This announcement is met by absolute silence from the class. I am shocked. Greek god is our new teacher. This guy is so young, not more than thirty I reckon. He's freaking hot too.
Who sent this dude down here? My thoughts are wandering when Stacey taps my hand lightly in an effort to call my attention back to the room. Apparently, my mates have been introducing themselves to Mr. Winchester while I was still in Wonderland. I look up to find him looking down at me. His eyes are the same deep shade of brown as his hair. They are intensely cold and distant, that chilly gaze was fixed on my face. The words catch in my throat as my tongue suddenly goes limp in my mouth.
"Well the class is waiting, Miss..." Those eyes hold me transfixed. It seems he has a sharp tongue too.
" Jo- Josie Geronimo." I stutter
" Well Josie, since you can speak why did you to keep us all waiting then? " Greek god asks.
' He said my name ' is all my mushy brain can come up with. Common sense comes through for me though.
" I am sorry Mr. Winchester"
" Right..." He says, his voice the same intensity as his gaze. Finally, he moves on to the next table. On and on till everyone has had their turn.
Mr. Winchester returns his table in front. He seats stiffly on the edge of his seat.
"The test you all were expecting is being cancelled. Instead, tomorrow we shall be having an interactive class where you all get to say why you chose to study this subject. Are we good? "
The class shrugs in response. At least we are relieved that we do not have to write a test.
"I take that as a Yes." Mr. Winchester says. Turning to me once again
" We are going to begin with interesting characters like you Miss Geronimo." He says and looks away from me.
I am surprised and embarrassed. An interesting character is not the first impression I wish to make on our new cute History teacher. The bell goes and the period is over. I feel his eyes trail me as I leave the class.
"See you tomorrow Miss. Geronimo." He says to me. Boy, I think History 101 is about to get started.
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DANIEL
I'm thinking about the pretty little woman I saw in class today. She's so pretty with such dark lustrous hair and a body that any real man would die for. I am somewhat ashamed of myself. This is not the kind of thought a teacher should be having towards his student and on his first day too, it is also not my reason for coming down to Kansas. No, I didn't fly halfway across the South to start drooling over a girl who's barely twenty. But boy, is she pretty.
The class is empty. I am the only person in it right now. Silence. Just the thing I love which my mind would not give me. I pick up my laptop and start to leave. I have to be at the studio run by Stan, the artist I met on-line. The studio is where my only passion lies. I stop in front of the Principal's office and go in. The beautiful young woman behind the secretary's desk smiles warmly at me. I wave in reply and mouth a 'hello' through tight lips. The girls, I notice are attracted. Well, I figure that shouldn't be a problem as women have been at the bottom of my list for quite some time now, at least, not until today.
"Mr. Winchester, Ms. Conrad may see you now." says the beautiful secretary behind the desk. I smile at her again and go in to see the Principal.
A nicely carved nameplate boldly bearing the name, Irene Conrad sits on the mahogany table. The woman behind the table has silver -rimmed glasses perched stop her nose. Her snake green eyes looked fierce behind those glasses but when she smiled, the radiance and genuineness of herself captures the heart and sets one at ease in her presence. I figure that's how she's been able to cope around this much number of kids.
" Hello, Mr. Winchester, please do have a seat. Hope you had a good first day? "
"Hello Ma'am. Thanks." I reply as I seat.
"How was your first day on the job?" Ms. Conrad asks again, she had not missed my unwillingness to answer this question.
" Interesting" I reply. " I found it interesting. " My reply sets Ms. Conrad on the perfect path for another lecture on how great working with teens and young adults can be. I shut her out of the mind and stare straight ahead, I have heard this sermon twice over and wasn't going to listen again. I know what working with young people can be. A few years back I was sitting like them in a classroom back in Florida. Years along the line and OCD sends me down to Kansas to repeat the same hell of a circle, only this time I am the History teacher. Ms. Conrad's deep voice drags me back to the room.
" Mr. Jeremy insisted you were gonna do good despite how young you are."
" I will try my best ma'am." I reply.
"You would do great on this Daniel. I strongly believe that."
" Thanks ma'am. You are so kind." I find myself saying exactly how I was taught to.Soon it's over and I get up to go. I mumble what I guessed was a kind wish at the secretary desk.
Good Ol 'Uncle Jeremy. I know it has to be him. I am determined to do good, if only the demons in my head would let me.
I locate my car in the school's parking area. I start the engine and pull out. Looking in my review mirror, I sight Miss Geronimo from earlier standing with the friend who dresses in dark colors and wears equally dark make-up. My eyes meet hers but I pull them away almost immediately. Slowly, I pull out of Riverside High and drive to Stan's.
