This Is Your Fault

ZACHARY'S POV

"You did this, it's your fault. You never loved me enough. I begged and begged and begged Zachary you barely have time for me…." Zeme went on and on without stopping. The man next to her was trying to comfort her as she went on and on about it was my fault for cheating. I didn't really know how to feel about it, it probably hurt a little since I actually liked Zeme but again it was my fault like always.

My secretary was way more hotter than her but I didn't go around sleeping with her or any other women. But I was always the problem, I didn't even look at any other woman, but somehow it's my fault again.

"Why didn't you ever touch me ? Haven touched me and it was amazing. I couldn't get enough of him.." she was hurt I was aware but honestly I should be the one screaming at her for uttering that rubbish.

"Did you like it ?" That was the only question that left my lips. Zeme went mute immediately, she was probably expecting me to get violent or something.

"Did I like it. ?" She recites my question right back to me. "Yes. Haven how was she ? From a scale of one to ten, you gotta be honest buddy." Both of them look baffled at my question.

"I've been wanting to try her out but I'm glad at least someone got to screw her instead of me. So how was it ?" Haven was conflicted on whether to answer my question or not. He looked at Zeme who was also confused as well. "She..she was good." Haven replied in a quiet tone.

"Good ?" I rehearsed back to him. "That's a 5, you couldn't have pacify me bed to begin with. I need at least a 9." My gaze fell to Zeme who just realized she messed up. Her eye widened and tears slowly streamed down her face. "Zachary.."

"Don't you dare call my name. Get out, it's over." I yelled at the top of my voice. Zeme immediately fell on her face, begging for me to forgive her. I thought she would be different but I was wrong. Like a cycle I kept getting cheated on and the first thing that came out of the women who did this was, this is your fault.

"Please forgive me, I was stupid, I just wanted you to at least be pained. You never touched me and it drove me crazy. You always flirt with that secretary of yours, you gave her attention but not me. What does she have that I don't ?" Zeme yelled.

"I only gave attention to Olivia because she's my secretary. And not the kind of attention you're thinking. I didn't cheat on you Zeme, you did." I said casting my gaze over to her. "Then apologize and I'll leave. Apologize for making me crave your attention and touch, apologize for driving me to this extent. That's the least you could do." She looks at me with her red puffy eyes trying to build a bridge to avoid the tears from building up.

"You know this is your fault, I don't understand how it's mine though but I want you out of my house. I'm sorry." I uttered. "You have 15 mins, I don't want to see either of you after that period. Dress up, pack your stuff and get out." I turned the other way exiting the room. If I stayed any longer I might have punched Haven, I didn't know him and that's more of a good reason to punch the bastard.

I couldn't punch Zeme, no matter how angry I was, she was the one who brought the base born to my house and proceeded to fornicate with him on my bed. The thought of that only made me gag.

Fifteen minutes passed, Haven and Zeme stood outside the gates of my mansion, Haven was busy comforting her while she smiled painfully like she got out of a abusive relationship, it was as if Haven was her savior and I was the abuser. Anyone would think the same if they didn't have the full story.

Again the house was quiet, it wasn't that much of a difference since Zeme didn't bring much when she moved in. She brought some clothes and basic necessities. The mansion was big so it wasn't that noticable to feel as if something was missing. The cleaners always dropped by on Thursdays and Fridays. The house had a top notch security system so there was no need for security guards and I barely come home so I didn't bother buying foodstuff. Zeme on the other hand ordered which reminds me I have to change the pin again.

This wouldn't have happened if Jacob stopped setting me up on blind dates, I wouldn't have dated all those women he recommended on dad's behalf and I would not have met Zeme.

Unlike the rest, she was loud, beautiful and intelligent, her intelligence didn't last long though.

I face palmed myself and froze, I admit I'm hurt. The only reason I came home in the first place was because Zeme called me claiming she was sick and I decided to call work off and see my ex girlfriend banging a strange man in my bedroom. It hurt most because she intentionally called me so I could meet her with him.

I hear someone attempting to access the pin to the door. Their access was granted I go down to see who it was. My eyes cast down on Jacob. He walked in with his hands hidden in his pocket. I stared at him up on the middle of the stair way.

"You look like you got your heart torn out.." I said as he smirked. "I did, so do you." Jacob replied running his right hand through his hair.

"Zeme cheated on me." Jacob immediately looked up with a bewildered expression. "Where is she ?" He asked. "She left with her partner in crime I kicked her out." I sighed bruising my palm on my face.

"I proposed to Hannah." I froze on the mention of that name. "Are you insane ?" I asked.

"I love her.." he uttered. "She's the daughter of the previous late godfather. What were you thinking ? She's evil." I yelled recalling every encounter I've come across with that woman.

"She's not evil, she's hurt and she didn't even accept my proposal.." Jacob said in a sorrowful tone.