The Life Of Me

Alexander's POV

I have never been so scared in my entire life before. I never in my life thought that I could find myself at this place having to make the hardest decision of my life. I planned a baby shower for my wife hoping that she would have the time of her life. I never thought that I would be rushing her to the emergency room only a few hours later and somehow I feel like all of this is partly my fault. I say this is partly my fault because I know that she was on bed rest and that she was supposed to be at home in her bed and not out and about.

I am trying to put my family back together and so I am doing everything I can to make sure that it happens. I threw that baby shower because I wanted to do something nice for her before she gives birth. I wasn't able to do this when my son was born because I didn't know about him. I know that things are not going perfectly between my wife and I but I just want to make things right. A lot has happened between us ever since we got married