JOSIESchool is out and Stacey offered to drop me off at work. I know she's doing this not because she's such a nice person.Stacey isn't a very nice person. She eats lunch at Patty's. I guess she figured she could get an extra cup of a milkshake if she saves me the ten minutes’ walk.We are standing beside Stacey's truck she prefers to call 'Reddie'. It is an old beat-up truck that used to belong to Frankie as a present for his sixteenth birthday. Well, that was years before I came to Kansas.Reddie is in bad form today and has refused to start. Stacey has this toolbox she takes around with her. It contains all she needs to fix the truck whenever it is in one of it's moods such as today. I stand by and watch her get down to fixing God-knows-what in the bonnet.
The smile that spreads across my face is genuine for the first time in a long while." Hey man!" Stan bellows " wanna spill some paint?"" Let's do it." Adrenaline is pumping through my veins. I can already feel the pleasure of holding a paint brush in my hand.The smell of a long-lasting friendship hangs thickly in the air.*. *. *I am tied to one of the dining chairs in the room. Randy is sitting on an empty beer crate before me, a can of beer in hand. The ropes cut deep into my wrists and I cry out in pain. Randy's face is a contorted mask of delight. Saliva po
Josie had just introduced me to the talkative old lady when she began to talk about Jeremy's nephew being in town. Obviously Riverside isn't aware of who I am. I don't think they know who my Mama was either. The papers, its the only way they must have known.I am blinded with rage by the time I pull up in my driveway. I had left the kitchen in a hurry leaving Josie and Patty confused. I haven't been this mad since I left Florida." I would only be the ruin of her. " I tell myself about Josie. She's young and pretty and would soon be leaving high school. Bringing my cursed self into her life would cause her nothing but pain. I am determined not to see Josie again to save her the pain and to stop myself from wanting her, only this would be near impossible to achieve.
Thinking about her makes me want to see her. I push away the thought." I don't need the girl. I don't worth her. " I say silently." What girl? " Trace asks. I must have said that aloud.My face goes red with embarrassment and I laugh nervously to hide it."Aww, Trace, nobody. There is no girl. "Trace looks at me with that cynical look of hers. I am convinced the lady is a mind reader. She laughs mockingly at me and sluggishly push her pregnant body away from the studio. I am left alone with Stan." I painted that during the one week I spent in Florida some years back" Stan says pointing to a watercolor hanging on the wall." It's be
Prom Night"Ann, Ann is that you? " Dad asked playfully upon seeing me in my mother's prom dress."No dad. It's Josie" I reply smiling" You look so much like her on that blessed night. " Dad walks up the short flight of stairs to me." Princessa, you know she's proud of you wherever she is right? " he asks taking my slender wrist in his large hand."I know. "" Good girl. So, what are you gonna do? "" Make her proud, Dad. " I reply. This has been our thing since mom died: Dad reminding me of how great I was and how mom expects me to make her proud from the great beyond. I know Dad wants me to be the perfect daughter, he's so scared o
JOSIESitting out here with Daniel is cool. I shock myself by using his first name. I feel like I have known him forever. While we talk, I can't see the clouds anymore in his eyes. His brown eyes are warm and friendly. They make me think about puppies."Josie" He calls. His voice is very small, yet deep. I look up to see him fidgety."Done the couple dance thing before? "" Uhm, no why? " I ask, genuinely surprised."Come. " He says, standing up to his feet. He stretches his hand towards mine. I think it's the timbre in his voice that does it. It calls me to him, it's beyond the simple command. It reaches out to my soul. I stand to my feet." Do you like the Judds? " he asks, wrap
Saturday morningIt is the buzzing of my cell phone that wakes me up. I had fallen asleep with the paper on which I sketched Josie plastered to my chest. The sweat on my body made the paper stay stuck. The events of the previous evening come rushing back. I smile, I can still smell her on me."Hello," I say picking up my phone"Hello Dan" It's Trace screaming at the top of her voice, she sounded traumatized."Trace, is that you? " Tension begins to rise in my chest."Where's Stan?" I ask apprehensively. How can he leave the woman alone at this time? She's near her due date for Chris sakes."Stan's not here, he has some businesses up in Detroit to handle."
JOSIEDaniel Winchester is Mr. Jeremy's nephew, the one who moved down here from Florida. The guy whom they say killed his father. This is so much information for me to process at the same time. I have been moving around the house like a shell-shocked person since breakfast. Stacey had left to an errand for her father. Dad does not seem to understand the sudden change in my mood. I have never been one for hiding my emotions."Hey Hijita, " Dad calls from the doorway, I turn towards him eyes blank and revealing nothing."Are you okay? ""I am, Dad. " I answer and nod my head."You look like one who has seen a ghost, are you sure you are okay? ""I am. "