I wiped the tears trickling down my face as I finished writing the note, it was evening already and it seems mom should be in her room.
It was a goodbye note to mom, I know this isn't right, but I can't just bring myself to her anymore, I feel like a bastard right now, I betrayed mom!.
I placed the note on the table, before walking out of my room.
I heaved a big sigh as I successfully sneaked out of the mansion without any suspicion, I was lucky to leave without arousing the guards suspicion.
I stared intensely at the enormous mansion before me, this was where my childhood begun, where mom and dad lived together with me before he died, I'm so going to miss it.
I took some few strides backwards, still staring at the mansion before finally turning and I walked away, wiping the tears that was threatening to fall.
I'm really sorry mom, I just couldn't live with the guilt.
I sighed as I stood by the bridge, ready to jump into the water. I heaved a big sigh again as the breeze blew some few strands of hair on my face, rubbing my arms as cold hit me.
The weather is so cold, and I was almost freezing, I guess the water will be so damn cold, I really hope I don't freeze to death.
I chuckled realizing my thoughts were actually dumb, l wanted to die anyways.
I closed my eyes deeply, ready to do the worst, until I heard someone call my name from afar.
I took in a deep sigh as I turned my head my head to the back and there was Lila, one of my friends.
" What the hell do you think you're doing " She yelled as she approached me.
" Why are you here? " I asked lowly.
" You tell me what you're doing here!!, I was coming from a dinner date with Jack " She said and I hissed inwardly, imagine, I'm here full of regrets, regretting every single day of my life, and cursing myself for agreeing with them to go the club.
But here they are, enjoying her love life with her crush while I'm thinking of ways to leave this earth.
" So, what do you think you were about to do?, Don't tell me you were about to jump down this deep river!, Girl, you could die!!! " She said and I scoffed.
" It's none of your business, you don't know what I'm going through right now! " I snapped as I walked over to her car, while she ran after me.
I got into her car and she also got into the driver's seat.
" 'Cause you're pregnant for an unknown guy? " She asked, and I turned to her, I looked away as I bit my lips.
" How did you find out? " I asked and she scoffed.
" Your mom told me " She replied
" Why? " I asked, as I turn my face to her and she raised her brow.
" She asked me how it happened, I guess she's trying to figure out whom the guy is " She replied and ignited the car's engine, before finally driving off in silence.
We both have walked into the mansion and almost immediately, mom rushes to me, she seems worried.
She engulfed me into her arms immediately, kissing my hair as she hugs me tightly.
" Are you okay?, Where were you? " She rushed at once.
" I'm fine mom, I just took a walk outside " I replied and I could hear Lila give a fake cough.
Mom released me and it was then I noticed there were some cops in the living room, and there were staring at me.
Did mom call them here?.
Why are they staring?!, Did I do a thing wrong?, Did mom find out I was trying to commit suicide?, Did she read the letter already?
" Thanks so much! She's here now, am very sorry for disturbing you " Mom apologizes to the cops.
" It's fine ma'am, have a lovely night " They replied as they walked out of the living room towards the entrance.
They were finally out of sight when Lila cleared her throat.
" Mom, she actually tried jumping off a bridge " She blurted out and moms mouth open wide open.
" What the!! " She yelled and I sighed.
" Mom, I wasn't going to, okay?... I was just... "
" Just what?!!!, Even if you don't care about yourself, you should care about me!, You're all I've got, you shouldn't try to ruin that cause of a silly mistake, I ain't complaining okay? " She yelled and I could see the hurt in her face
" Mom, I'm.... "
"Hmmm..... I'll take my leave now " Lila said and bowed lightly before walking out of sight.
" Marvy, why would you think of doing that? " Mom asked, as she brushed her hair with her hand, frustratedly.
" Mom, I'm sorry, I know I wasn't thinking right, but then I just couldn't stand you doing all these for me when I did something terrible, it's making me feel guilty, I'm guilty of everything!, guilty of going to a club without your consent!, guilty of losing my virginity to a random stranger and now am pregnant for him!!, This isn't right, it's not supposed to happen!, It's a shame to our name, a shame to dad's name!!!, Mom, it could ruin your reputation!!!, And I caused this!!!, I brought this upon you!!, I'm a disgrace to you!!!!!, And I don't want to be, I hate seeing you worried and now it's cause of me, it's making me feel bad!! " I cried and I heard her release a deep sigh as she pulled me into her arms.
