(+18) Chapter 3 - Erin's Choice

Erin's P.O.V. 

My mind was blank  when we entered my apartment, he shut the door behind me and kissed me like a hungry wolf devouring his prey. 

His kisses were deep that I couldn't hold myself up any longer. I felt my knees weaken like they were about to collapse. 

He felt me losing my balance so he broke the kiss, pinned me on the door, and held me by the waist. We were both catching our breaths with our eyes shut and foreheads close together. 

He then kissed me on the forehead, down to my cheek, then started giving me butterfly kisses from my jawline down to my neck. But then he stopped.

I opened my eyes and met with his gaze, 

"Tell me to stop, and I'll stop." 

He's giving me an option to back out. But do I want him to stop? We were both under the influence of alcohol, and thinking straight was out of the question. 

I felt his hands caressing my body, and for some reason, his touch felt good. He was waiting for my answer, but I just stood there returning his gaze not sure what to say. 

He backed up assuming he went overboard. For a second, he looked lonely. Just as he was about to turn his back on me, I gently grabbed his arms. His eyes turned hopeful. 

Until I finally found my words, "Don't stop." 

He then pressed his body to mine, whispering in a husky voice. "Are you sure?" 

I nodded, then he immediately pulled my lower lip in his, sucking it slowly, as I pressed myself against his body, wrapping my arms around his neck and returning the kiss. 

He grabbed both of my thighs and lifted me as I wrapped myself around him. 

We were kissing each other with hunger. His kisses went down to my neck sucking it causing me to release a soft moan. He then put his attention back to my lips as he softly licked them. 

I returned the favor by softly biting his lower lip, and he softly groaned out of pleasure. 

"You're driving me crazy baby" he gave me a playful smirk and kissed me with the same amount of pleasure. 

We made our way up the stairs to my room, he layed me down softly on the bed without breaking the kiss. His hands started to roam inside my dress touching my bare skin. 

I flinched and broke it off as he looked at me with confusion in his eyes. 

"What's wrong?" He asked with sincerity in his voice. 

I sat up straight as he kneeled to level with my gaze. 

"I'm...I'm a virgin." I looked away as I was embarrassed to be acting this way, after what we've shared. 

Silence filled the room for a while. I felt anxious and I didn't know what else to say. He grabbed my chin slowly making me face him. An assuring smile curved on his face. 

"You're so beautiful" he claimed my lips again, this time the kiss was soft and sweet. I felt safe in his hands.

His hands were softly caressing my legs lifting the hem of my dress taking it off leaving my underwear and bra on. 

He planted soft kisses on my body as he was slowly taking off the last pieces of garments I had on. 

He threw it aside and laid me down. 

He stood up with eyes focused on me, examining the bareness of my body, making me feel ashamed, as this is my first time so I tried to cover myself with my arms. He stopped me. 

"Let me see you, babe." As he said those words, my arms were loosening up revealing everything of mine that has been kept untouched. 

I looked up at him feeling nervous. 

He then slowly unzipped and pulled down his pants and underwear revealing his manhood. I feel surprised and shy at what I'm staring at and can't help but curse "Oh God" I heard him chuckle, "I'm sure he also made one for Adam." 

It was a bad joke but it made me feel at ease for a moment. 

Now that we're both naked, he slowly positioned himself on top of me as we were both lying down, I felt his manhood poking me while we were kissing each other. 

His kisses slowly moved to my neck, down to my collar bone sucking it softly. 

Finally, his kisses went down to my breast sucking and nibbling my nipple while his hand was playing with the other. The sensation his mouth was giving me was making my back form an arch and making me release soft moans. 

I flinched as I felt his fingers brush through my wetness. He smirked, "You're so wet, babe." I felt flustered but neither of us cared. He then positioned himself, I flinched in pain and held tight to his arms as I felt his shaft slowly pushing in. 

He stopped for a moment when he realized, "I'm sorry baby, I promise I'll be more gentle." He kissed me slowly as tears escaped my eyes. 

He groaned as he was finally inside me. His thrust was slow at the beginning, It was painful at first but with every kiss and every thrust - pain turned into pleasure. 

We were both trying to grasp air through our moans, the slow pace shifted to a fast one, this time he was thrusting deeper. He held tight to my waist as my body forms an arch.

