Mary Davies I ducked my head low as I walked through the hall ways, I could feel eyes on me, but I dared not look up. I was an outcast. Being a nerd in school really sucks, nobody wants to talk to me. I was just a nobody, I realized being a pauper is like having an incurable disease. Everyone here dresses expensively. But all I wear are clothes my mum got from a thrift store. I'm not complaining, but a tiny part of me still wish I was popular. I wish my mum was rich. Money means having power and I crave power. I dare not go to the locker room, I dreaded getting bullied and being called a dirty maid. My mum doesn't know I get bullied, she doesn't even know I get molested by her bosses son. My self esteem has gotten worst. I feel like a loser everytime. I have come to believe I am loser. I have been ridiculed to a crap, belittled and demeaned with very offensive words. Now, Queen knows there is something going on between Hawk and I. I could tell she was jealous. Only if I could
Mary Davies"Mary Davies, it's nice to see you once again. How is your mum?" He asked."She is doing quite fine," I replied. Hawk stepped into the Principal's office and sat down on the seat next to mine without even waiting to be offered a sit. I expected the principal to complain, but he did not. I sighed heavily, inhaling the sweet smell of the air freshener, being aware of the fact that students are only called to the Principal's office when they make a disruptive behavior, makes my stomach clench."Hawk Andrews, you are right on time." "I will go straight to the point here. Mary Davies is a straight A students, and you are well aware of the fact that she is here on a scholarship.""Your grades are dropping drastically Hawk Andrews, I have discussed this with your parents, and we have agreed to get you a tutor."They want to get Hawk a tutor, but how is that my business. Then everything became clear to me."No, please sir. I can't." I said, desperately. They can't do this to me.
Mary DaviesI woke up with a terrible migraine, my head felt heavy. I tried to get up from my bed but I felt weak and sore. I could hardly move my legs. This was happening because I couldn't get enough sleep yesterday. Hawk found his way to my room last night to make love to me, he didn't go easy on me.I felt so weak and tired, I got down from my bed and walked towards the bathroom, slightly limping as I walked.Memories of last night flashed through my mind, the he flicked my nipples with his tongue, the way he used his tongue on my private part. That was the first time I experienced that. I didn't know what it was, but I enjoyed it, though I could not understand what he did to my private part, but to be honest I wanted him to do it again.I stepped into the bathroom, it was bigger than the one I shared with my mum. It has a bathtub that looks more like a jacuzzi to me. I turned on the tap in the wash hand basin and splashed a little water on my face. I stared at the mirror in fron
This Chapter is dedicated to Rosie. Here is an update for you. I'm sorry about the late update. There will be two more updates before the week ends hopefully. Mary Davies I couldn't go for the excursion because I had a flu few weeks ago. But I was much better now. The excursion happened weeks ago. I closed the fridge back gently, even though I was tempted to take those Apples that looked so tempting. I remembered what happened the last time I took apples from the fridge. I ended up losing my virginity that night. My mum still doesn't know I am not a virgin anymore. I don't want to imagine the horror on her face if she ever finds out. I could hear the heavy footsteps and the sound alone sends chills down my spine. The hairs on my neck stood erect. My heart was racing very fast. I knew there was no way this would end. Hawk Anderson owns me and he does as he wishes to me. The sex has gotten pretty intense, it used to be once in a day, but now it happens repeatedly, almost twice in a
Guilt! That was the only thing I felt as my mum kept knocking. I felt really bad that I really wanted to end everything. I wanted to scream and call out for help. But Hawk had his hands over my mouth, stifling up the screams. Warm splashy tears rolled down my cheeks. I didn't want this. This was an abuse and I knew I had to tell someone. But who would I tell. Who would even believe me. I heard my mum's footsteps, she left already. I turned to Hawk. "I am tired, I don't want to do this with you anymore. Please leave me alone." I whisper yelled. "Are you seriously talking to me like that?" He asked, anger written all over his face. "You are going to regret this Mary. I am going to make you pay for talking back to me. You started this and you better be prepared to face the consequences." "And yes, we are ending this. But I won't stop tormenting you. This is just the beginning." He added. I don't know if I should feel relieved this was over or I should be scared of his threats. Bu
This Chapter is dedicated to Rosie, Deshea little and Hina. Your support means a lot to me. Mary DaviesMy mum has refused to talk to me since this morning ordeal. I felt like a thief even though I didn't steal anything. But you stole Apples.Yes, I agree with my conscience. I took Apples. I didn't steal them, but I was accused of stealing them.As I helped my mum make lunch for the Andrew's in laws. I felt like I dirty rag. Everyone believes I stole, even my own mother believes I stole the jewelries. I know this was a set up. Jessica doesn't even like me. I sighed heavily as I diced the potatoes on the chopping board. I was being careful around my mum. I was hoping to open up to her about everything that happened between I and Hawk, but that would only ruin my relationship with her. She will feel so betrayed, having a thief and a slut as a daughter. I groaned out loud, I didn't mean to, but I was feeling pressed. If I don't use the toilet, I might end up peeing myself. I have not
Mary Davies Rumours were spreading like wildfire in the whole school. It was said that the principal was going to nominate prefects from the senior year and the juniors are going to vote in their choice. The hallway was kind of filled up with students, the juniors were lottering around the school premises. I could hear the gossips, some juniors were in support of Queen, the most popular girls. Queen might turn out to be the senior prefect girl, she has the game already and of course Hawk Andrews will be the senior prefect boy, that fact is so glaring. For the first time in a long period of time, I walked towards the locker room. I could feel eyes on me but I still kept on moving, deep down in my heart, I want to be nominated as a prefect. This should help me our, colleges will soon start scouting for students to give scholarship. Being a perfect would put the word out for me, at least I will get noticed. I am a straight A student and it won't be hard. But if the juniors were votin
Mary Davies The boyfriend list has started trending in the whole school, almost everyone is compiling a boyfriend and a girlfriend list, including the juniors. My reputation was being tarnished as the lists kept popping up on the school's notice board. As words were on every lips that I started the Boyfriend list. I dreaded going inside the cafeteria or the classroom. I am very sure words would have gotten to Hawk Andrews and he might be very angry right now. I hid in the toilet stall hoping no one will come in, but that was a dream that won't come true. I could hear footsteps coming closer to the stall I was hiding. "Come on loser, are you going to keep hiding. We found you a boyfriend, won't you come out to see your sweetheart." That voice belongs to no one other than Queen. "Are you going to come out or should it be forcefully?" Ashley growled out impatiently. I didn't dare move, whatever they might be up to can't be nice at all. I fisted my hand into my mouth, hoping they