Lunch

“I am sorry Kel.”

“Rogan for the last time you didn’t do anything wrong, I promise.” Rogan apologized for all through lunch which was getting to be a bit much. He brought a pretty good spread of fruit, chicken salad sandwiches he said that the house cook helped him make, pasta salad also courtesy of the house cook, chips, water, and soda just in case. We ate quietly for the most part with some small talk and then the ever-happening apology.

“I just never meant to go that far. I mean I want to but I should have some self-control. You know my mom told me something, well never mind.”

“What did she tell you?” I was really curious.

“I don't want to make you run away from me Kel.” He put his head down and this time I reached out for his touch.

I leaned over and put my hand on his face. “I’m not running, you have to let it go, okay?” He nodded back at me and I looked into his getting memorized all over again. I almost went in for my first initiated kiss but then curi