"Fuck. I'm coming.." we were moaning in between our hungry kisses and it felt sensational, he immediately pulled out as we both reached our climax. We were both trying to catch our breaths. I felt him collapse on top of me and then he moved to the side of the bed. 

I felt exhausted and drowsy. I glanced at my side one last time and saw him staring at me again caressing my cheek and muttering words that my mind couldn't process. His handsome face was the last thing I saw before I drifted away into slumber. 

ERIN'S P.O.V. 

I woke up with a killer headache and my whole body aching. I sat up and glanced at the other side of my bed and took a moment to gather every bit of memory from last night. 

How am I not surprised that he's gone by the time I woke up. I am just another one-night stand. 

Still, last night was spontaneous. I can't help but blush at the thought of our lips gently touching. Is that even normal? since I am a virgin or was in that matter. 

I turned to check on my phone by the bedside drawer. It's already past 9 AM, I should probably wash up. 

After bathing, I went down as I was drying my hair, wearing my usual white loose shirt and shorts. I headed towards the kitchen to grab something to eat when I noticed a piece of paper posted on the fridge. 

Good morning beautiful, thanks for last night. - N 

Thanks for last night?! Wow. Just wow. 

He took my virginity, and doesn’t have the decency to give me his name?!

Then it hit me. I gave my virginity to a stranger! Why is everything so messed up!

I don't even get why I'm so frustrated right now when I’m also one to blame.

*Phone ringing* 

It's Nathalie. Perfect! Just the right person to ask about my dilemma. 

"Hey, Nath what's up?" 

"Erin! Oh my god. I heard about what happened yesterday! I am so sorry.."

 "Hey, It's fine. I'm more surprised you found out about it, I mean it's not a big deal."

"Well, it was a big deal. But hey, I'm glad I won't be seeing that garbage around anymore. He's been fired." 

"How Ironic, guess we’re on the same boat now. So, what's up?" Her call was too suspicious. 

"Oh you know... the usual" that long pause sounds familiar... 

"No," I said sternly. I knew something was up. 

"But, this time It's different! I Promise!" she insisted. 

"That's what you said the last time and the time before!" 

"C'mon Erin! Please! This is the last time! I promise! I'll get you a Job in return! I just don't have the time please" She pleaded. 

I thought about her offer for a second and eventually agreed since I do need a job now more than ever. 

"Fine. Send me the location and details and oh, you're paying me for this one, got it?" I shook my head in disbelief. 

"Aye! Send it to you later! Byeee" and just like that, she hung up after asking for another favor. 

Nathalie is half Japanese and works as a call center agent. Her father is the CEO of Kimura Hotels here in the country. But, for some reason, she doesn’t want to take part in their business but would accept business errands once in a while. 

Whenever she doesn't have time to attend her business trips, I cover up for her. But since I owe her a lot when I'm broke as f*ck, I couldn't say No. 

It's past noon and I still feel restless. Is this what happens when you have sex? Or is it because I couldn't shake his strikingly handsome face off of my mind. Damn it. 

For the whole day, I read the note he left over and over again, and I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear each time. So this is what it feels like to be complimented. I suddenly remembered how he caressed my cheek and called me beautiful. 

Oh God, what am I thinking? I must be going crazy after losing my virginity. I should do something about this. 

While waiting for Nath's reply, I decided to go for a walk and gather my thoughts from last night. 

Later on, Nathalie texted me the details of the trip. Turns out I'll be going to Siargao Island next week to get N to sign a contract for Mr. Kimura, Nath's father.

Another N? Really! Could it possibly be that guy? But, surely there can’t be such a coincidence. I immediately shook it off. 

I was so caught up in texting that I didn't realize where I was heading. I should probably head back. 

Just as I turned to go back, I saw him from a distance coming out of a five-star hotel.. with a woman walking beside him. 

She was clinging to him while he was keeping a straight face while assisting her to the car, he looked restless as well. 

Wow. He must be horny to f*ck 2 girls in less than 12-hours. Why am I so caught up in losing something so important when he on the other hand doesn't even care how many girls he screws up in a day. 

I went back to my senses and walked toward them like I didn't see him until I was able to walk past them. 

 Don't look back, Erin. It was just sex.