Anastasia POV
The alarm clock on the desk I was using to read rang and I turned it off. It was already 6am.I sighed and took off my glasses and kept it on the desk.
I lazily stood up from the chair and dragged myself to the bathroom to brush my teeth and freshen up.
I brushed my teeth automatically and took a bath. After taking my bath I opened my wardrobe and took off my ironed school uniform. I looked at it with dreadful eyes but I still had to put it on .
I got dressed and put books in my backpack. It doesn't matter if it was in the backpack, I am sure it will end up on the floor somehow.I zipped up my backpack and left my room to the kitchen where I saw mum making breakfast.
"Good morning mum" I greeted.
"Morning hun ,did you even get any sleep last night?" Mum asked .
"A little"
" Oh dear , what will I do with you? All you do all day is read " mum said.
"I need good grades mum" I replied.
"You are already the top in your class every year so why are you reading this much Anna?" Mum asked .
"The eggs burning mum " I said to her and she turned to the pan and sure enough it was burning,I shook my head.
"Oh my goodness!" Mum exclaimed as she turned off the stove ,I sat down on the breakfast table .
" This is all your fault, " mum said to me.
"I wasn't the one who told you not to look, " I replied.
"Hump silly girl "mum ignored me as she continued preparing breakfast.
I stared at mum and wondered how she looks so pretty even when cooking. Daniel, my older brother, took her looks ,while I was left with nothing but this face that got me into trouble.
I helped mum set the dining table and soon after Dad and Daniel joined us.
"Good morning Dad" I smiled at him.
"Morning Anna, how was your night?" Dad asked as he sat .
"It was fine "
"She was reading all night again," mum added.
"Is there anything wrong with reading?" Dad asked mum,mum pouted in return.
I wonder at times how mum could be so free and act childish without a care in the word.
"It's wrong she's reading a lot these days. Is anything happening in school Daniel?" Mum asked Daniel .
"Mum she's over there asking her, ''Daniel responds grumpily.
" don't talk to me like that young man" mum sounded annoyed.
"That's enough let me eat in peace,apologize to your mum Daniel" dad said .
"Sorry mum"
" I can't believe you Daniel, you know nothing about your sister," mum said.
Daniel gave me the look as if I was the one who made him get scolded.
We ate in silence after that we headed to school separately.
Our school was not far away so we walked to school.
When I got to the gate I stood still and took a deep breath.
"Move it duck" someone said and shoved me.
I can't even rest when I am standing still and doing nothing.
"Anna !" a familiar voice shouted from behind and I turned around and sure enough it was Sarah, my best friend,she ran up to.
"How was your weekend ?" She asked, smiling happily and I couldn't help but smile.
"It was the same ,what about yours?" I said as we walked into school,she rolled her eyes at my reply.
"It was so lovely and magical," she said dreamingly.
"What happened ?" I asked.
"Someone asked me out and I went on a date"
"Wow you didn't tell me" I said
"I thought he was kidding, " Sarah replied.
"Who's it?" I asked .
"Anthony"
"Your crush? That's awesome!" I squealed.
"Shhh… don't shout." Sarah said.
"Sorry I couldn't help it" I smiled,she has liked Anthony for so long but she just couldn't confess to him.
"It's fine, I'm just happy that my 16 years old wish has come true. I thought I would turn 17 without having my first boyfriend," she said happily.
My mum and Sarah's are best friends and they gave birth to us the same year but different months ,we have been best friends since kindergarten.
"You should find yourself a pretty boy Anna,your 16 is when you become a young adult "Sarah said.
" Who would want to date me?"I asked and she frowned.
"Don't talk down on yourself Anna, you are beautiful," she replied.
"Hump"I said then I saw a familiar figure in front of me and I stood still while he smirked.
"Anna!" Vincent shouted.
I turned around to walk in a different direction.
"Don't even try it" Vincent shouted as he took strides towards me,it was meaningless running,because he got to me in a blink of an eye.
"Trying to run?" He smirked.
"Vincent hey how was your weekend?''Sarah asked him trying to distract him I guess.
" I wasn't talking to you or do you need my attention? " he asked Sarah who gulped and shook her head. Vincent is the captain of our school football team,he has a well built body that's terrifying so no one dares him.
"Vincent." I called slowly, afraid to look at him.
"Who gave you the right to call my name ?" He asked as he smacked my head.
"Argh!" I fell and Sarah ran to my side.
"I just asked how your weekend was, you could just answer dummy," he said.
"What's going on there?" a teacher asked
Oh my luck.
"Nothing sir, she just fell, clumsy, Anna" Vincent told the teacher.
"Get ready for class Vincent" the teacher told him and he glanced at me before leaving.I stood up and I saw Daniel in the corner staring as usual.
"Older siblings are meant to take care of their younger ones" I remember mum's words.
Vincent is in the same class with my dear brother so I guess he is 18 as well. My brother never told him to stop bullying me. I know he won't.
My highschool life was a mess because I was bullied often,like almost every single day ,and if you report them for bullying you just dug a hole for yourself.
To them I was just an ugly freak.
You know highschool is that time in life that matters the most,because it's like the bridge that connects us to the adult world and if that bridge is scattered or broken you won't survive that long,while I don't believe that I know I will get past this.
I went to class as if nothing had happened.
