Aria's POV
He doesn’t return again and I end up crying myself to sleep. When I open my eyes, I’m in bed properly. Wrapped up in the blankets, the door closed and Ryan was nowhere to be seen. Hung on the outside of the wardrobe was a long black dress. With thin spaghetti straps and a plunging neckline with a leg slit that probably went as high as my panty line.
It wasn’t anything that she would have chosen for herself, it was far too revealing for me and yet I couldn’t help but run my hands over it. The material was silky smooth as it grazed over my skin.
“It’s yours to wear tonight” his voice makes me jump.
“I’m not going” I whisper as I reach out and touch the dress again. It was far fancier than anything I had ever worn.
“You will be there, it’s not a request, it is an order.”
I catch his gaze in the mirror, it was the first time he had really looked at me and I felt it, the twisting knot in my stomach, the one I had felt in the dungeons. Why did it have my stomach turning this way?
Until it was time to get ready, Ryan didn't let me out of his sight, keeping his eyes on me the entire time.
“You don’t have to do this Ryan!”
“I have told you why I am hosting this Moon Ball Aria. It is for one purpose and one purpose only!”
Ryan makes sure I eat and even watches me when I shower. He had seen me naked before so there was no point trying to hide myself from him. As I am about to pull some panties on, he tells me not to because he wants a flawless look. Instead holding the dress out to me and helping me slip into it.
The material was soft against my skin, but as I look in the mirror, I am disgusted by what I see. The bruise on my neck was hideous, the purple had already turned to a sickly shade of green.
Ryan holds out a long thin piece of black material that matches the dress, he loops it around my neck and lets the ends drape down over my back, hiding the bruising.
Kneeling down in his black suit, Ryan fastens the straps of the shoes around my ankles. Any other time, it would have been quite romantic but all I wanted to do was knee him in the face.
He stands in front of me, for a moment it looked like he was admiring me before holding out his arm. Reluctantly, I take it, wobbling slightly as I find my balance. An odd tingle spreads down my arm, one that I had never felt before and I quickly tug my arm away. I briefly wonder if Ryan had felt the same but as I looked at him, I just knew that he hadn’t.
Annoyed, Ryan pulls me towards him, reminding me to be on my best behaviour unless I want to be punished. I gulp as his scent hits me hard. It wasn’t like before, it was different, more like a sweet vanilla teasing my senses.
Ryans eyes were straight ahead as he led me down the hallway. His hand gripped mine, stopping me from unlinking with his arm. The air of the Alpha dominance was strong as people stepped back to let them pass.
The glares were horrible, I could feel how everyone looked at me, it was as if they all hated me. Most of the stares were coming from those who were trying to flutter their eyelashes at Ryan.
I was getting more and more annoyed and a part of me wanted to attack them, warn them away from Ryan. Why was I feeling like this?
As we walked I hoped my gut feeling was wrong and that it couldn’t be true and for a moment, I am distracted.
Seren’s arm was linked with the Beta, she had been busy laughing along with him, her high-pitched laugh that could be heard anywhere. Seren’s arm immediately drops when Ryan stops us in front of them and starts speaking to Anton.
My sister stares at me, pure jealousy written on her face as her nostrils begin to flare.
Ryan lets Seren pull me aside, easily letting me go which seemed odd. Especially considering how he had his grip on me.
“Stay away from the Alpha Aria, I’m warning you” she mutters beneath her breath.
“Trust me, I am trying” Deep down I was pissed. She had her mate and now she was trying to take someone else's.
Her lip curls up at me, pure disgust on her face as her eyes run over me.
“I may be mated to Anton, but trust me, the Alpha is mine!” Seren turns her head slightly, winking at her mate and shooting a smile in Ryans direction.
“You can have him Seren, if that is what you really want, just leave me alone” I shove my sister away, but I didn’t intend for Seren to lose her footing so easily and let out a laugh, much to Ryan and Anton’s dismay.
I fall silent as I watch Antons eyes glaze over and turn to see Ryans eyes are glazed too. When their eyes return to a normal colour, Anton hurries Seren away.
“You shouldn’t have done that Aria!” He tugs my hand and locks it against his arm as he guides me down the stairs. We walk in the direction of the music, Ryan slowing his pace so that I can keep up in these stupid shoes.