" It's fine, you shouldn't feel bad, I should!, I'm such a bad mother, I don't even know what my daughter's up to, it's my fault!, I've always tried to be a good mother, I never knew I was lacking somewhere!!, It's fine... You'll be fine, I promise you.... "
" I found out whom he is.... " She trailed off
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Chapter 03" Mom " I called as I broke the hug." You... " I trailed off and she nodded." Yeah, I did, it's fine, we're meeting his parents tomorrow, so you should go to bed and prepare " She said, wiping my tears." Mom " I called and she looked up to me." Who's he?, And what's gonna happen when we meet with them? " I asked and mom gave a little smile." It's fine, you shouldn't worry about this, I'll take care of all these " She said and signalled to me to go into my room.I nodded and wiped some little trace of tears on my face before heading towards the stairs.I stopped after climbing a few stairs and I turned back to see mom who was staring at me.She gave a little smile and I sighed." I love you mom " I said and she smiled widely." I love you mo
Chapter 04And there he was, I gulped down into nothing as his full body finally reveals it's self.He was wearing an armless shirt, and his muscles were revealing, they looked really huge, hia hair was styled in a badboy style, giving him the badboy style.My eyes landed on his ears, he had lots of piercing there, and waa putting on boyish earrings that gave him the badboy look.The way he walked, each of his steps made him look so cool as his hands were in his pockets as he approached us.Carl hit me gently and I blinked my eyes rapidly before looking away embarrassed." Here he is, Tyler " His mom announced" You said you wanted to see him..... " She continued and mom nodded." Yes Mrs Bills,, but can he excuse us now? " Mom asked and he raised Mrs Bills raised her brow." I'll leave, see ya mo
Chapter 05I dragged my feet inside as I alighted from the car." She's here " I heard Carl say to mom as he sighted me." What did she say? " Mom asked, on seeing me." She thinks we're trying to force me on them, she hates me " I said, slowly as I made my way to the stairs." Are you okay? " I hear her ask and I stopped." No.... Not at all... I feel guilty, I feel pain... I feel bad... I feel mad " I said, my voice cracking as tears threatened to fall.I turned and our face met." Marvy, you shouldn't care about what she said, they have no choice than to take responsibility of the baby, we're not forcing you on them, they have to take responsibility, it's not our fault, it's not your fault, it's no one's fault, or it could be their son's fault " Mom said" It's all my fault mom, you don't have
Chapter 06I opened my eyes with a slight groan as I tried getting off the bed." Marvy " I heard someone call and I turned, it was my personal maid, Lia. She bowed lightly." Ma'am wants you downstairs, she said you should have your bath and meet her soon " Lia said and I groaned mentally." Alright " I replied and sent her off with a wave.Where're we headed to again?, Gosh, it's tiring.I walked into the bathroom, whitsling along as I undressed myself.I entered and turn the shower on, I stayed under the shower for so long before grabbing my brush and began scrubbing my body.Sometimes I just enjoy bathing like this, instead of bathing in the tub.I was finally out of the bathroom, I walked over to my closet while drying my hair with a towel.I was finally done
Chapter 07I turned to mom and she also had that surpr ised look on, the hell, why am I to move in with them, ‘cause I’m pregnant for their son doesn’t mean I have to move in with them, I have my life to live, moreover I can’t live without mom, she has become a huge part of my life that I don’t think I can survive without her.‘’ What do you mean? ‘’ Mom suddenly asked, breaking me out of my thoughts.‘’ Since she’s carrying Tyler’s baby, which definitely means he’s the father of the baby, and I don’t want my grandbaby have a different father or mother…. ‘’ He trailed off.‘’ So… ‘’ Mom asked.‘’ I want Marvy to be Tyler’s wife… ‘’ He said and I scoffed inwardly, Is he joking or what?.
Chapter 08I sighed as the driver drove off while I kept staring back at mom, my head out of the car and she waved at me while I waved back, trying to hold the tears that was threatening to fall.I finally brought my head back in and closed my eyes as the drive continued.***We finally arrived at the mansion and I was welcomed wholeheartedly by some maids who helped with my stuffs in but all this wasn't appealing to me.I hate the fact that I had to stay with the Bill's family now, and to top that, with their playboy son, could my life ever get worser then this?." Please come in " The maids said to me and I nodded slowly as I forced a smile.I walked into the living room, and there was the whole member of the Bill's family, sitting dangerously on the chairs dangerously as ever.I stood dead on my tracks and bowed li
Chapter 09" Hey, are you okay? " I heard the masculine voice again.Is that Tyler?, He sounds like that right?.But why should he care?.I ignored my thoughts and stood up, finding my way to the door.I switched the lock open and my view came face to face with an unfamiliar guy." Hey " He called but I kept mute, studying his facial structure.Wait, isn't that the guy who startled me?, Great, is he here to mock me again?." Hey, are you okay?, I'm so sorry for startling you " He said, breaking me out of my thoughts." Um, yeah, it's fine " I said and he nodded with a light smile." So, you're Tyler's cousin? " He asked and I raised my brow." Huh?... Oh yeah, I am " I replied nervously, itching my head and he nodded." So... "
Chapter 10I looked away and closed my eyes, don't know what's going on in that dude's head right now. But I shouldn't care, he should stick with his misconceptions about why I stared at Tyler then, it's none of my problems.My phone beeped and I opened my eyes and grabbed my phone from my pants pocket before clicking on the green icon, accepting the call." Hey Ara " I said, Ara is my other best friend after Lila." Hey girlie, how're you enjoying your husband's home " She said and I gasped before lowering the phone's speaker." Ara!! " I snapped and I heard her scoff." What?, Is he there? " She asked and I glanced at Tyler who looked engrossed in whatever he was doing on his phone." Yeah, and he's not my husband, and don't say that again, he's not supposed to be aware of all these " I warned in a low voice and I could imagine her rolling her eyes. Yeah, she's sassy and crazy." Alright, I've heard you, but to be candid that dude's hot, I won't mind a nightstand with him " Ara said