PROLOG

                                                                      A/n

Hey angels, the author here.

I don't know how you found this book but I'm glad you did. I hope we will be on this journey together, till this book comes to an end. I know there are other people like me around the world, who are just so bored of real life and wants to get lost in the fiction world, in a world that doesn't exist but we all wanna believe in. This is the perfect place for yours and my imagination to get wild, no one judges us here or tells us to get rid of our dreams. If I had to come back to life again I would choose to come back as one of these book characters, like Cercy.

I'm so happy I had the chance to post my book here because I can not only express my feeling in this book but also it's a platform that is going to support this dream. Cause this is what I like to do and there's no better way for it to continue living in this land.

For those who read all the above, that might be a little boring, thank you. I hope you will enjoy this book to the maximum of it. This author always offers warm hugs to yall. I would be the happiest in the world if you could vote if you liked the chapter. It means the world to me. With love, the author

endwena <3 <3

``CERCY``

" Mom, common it's just a party..!! You can't do this to me. It's my 18th birthday!! All my friends are going there... Momm just for 2 hrs. Consider it a birthday gift for this year."

"Cercy, you know what happens during these parties. People get drunk. No, no stroke tbh, to get lost, lose other important things, you know that right? I don't want that for you. You can spend the day with your friends Icy and Rob, there're cute. I can give you money and u can go on a vacation at... Wherever you want. "

" Mom, are you kidding me right now?? I don't want to do a vacation in the middle of the school year, I have an exam on Monday, and I don't have time for that. Can u please consider taking me there, plus Rob and Icy are going as well? Why are you being like this? Just one night, okay? "

" Cercy, stop making that puppy face. You look just like your dad. "

" Yeah, I know. Dad always says that's the way he won your heart, that's why I'm begging you right now. Common....! "

" Okay..... Okay. Ask your dad, if he is okay with it then you can go. Deal? ?? "

" Yess, finally. You know dad has always been on the same side with me, always fulfilling my wishes. I don't think he has the heart to say no to me. "

" That can be my mistake too, for making a child who looks just like him but in another gender. God knows what I'm going to do with you two. "

" Momy, I'm leaving now. See u later. Bye-bye. "

Cercy Pov :

Damn, I look so hot in this dress. I'm glad I decided to visit the Zara store after such a long time. Not that I have many dresses but I do have a perfect body. Tight dresses fit me so well sometimes. To be frank, I'm not a dress-well and beautiful person cause hoodies are my besties during the whole year but today I need to be hot. I need to show that asshole who he chose over whom. I blame myself for wasting my time over that handsome piece of shit. I mean... Who the fuck is Leticia ?? How dare she steal my boyfriend? Am I sounding bipolar much here?

I just need to do my make-up, find my sandals, and everything is done. It's my first party this year. I wouldn't go if it wasn't for my bestie Icy. She insisted so much that I should move on from Den. It's not like I decided to close myself to the boys or the people around me, it's just that I am not ready yet. Everything that happened with Den, the way he cheated on me with the girl I hated the most, just doesn't make any sense.

But today is the day. No more drama in my life. I hate dramatic movies soo I am very much determined not to live it. As I finished with my make-up I heard the doorbell ringing. I was sure it was Icy. She probably came to pick me up.

"Icy, ur here!"

" Yeah girl, u expecting someone else?" she looked at me with those suspicious beautiful eyes of hers.

" Whoo, mee?? Nahhh. "

" There, I don't trust you."

"Icc, you know me better than anyone else. What are you saying?"

She loves teasing me. She's been an incredible friend since kindergarten

Always by my side, always there for me, crying together when my crush refused me in front of the whole class when I embarrassed myself by telling everyone that I have met Eduart Collin when I was ten. Everyone made fun of me, but she... She just hugged me back. I have never had a relationship where I have felt all in, where I knew that I could trust someone with all my heart, feel myself free, but somehow no one has felt that way towards me too. I have never had that person hug me from behind or kiss me on my shoulders. To hold my hand and say to the whole world " MINE "...

"CERCC, DREAMING NOWW?"

" What..., sorry I lost it for a moment. Omg, you look so beautiful today. What's the occasion? Still up to make Rob yours?? Khaki..."

Now is my time to tease her. Rob, Icy, and I have been friends since a long time ago, and lately, I noticed Icy's behavior towards Rob. The way she smiled at him, talks so sweet, she even wouldn't let me make fun of him. I know she has a crush on him but she still won't confess it. I wouldn't blame her to be honest. Rob is great, handsome, tall, good physic, kind, just dumb.... as fuck. I mean anyone knows Icy has a crush on him except Rob himself.

" What,... No way. I'm always like this, remember. I'm a model... Fashion model to be exact."

"Rob is like a model too, you know.." I'm still teasing her here. Call me bad if u want.

" Rob has a girlfriend, Cerc. What are u saying for God's love?"

" That doesn't mean anything. Everything is allowed in war and love, dear!"

" That would be called cheating, and you know better than anyone how that feels, right?"