Anastasia POV As I got to my desk I saw the scribbled notes on my desk-Nerd ,geek.... I didn't bother looking at it as I sat down. These words didn't bother me anymore. I was used to it, Sarah sat beside me . A few minutes later the school bell rang and our English teacher walked in,we greeted her and class commenced. I paid full attention to her but most of my classmates were uninterested,since one of them took it upon himself to bother me,he was throwing papers at me ,should I even ask why he was doing it. I turned around and Dennis smiled at me and I rolled my eyes at him and concentrated but sure enough he continued what he was doing. "Dennis, what are you doing?" Mrs Stella asked him,and he was caught red handed. "Nothing ma" he answered .
Anastasia POV I was so nervous when I walked into school the next day ,running away from Vincent wasn't such a good idea ,but if I stayed I wouldn't have gone home unscathed. I was scared. The only thing that I was thinking about was how unbalanced this life is. What I did wrong to be getting bullied. I was walking with my head down as I always do to avoid people noticing me. I took each step with caution as if he was waiting for me in each corner,lucky for me I didn't run into him and went to class. When the bell rang indicating it was time for lunch I sneaked out of class with a book ,the lunch I had at home and my bottle of water ,then I made my way to my secr
Anastasia POV Our school football team won the match that they were preparing so hard for. This past week has been so wonderful, Vincent was so busy that he didn't have time to bully me . Miss Sofia, our English teacher, was writing on the whiteboard. She's so young but yet she is already a graduate . I remember the first time she walked into our class ,she was wearing a wrap dress and kitten heels,her hair was packed in a bun,she looked so elegant and she had a round baby face ,that she might be mistaken for a student. She was fresh out of college but she was so smart ,I wanted to be like her, confident ,smart and beautiful. I dream of the day that I would be confident and outspoken, I was more of a book worm that got good grades,I never really liked interacting much with people. I went to my secret hideout during lunch break so I could have some alone time but I was surprised to see the nameless guy there. What's he doing here?
Anastasia POV I was so conscious of my surrounding when I came to school the next day,I don't know why Caleb stood up for me,should I call it a good thing or a bad thing because i'm glancing around me from time to time to see if Vincent wanted to sneak up on me and bully me because of what happened yesterday. Thank goodness he didn't get into trouble with Mr Samuel or I would be to blame even though I did nothing wrong ,am sure I will be the one who is at fault, that's how bully's pin the punishments teachers give them on you. I wonder what they gain from bullying ,highschool is a time where we are supposed to have fun and make friends but some ingrates don't want to appreciate it. I always dreamed of making a lot of friends when I got into highschool but what I met was just bullying and calling of names.
Anastasia POV I smuggled my pillow not wanting to wake up even after my alarm had gone off,I turned off the alarm and rolled around in the bed for a while before deciding to stand up. I didn't read last night and I was certainly not ready to go to school this morning. What is there to look forward to and expect to learn,it's not like I have friends in school. I sat at the edge of the bed thinking about how much I have nothing going on in my life except books and studying,Sarah the only friend I have now, has a boyfriend and she barely spends time with me. Even if we meet up all she talks about is Anthony. I am not jealous or anything but I also want someone to date and laugh with. I want friends to talk to and hang out with.I tried interacting with my classmates but they always ignored me or bullied me. I just don't know if I should be trying this hard to fit in,was it actually worth it? I looked at the nightstand and it was already 6:33. I am late but yet
Anastasia POV BACK TO PRESENT.Thinking about it now I wonder why I never said anything to Mom or Dad.Maybe if I did it would have been different now.They would have scolded him and maybe he would have changed..just maybe.Maybe he would have continued to treat me as a nobody.I stayed quiet for so long that I got used to his treatment.Avoiding him in school was the only thing I did.If he wasn't proud to call me his younger sister I would stay away. I walked to school and got to class safely ,nothing eventful happened except Dennis getting on my nerves during class.I don't know if he is just out to bother me each day. When the bell of breakfast rang , Sarah decided to eat lunch together with me in the cafeteria. She had this sad
Anastasia POV The school bell rang indicating school was over and I couldn't feel more at ease.I just wanted to leave this place.I stuffed my books into my backpack as Sarah did the same. "Do you have any plans for the weekend?" Sarad asked as she zipped her backpack . "Not really just reading, " I replied nonchalantly.She knew what I did each weekend and she still has to ask,what's she up to? "Why don't we hang out tomorrow,what do you think?" Sarah asked and I looked at her suspiciously.Sarah never offers to hang out because I turn her down mist times.We might be best friends but we have different hobbies... "I don't think I can do that ,have you forgotten we were given an English and biology assignment. " I replied as I carried my backpack and she did the same. 
Anastasia POV The alarm clock on my reading table rang and I turned it off. It was already 6:30. I stretched my sore body.I woke up by 3 am to study and do my assignment. I know I should be resting during the weekend but I felt it was unnecessary to sleep and waste time instead of studying. I was so exhausted but I felt enlightened by the book I was reading. I lazily dragged myself into the bathroom where I stood In front of the mirror looking at the stranger I saw. I has changed from the once happy and intelligent girl to this nerd,my hair was messy I hardly even took care of it now,I had bags under my eyes it's shouldn't be this way for a highschool student but I choose it to be a better version of myself, but was my choice right ? Am I actually doing the right thing by studying and not trying to blend in to School? I was more like an outsider in school and no one wanted to hang out with the nerd. I exhaled deeply as I held the washbasin,I just wa