I couldn't believe what I just heard. I was seated before the doctor who had just announced my test result.
I turned to my mom, Bella who had an unreadable expression on, but it sure met her with a shock.
How am I pregnant?, Who could have taught the silly mistake that happened could turn out to be the biggest mistake of my life?.
I had always been that girl with so much humility, the innocent 18- year old teen, until my friends convinced me to accompany them to a night club, and I got drunk, and ended up having a night stand with a random stranger.
I took another glance at my mother who was staring into space.
" Hmm " The doctor cleared his throat and mom snapped out of her thoughts.
" Thanks doctor " Mom uttered before making her way out of the doctor's office and her guards trooped behind her.
I stood weakly before walking out of the office, and trailed silently behind my mom, with some guards behind me.
Was this a good news or a bad news?, I never thought the s_x I had with the guy could result into pregnancy?.
First, it was me losing my virginity to him and now I'm having a baby for him!, Why's my life this cruel?!!.
This's gon' cause a big damage to mom's reputation if the media gets a hold of this.
My mom had been preserving her good reputation for years ever since she became a widow.
I wouldn't want her silly mistake to tarnish it, I love my mom so much and it's the same for mom too, as I'm the only child she has, I had always been Bella's favorite.
The look on my mom's face then, in the doctor's office, it was blank, I couldn't read her expression but I knew she must have felt disappointed.
I laid on her bed, rolling from one end to the other. Mom hasn't said a word to me ever since we got back from the hospital and am damn worried.
What's gon' happen now?, Is she gon' make me abort the baby?, No, mom wouldn't allow that?.
But, I can't have a baby with no father!, I don't even know whom the guy is!, I was drunk, I don't know what he looks like.
The door pushed open all of a sudden and my heart skipped a bit.
I stood upright at once and turned towards the door, only to see mom standing by the door with no expression on her face.
" Mom.... "
" Who's the father? " She cut me off with a snap, and I gulped down into nothing as my throat went dry, she has never shouted at me this way.
" Mom.... I .... I ... don't know " I said and I could see the change in her look as her face fell.
" You don't know him ? " She asked as her face softens, and I nodded.
Mom sighed before walking over to me while I moved back in fear.
" It's fine, I'm not gonna hurt you " She said as she sat on my bed.
" How did this happen? " She asked in a low voice but loud enough for me to hear, as she lowered her head, her hands ruffling her hair like she was frustrated.
" I'm sorry mom.... I didn't mean for it to happen!, It was a mistake, I swear " I rushed as tears trickled down my cheeks.
Mom raised her head to me and gave a short smile.
" It's fine, but we've to do something " She said and I bowed my head in shame.
It's all my fault, my clumsiness got the best out of me.
Now, I caused a problem and can't handle it alone, The look on mom made me feel terrible, she looked stressed out, like she was tired, she doesn't know what to do!.
She suddenly got on her feet and I raised my head.
" I'm gon' find out whom he is!, And find a solution to this... Stay safe, okay? " She said, and I nodded slowly.
She patted my hair with a forced smile before walking out of my room.
I heaved an heavy breath before as I laid on my bed.
Mom's trying to make me feel better!, But at the same time making me feel guilty!, Yes, I should feel guilty!, I'm giving her a hard time!, She has always been the best mother one could ever hope for, she made sure I never lacked a thing ever since dad died, gave me everything I could ever need, could give me the whole world.
And this is how I could repay her, a baby with an unknown father!!.
Gosh!, I sniffed in the tears threatening to rush out and held my head so tight.
I feel so bad and guilty!, I'm a disappointment!!!, Mom!!, I'm sorry!!!.
Tears rushed out my eyes as I sobbed silently.
I think I should save mom from the stress!, She doesn't deserve this, she deserves better, I'm just a disappointment!, All this years, she struggled to cater for my news, struggled to get me the best education!.
She had sleepless night cause of me!, She struggled so fvcking hard to get our rights, to claim dad's properties that had been willed to us from his families!, And she suceeded, she got them!!, She put me in the best school, I dreamed of taking over her companies to relieve her of the stress she had been going through, it's just a year before I finish highschool and go to my dream college, but now it's ruined.
I'm hopeless!!, I ruined the great future I had planned together with mom, all cause of a fvcking mistake!.
" Mom!, I'm sorry " I whispered with watery eyes before walking over to my bedside drawer.
I brought out a pen and a paper as tears trickled down my cheeks.
I don't deserve to live!, I'm a disgrace!, I should die!
Mom wouldn't want this for me!, I betrayed her!, I should die.