" Ouchhh" that hurt.

" Common let's go, we're gonna be late. I don't want to miss the party." Icy said.

" Hey Cercy, what is that lipstick that u wearing?? Take that off. Have this. Red matte by Kylie Jenner. It suits u perfectly." Icy said.

" Don't you think it's too much??

" Nahhh, why look normal when you can look gorgeous??"

"Ice, point taken."

"Duhhhh."

The party was 30 mins away from my house and I was still excited about it. We arrived and immediately made our way inside the party. There were color lights everywhere, it was dark and everything smelt like alcohol. I can survive, can't I?

We met Rob inside alongside his girlfriend. She was really pretty. Icy got some concurrence there. Rob had saved us a place to sit, but just when I thought I had settled Leticia showed up with Den. OHHH NOO... This is not good.

" Cercy, u look cute tonight! Don't you think Den?" Leticia asked.

" Yeah, Cerc you look really pretty,... Like you always were... I mean you look beautiful.- Den replied.

He whispered that middle part but my poor heart flattered hearing that. I am still not ready.

" Thanks, you both look cute together. I am so lying right now. I can feel my knees shaking as I feel my cheeks turning red.

" What do you guys say about a drink? " I said that...... Wait for what?! Me drinking. Oh boy!!

" That's the spirit, Cerca!!! Let's start. Shall we!?" Leticia said.

" Tequila shots right??" I asked. Things are about to get dirty.

" Cheers for you Cerc, " I heard Den say. I am sure he knows it's my birthday. We dated for a whole year, so that's excepted.

And soo little by little I started losing my... MIND. HELL YEAH. I NEED THIS ONE. It's hard to stop once you have started. Those shots were tasting better. I swear....!

" Girls... To the dance floor. Right now. It's our chance to show the world who we are."

" Cerc, are you sure? You don't like dancing, remember??" Icy said.

" Whoo meee?? No way, I love to dance. Someone has lied to you Icc.."

I am officially wasted.

" Okay, if you say soo. "

We hopped to the dance floor, and I started dancing, like the crazy woman I am. I got the moves. I wasn't fully drunk, but I wasn't in the right mind too... Waitt, what am I saying,...it's complicated. I was living my best life till my earing stuck in someone leather jacked. Poor guy wasn't even dancing...

" Heyy, stopp!! Where are u going?? Your tall man... I am talking to you."

" With whom....., me?" the guy replied.

" I'm looking at you, ain't I now?"

" What do you want?" he cut it short.

" In case u haven't noticed, my earing, is stuck. In your jacket and if u move I think my whole ear is going to fly in the air. "

" Yeah, sorry. Let me help you," he said.

As he was trying to realize my earring my phone started buzzing. Ohh noo, mom. What am I going to do now??

" Heyy, handsome face, we need to move out. I have to speak with my mom. She is going to kill me if I don't open this. " I say this as my voice was... Kind of. Sounding not okay.

" Heyy, you okay? " he said.

Without waiting for a reply, I drag him out of that place to go... Well further away. Don't blame me.., blame the alcohol.

" Where are we going? What are u doing?"

I hold his hand tight till we are far away from the party. I decided to call my mom.

" Look, stay quiet. I need to speak with my mom."

He nodded without questioning my words.

" Mom, hello! Can you hear me?"

" Cerc, are u okay? I've been calling you for so long?" mom said.

" Yeah, I am okay. Sorry mom I didn't hear your call."

" Cerc come home now. I am worried. You had ur fun. Now!!"

" But mom, You said.." she interrupted me to say.

" Look don't make me say it twice! HOME RIGHT NOW! "

I hang up the phone and damnn I was angry. Why couldn't she let me enjoy that little time in my life?

" Heyy, it's done?! "A voice said.

" Sorry, what's done ?? "

" The earing..?" he replied quietly.

As my head was realized from his chest, I straighten up my body to see that I touch my head in his jaw. My eyes meet some beautiful blue eyes, shining like burning lights, looking straight through my soul. I kept staring at him for a while, even though he did the same without moving. He then slowly moved his eyes to my red lips staring for a while. Damn girl, what are u waiting for?? Heyy stop it, stupid conscious. I move my hair slowly from my face and placed them on one side of my neck leaving the other side open. I see his Adam's apple move up and down and this makes my drunk me consider going to hell.

This is it. I am so going to regret this tomorrow. I slowly touch his hand as my fingers fit perfectly on his. I felt something and electricity... Something I can't describe. My other hand grabs his jacket and quickly my lips are on his. I have no intention to step away from those lips unless he wants me to. But looks like I am not the only one enjoying this, as he pulls me closer placing his hand on my lower back, and deepening the kiss. I notice his smirk as he bites my lip. Ouch, that hurt. He didn't move, just licked the blood from my lips and placed a light kiss on my neck. That breath, that scent, that touch are giving me the world. That before I pull back and say :

" Where are we?" That's exactly when my lights turn off. The last thing I remember was being in a garden full of roses and those beautiful eyes looking over me.