14: Cursing the goddess

 *Therian*

 Sand and little stones are flying everywhere when I kick hard at the ground on the small beach-like area by the forest lake. My eyes fall on a flat rock. It looks like a heart. A heart with a deep crack, breaking the smooth surface. I huff as I pick it up, throwing it full force along the surface of the lake. It skips over the surface much longer than it should. I don't care. Nothing matters any longer.

 “Shit, fucking shit”. Finally my mate, and then this, I can’t believe this actually happened.

 With a sigh I sit down, looking out on the lake. My eyes go to some row boats anchored a bit out in the water, for fishing I imagine. They look like chained animals trying to break free. Caught just like me.