T. B. C
Chapter 02I wiped the tears trickling down my face as I finished writing the note, it was evening already and it seems mom should be in her room.It was a goodbye note to mom, I know this isn't right, but I can't just bring myself to her anymore, I feel like a bastard right now, I betrayed mom!.I placed the note on the table, before walking out of my room.I heaved a big sigh as I successfully sneaked out of the mansion without any suspicion, I was lucky to leave without arousing the guards suspicion.I stared intensely at the enormous mansion before me, this was where my childhood begun, where mom and dad lived together with me before he died, I'm so going to miss it.I took some few strides backwards, still staring at the mansion before finally turning and I walked away, wiping the tears that was threatening to fall.I'm really sorry
Chapter 03" Mom " I called as I broke the hug." You... " I trailed off and she nodded." Yeah, I did, it's fine, we're meeting his parents tomorrow, so you should go to bed and prepare " She said, wiping my tears." Mom " I called and she looked up to me." Who's he?, And what's gonna happen when we meet with them? " I asked and mom gave a little smile." It's fine, you shouldn't worry about this, I'll take care of all these " She said and signalled to me to go into my room.I nodded and wiped some little trace of tears on my face before heading towards the stairs.I stopped after climbing a few stairs and I turned back to see mom who was staring at me.She gave a little smile and I sighed." I love you mom " I said and she smiled widely." I love you mo
Chapter 04And there he was, I gulped down into nothing as his full body finally reveals it's self.He was wearing an armless shirt, and his muscles were revealing, they looked really huge, hia hair was styled in a badboy style, giving him the badboy style.My eyes landed on his ears, he had lots of piercing there, and waa putting on boyish earrings that gave him the badboy look.The way he walked, each of his steps made him look so cool as his hands were in his pockets as he approached us.Carl hit me gently and I blinked my eyes rapidly before looking away embarrassed." Here he is, Tyler " His mom announced" You said you wanted to see him..... " She continued and mom nodded." Yes Mrs Bills,, but can he excuse us now? " Mom asked and he raised Mrs Bills raised her brow." I'll leave, see ya mo
Chapter 05I dragged my feet inside as I alighted from the car." She's here " I heard Carl say to mom as he sighted me." What did she say? " Mom asked, on seeing me." She thinks we're trying to force me on them, she hates me " I said, slowly as I made my way to the stairs." Are you okay? " I hear her ask and I stopped." No.... Not at all... I feel guilty, I feel pain... I feel bad... I feel mad " I said, my voice cracking as tears threatened to fall.I turned and our face met." Marvy, you shouldn't care about what she said, they have no choice than to take responsibility of the baby, we're not forcing you on them, they have to take responsibility, it's not our fault, it's not your fault, it's no one's fault, or it could be their son's fault " Mom said" It's all my fault mom, you don't have
Chapter 06I opened my eyes with a slight groan as I tried getting off the bed." Marvy " I heard someone call and I turned, it was my personal maid, Lia. She bowed lightly." Ma'am wants you downstairs, she said you should have your bath and meet her soon " Lia said and I groaned mentally." Alright " I replied and sent her off with a wave.Where're we headed to again?, Gosh, it's tiring.I walked into the bathroom, whitsling along as I undressed myself.I entered and turn the shower on, I stayed under the shower for so long before grabbing my brush and began scrubbing my body.Sometimes I just enjoy bathing like this, instead of bathing in the tub.I was finally out of the bathroom, I walked over to my closet while drying my hair with a towel.I was finally done
Chapter 07I turned to mom and she also had that surpr ised look on, the hell, why am I to move in with them, ‘cause I’m pregnant for their son doesn’t mean I have to move in with them, I have my life to live, moreover I can’t live without mom, she has become a huge part of my life that I don’t think I can survive without her.‘’ What do you mean? ‘’ Mom suddenly asked, breaking me out of my thoughts.‘’ Since she’s carrying Tyler’s baby, which definitely means he’s the father of the baby, and I don’t want my grandbaby have a different father or mother…. ‘’ He trailed off.‘’ So… ‘’ Mom asked.‘’ I want Marvy to be Tyler’s wife… ‘’ He said and I scoffed inwardly, Is he joking or what?.
Chapter 08I sighed as the driver drove off while I kept staring back at mom, my head out of the car and she waved at me while I waved back, trying to hold the tears that was threatening to fall.I finally brought my head back in and closed my eyes as the drive continued.***We finally arrived at the mansion and I was welcomed wholeheartedly by some maids who helped with my stuffs in but all this wasn't appealing to me.I hate the fact that I had to stay with the Bill's family now, and to top that, with their playboy son, could my life ever get worser then this?." Please come in " The maids said to me and I nodded slowly as I forced a smile.I walked into the living room, and there was the whole member of the Bill's family, sitting dangerously on the chairs dangerously as ever.I stood dead on my tracks and bowed li
Chapter 09" Hey, are you okay? " I heard the masculine voice again.Is that Tyler?, He sounds like that right?.But why should he care?.I ignored my thoughts and stood up, finding my way to the door.I switched the lock open and my view came face to face with an unfamiliar guy." Hey " He called but I kept mute, studying his facial structure.Wait, isn't that the guy who startled me?, Great, is he here to mock me again?." Hey, are you okay?, I'm so sorry for startling you " He said, breaking me out of my thoughts." Um, yeah, it's fine " I said and he nodded with a light smile." So, you're Tyler's cousin? " He asked and I raised my brow." Huh?... Oh yeah, I am " I replied nervously, itching my head and he nodded." So... "