At The End Of It All

Ella's POV

Carrying Bradley was hard on me emotionally, knowing that I had to give him up gave me sleepless nights, I even wondered if I would ever be able to go through with it. It was an emotional turmoil for me but physically, it was a breeze. The morning sickness didn't last long. Even the baby bump was not too visible, I carried him full term and at the end, I delivered a bouncing healthy baby boy, he was so beautiful, so perfect. I almost backed out of giving him up, telling myself that I would run away and start a new life with my son.

I knew that a lot of women where doing it and while others where lucky to make a good life for their children, for others it was just too much to bare and as a result many others have struggled to do so. I didn't want that for my son. My parents have their mistakes but they gave me a good childhood. I got everything I wanted. Two loving parents and everything I could ask for. As an only child they gave me everything and they made sure that I was