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15. Can I Help?
Xavier looks down at me, as I continue to be bewildered.
"I hope that means you like it."
"Xavier, I love it."
"Good, now follow me."
Xavier leads me back into my office, and spends the next hour going over the computer with me. He shows me how to access my mail, send messages, check his schedule, book appointments, schedule meetings, and find reports he may need.
Everything is extremely user friendly. I thought for sure that I wouldn't be able to help him in any way shape or form. But the more he continues to go over the computer system with me, the more my unease begins to wear off.
After Xavier has finished showing me the computer system, I spend the next while going over everything. I take time to learn everything I can about this computer. I want to make Xavier proud of me. I don't want him to second guess hiring me.
Xavier sent a message to my computer shortly after. Xavier set up an encrypted messaging system for hi
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