The room was packed, wolves everywhere, some had already found their mates and were all over each other. Some moved around, desperate to find their partner, and a few were drunk already. I watch as Ryans eyes glance over the crowd.
“I want you to move around the room Aria. See if you attract any attention!” He pulls my hand away from his arm, stepping away from me. Sitting on a chair that was clearly designated for him.
There were so many people and anxiety floods through me. The noise was deafening and I wondered how anyone could hear anything. I look back to Ryan and he shoos me with his hands. Maybe this would be my chance to escape!
I quietly step away, trying to follow my nose. Though the further I moved, the weaker the scent was getting. I greeted a few men in passing, their eyes instantly running over me. Rolling my eyes, I was grateful that they were not my mate!
Losing my balance in these stupid shoes, I fall forward and thankfully someone grabs me, stopping me from hitting the floor.
“Are you okay?”
I nod my head, taken by surprise at the brilliant blue eyes shining at me.
“Thanks” I mutter with a smile, straightening myself up.
“It’s not a problem” he smiles at me and turns back to the man at the bar.
His scent hits me, that sweet vanilla and I turn to see him standing right behind me.
“Is he your mate?”
“Who? I ask confused as Ryan’s scent washes over me and dread sets in.
“The guy that you were speaking to?”
“No, he just helped me when I tripped!” I turn to point him out, but the guy is gone and I hear a low rumble coming from Ryan.
He grabs hold of my hand, an instant tingle making me stumble. It just couldn’t be true, it just couldn’t.
Ryan really was my mate!
Aria's POV My heartbeat speeds as I realise that the very man I had come to hate was my mate. Tears spring to my eyes and I blink them back, worried that they are going to ruin everything. “Who was he Aria?” Ryan asks me again. I feel a lump in my throat because honestly, I didn’t know. The stranger had just stopped me from hitting the ground face first. I back away from Ryan, a stupid mistake but I didn’t know what else to do. I couldn’t accept him as my mate, not after everything. “Stop!” he growls at me, but I find myself steadily backing away. He was purposely keeping his voice low. Not wanting to attract attention and I’m grateful when people step in between us, ignoring me and trying to talk to Ryan. Escaping from everyone, I quickly hurried out into the hallway, eagerly pulling off the shoes I could barely walk in. I tried to breathe deeply, as I realised that everything was now a hundred times worse. Running through the hallways, I receive odd looks from those standing
Aria's POV It happened every night for the next week. The vivid dreams of Ryan and I. Somehow a part of me enjoyed it while the other part of me hated it. At least Ryan was sleeping elsewhere! They always woke me at the same point though. With Ryan saying he thought I was a good girl. I didn’t know what that meant, I had no control over my dreams. When he unlocks the door, he seems different. Happier almost. Today I notice that he hasn’t brought me breakfast. “Come Aria, we are having breakfast downstairs today?” I was surprised and even more confused when he smiled. The smile was genuine, there was no force behind it like the other times. Nodding my head, I followed him out the room. Over the last week, I had learnt that it was better not to say anything, not to give him any clues about how I was feeling. He didn’t need to know that I had practised shifting every night. He certainly didn’t need to know that it was getting harder and harder for me to not act on the mate bond.
