while I tried to pull away, everything was replaying. His tongue pressing to come in, but I denying. Wh
ROSEANNAHe left that day with a wierd reaction after everything. The reception was past on for some good. As he was in no sight to be coming back. He with his work and girls I don't know and I don't care. I was at peace at this time when I was away from him. But of course had to start looking after things at home like his wife. And an housewife. The servants would come to me to ask what's for dinner? What's for breakfast? What is for lunch? They would ask me question over little things. And big things. While I use to roam around the whole house all alone.Waking up in the morning for doing good for nothing things. And then. Sleep at night after doing literally nothing. The whole day was just about doing nothing than scrolling on my phone for tabloids, that weirdly not mentioning Kashton with girls or woman while he is out. Well he must have bought themAnd just rather, his success on how he have established new firm
ROSEANNA.He is acting differently,"Okay! Kids, how about some snacks now?" I asked the kids to go towards the table and have some snacks when they enthusiastically ran towards the table, I ignored the man behind me on purpose, and also his actions when I went along with the kids. He planning a surprise party for me and also the way he is acting lately. I don't understand it and I can't make it out clearly but something indeed is going on in his head. I wondered to myself."Kids before you began the food party. How about we cut a cake?"i heard the man from behind saying as he brought a cake?He gestured to the servant when the servants brought cake, keeping it at the position and went away, the cake was actually really pretty, the kids getting excited as they started to jump already, Everything was happening in so fast pace that I want getting the time to intake the surrounding, The man already came behind me again and exten
ROSEANNA"Roseanna" the familiar voice that rang at the elevator door, made my heart pound, the unfamiliarly familiar voice, after for years, I am listening back. There is a thing about some that are heard in a moment of worries brings relives down your chest and some that shakes your world, by bringing in some fear. And hers was the same voice that makes me fear. That makes me jump in my space. I turned to look at the person as my eyes left widen and my head filled with discomfort. Her sight alone was annoying forget her acts.But I no longer am the old Roseanna she knows me as, I am nit the wife of a powerful business man."Shanon? " I said as I could believe my eyes. What an I seeing? What the hell is she doing here? Why would she come here? And that too when Vellore went out to bring his girlfriend? Am I having weird thoughts or the situation right now is?"I didn't knew you were married here and with. " she said as she l
ROSEANNA"Just please leave!" I begged him, again when he didn't flinched at the first one is just kept standing there his eyes at me, he looking at me strangely, "OS you know how much I love you?" He asked me, suddenly, his love confession out of blue, making me feel something tickling in my heart, "You always see the worst in me Roseanna, you always see the parts that you should ignore, the parts that are about us. About you and me. But no. You see everything around everyone told you accept me. What I say? What is my point of view? What my words are? That never matters to you. You love me one minute, and just when someone shows up shitting about something. You forget all about us, and just faithfully believe in something, that many times isn't even true. Things that are not reality. And that makes me go mad, go crazy seeing you believe in everything accept for me. I feel broken and shattered. A relationship works out by trust and that is the most crucial thing.