I followed him to the same spot just a few nights before where we had met in the moonlight and he had told me he loved me. I knew I wasn’t going to hear it again and I walked slowly to a small private area prepared to hear what I’d been dreading. He looked sick and even though his tan skin couldn’t make it obvious he was pale and I knew he must think all of it was a mistake. It was my fault because I should have never met and agreed to spar with him in the first place and then the sparks happened. It had felt like a dream and now I was preparing to get to the darker part of the dream where it turned into a nightmare. He did not want me because I was nothing more than a cross-breed. He stopped and I took a few more steps. We stood there in silence and nobody wanted to speak. I should be respectful I thought to myself and make this easier for both of us. My wolf paced in my head just as nervous as I was. Finally, I couldn’t keep it any longer. “Rogan, it’s fine. I understand
I waited until Rogan’s family left and then came out trying to be cordial and promising Reese that as soon as I knew more I would contact her. Sarah, the Red Priestesses assured me that we would be in contact shortly. I did my best to put on a strong face but I was just exhausted, overwhelmed, and ready for it to all be over. My new wolf and body were ready to rest and when I get to my room I collapsed after wishing Laura a good night's sleep. I drifted off into my dreams and saw the white-haired woman, my mother. She held me in my arms because I cried softly and that was all I needed at that moment. I had to admit letting it all in and getting the love from my family of long ago even in my dreams was truly special to me. It made me grateful to be of age and half my wolf in check even if we didn’t know what came next. My wolf snuggled in as well and we were unaware of anything Array y in the house. The large bang of my door being swung open and being pounced on before I coul
It had been exactly one week since I’d seen Kellina and my entire body ached. I regretted every minute I wasn’t with her and even more the fact I’d left her in that fucking house! My body was going through changes and I could feel my wolf presenting but still it would be another week yet. I kept pushing myself further working out every second I wasn’t at school. Kellina had not been there either but how could she be because she had been tortured by that fucking bitch that had called herself the High Priestess so badly that even with every white wolf caring for besides the few that instigated the entire situation well over a week before they said she could walk. My only way of getting any communication was through Reese as my parents were silent and refused to talk to me about her condition even though I begged. They told me I had to give it the time I’d promised and assured me she would be there on the day of my ceremony. I wasn’t sure if I believed them because having no cont
I sat staring at my window in the new overstuffed recliner looking outside and staring at where I could just small pieces of the Alpha home. It was a large compound capable of holding more wolves than it did now but most of our pack chose to live across our large land and only come together for bigger events. Next week was the biggest event in decades and that was because the future alpha, Rogan would be turning eighteen. I wondered how his ceremony would look compared to mine. Certainly not as disruptive as the High Priestess yelling and screaming and then whipping you with chains later until you blacked out. My body was still sore and some bruises still remained. The white priestess Clara, Sophia, Caroline, and Margo had come daily since I was brought here to help heal both Laura and myself. I knew it must be bad because so far they had been like a clock coming in the morning and evening each day. After a week of healing my ankle and knees were finally improved as it seemed
Kellina, There are so many things I wish I could say to you in person but I’m not sure right now you even want that. I know you have now gone through things I could never imagine and I will never forgive myself for being the reason that it happened to you. I completely understand if you told me, you never forgave me because I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself. I should have known that Melina wouldn’t just allow you to leave without her punishment and I wish now more than anything I would not have made the decisions I had because they pushed us further apart rather than close together as I wanted. I hope you know I will do nothing but ensure your safety going forward no matter if you choose to speak to me again or not. I was desperate for you to be free and saw how everyone in the white wolf house was trapped in a sick twisted world where Melina controlled everyone. (I refused to call her High Priestess anymore) I thought I could fix it all for you but in the end, I c
Two days! It had been two fucking days since Corgan had visited Kellina and still nothing in response. My rage was off the charts and I could barely deal with anyone between sparring, working out, and looking at my phone I was too busy to think of much anything else. My wolf was coming out and I was dreading Monday and making it through the last few days of school. The only thing I’d gotten from Reese all weekend was that Kellina would not be coming back to school and would complete her finals over the computer. I was so frustrated she wouldn’t be there at school but then what about graduation? When I had asked Reese about that she hadn’t responded with anything helpful. I don’t know. I’ll try to let you know. Please try to be patient with her. There it was I needed to sit and wait again as if over a week seeing her wasn’t enough patience for me but now my wolf was pacing and angry constantly in my brain. This afternoon would be my only break as Alex was coming over to hang o
I was nervous and excited unsure of what I had gotten myself into with agreeing to allow the Red Priestess to show me things but here I was on Monday morning getting myself ready and heading over to her house. I dressed in the same thing I had been doing which was leggings, a tank top covered by an overgrown sweater. This was what I felt most comfortable in and covered most of the still-healing bruises. I could walk much better though after two more days of healing sessions and I felt better than I had had enough so I thought I could make it through today. I decided to treat it like a school day since everyone including me didn’t think school was something I needed to attend anymore. It was only two weeks but I was ahead as it was in school so the finals flew by and thanks to technology I was done and passed without any issues. My plan was simple for the daily work with the Red Priestess getting to know her then on my way home I would make a small detour to see Rogan. I felt li
“So tell me Kellina what are your questions?” Sarah asked carefreely. “You said we can control emotions how do we do that? Do you control everyone’s emotions? Can you control mine?” I was nervous about what I didn’t know. “I am sworn to sacred oaths, oaths when I feel you are ready to be on your own I will ask you to make as well and before that I want you to promise me unless it is deemed necessary you will not try to control anyone’s emotions. Regularly, you can feel someone’s emotions and sense if they are in turmoil, sad, even hungry, and of course, you can feel lust.” I found myself blushing when she said that because I wondered if that is what she had felt between Rogan and me. She obviously sensed my embarrassment too. “Kellina do not be embarrassed and for the record what I felt between Rogan and you were far more than lust.” “You did? What did you feel?” I suddenly was excited she could explain it to me because I hadn’t been able to myself. Sarah laughed, “Kellina,