Aria's POV The rest of the day passed by in a blur. Ryan reluctantly agrees with the doctor that I take a course of pain medication. The medication doesn’t agree with me or maybe it was the whisky that Ryan gave me. It has me slurring my words and fighting against Ryan as he tries to keep me in bed. I try hurling things at him, but they never make it any further than a few feet, not even close to hitting him. At first he laughed at me, making jokes about how I was too weak to do anything, but that just angered me more. I was fed up with being the weak one. “Aria, get into bed!” “Make me!” I snap back at him as I stumble around the bedroom. Was this what it was like to be drunk? It wasn’t a nice feeling. I hear the growl. Instead of backing down, I turn to face him, dropping into a defensive stance. He seems surprised when I growl back. Throwing his hands up in the air as he rolls his eyes at me and walks out. “Where are you going?” I call out down the hallway but he keeps walking
Ryans POV I know what I saw, I don’t care if she wants to deny it. She has her wolf. She has met her mate. He was at the Moon Ball and I had let him leave. There is pure fear in her green eyes as she peers up at me. Her body was trembling, I hadn’t seen her this way before, even when I punished her. She was truly scared. Aria drove me mad. I don’t know why, but she did, I wanted to punish her and care for her at the same time. Here in this moment, she really thought she was telling me the truth. Reaching down I grab her hand. There were no marks, no signs that she had shifted before, but she definitely had claws. To be able to partially shift, she needed to have fully shifted.. “I will ask you once more, Aria. Did you meet your mate at the Moon Ball?” She shakes her head, her dark hair fanning out as she bites on to her bottom lip. I wasn’t going to get answers from her, not now. Not why she was refusing to tell me anything.. Rolling my eyes, I drop her hand, and walk to the bat
Aria’s POV He leaves me standing alone, as he hurries from the room. I was gobsmacked, not only was Ryan my mate, but he was hiding something from me. Wolves couldn’t heal other wolves, it was just impossible. So how had he done it? I take a moment to look in the mirror, confused by how easily I had healed. Thin pink lines sat on my skin which were quickly fading. Rummaging through Ryan’s closet, I pull out one of his t-shirts, and hastily yank it on. It was big on me, almost reaching my knees, but it did the job. I had to get out of here! Hammering on the door, no one answers, not immediately. I start screaming for help when I hear a female voice on the other side, a voice that I recognised. “Please stop Aria, you will make it worse” “Bea?” I didn’t understand, the Doctor had told me that Kyle had gotten away with Bea. How was my best friend here?. “Yes, please just keep your voice down!” “I thought you escaped with Kyle” I whisper through the locked door. “I did, but they fo
Ryan’s POV I try my hardest to move us away from the rocks but the current was strong and was quickly dragging us along. It’s Aria that hits the rocks instead of me. Her head colliding with them with a massive bang and a large gash appears on her forehead. Blood spills quickly, the red bleeding into the clear water. Her body stills instantly, her head falling to one side as she slips under the water. Struggling to keep her afloat as well as pull her towards the river bank, I let my wolf take over. Strength surges through me as I shift, but I finally manage to get us out. Hauling our bodies out, Aria remains still, her chest unmoving. Quickly shifting back, I start compressions, begging that she makes it through. Now was not the time for her to die. As water spurts from her mouth, she takes a deep breath, one that makes her whole body shudder as she coughs and splutters. I could not believe how stupid she had been, but I still sigh with relief as she breathes. “Fuck Aria, why would
Aria’s POV Glaring at Ryan, I was annoyed that he had decided that now should be the time to talk. “So you are finally going to tell me? Explain why you killed my parents, why you disappeared in the night, why you whipped me?” I snap at him, my arms folding across my chest as I feel my heartbeat quicken. I was confused and annoyed by his sudden change of interest, his sudden need to talk to me. “Your father fucked up!” “What?” “I am just trying to tell you what happened!” “My father did no such thing. He was a good man, he let you stay, you’re the one that screwed him over!” I wasn’t listening to this, my father was a good man who would do anything for his pack. “Aria, the Blood Oath, it isn’t what you think it is!”. “What are you trying to say Ryan?” my foot was now tapping on the floor. I couldn’t bring myself to look at him, otherwise I may just attack him. “The Blood Oath your father made me take, it wasn’t what you thought it would be, it was one where I was forced t
Ryan’s POV I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her as she leaves. I was confused that she hadn’t asked more questions about the news of me being a Hybrid. I was certain she would have more questions. She also hadn’t pushed the matter when it came to Bea, but I had no plans of letting them see each other, even if I did tell her that I would think about it. Remaining in the office, I think over our conversation. Aria was in complete denial over the news of her father. Yet she hadn’t really said much when I told her that I was a Hybrid and for some reason, it bothered me. It wasn’t like her, Aria liked to know the ins and outs of everything, so why had she been so quiet about my identity? After a few hours of no commotion, I head back to the bedroom with food for Aria, maybe I should have checked on her. Though I believed her when she told me that she would go back to the bedroom. Passing Bea who was carrying a pile of sheets, her head drops as soon as she sees me “Alpha” she quietly ackn