Leah
“Wow, Hayley, this place is gorgeous.” I let out a low whistle as I spin on the spot, taking in the stunning scenery. It looks even more gorgeous with the sun beaming down. It’s breath-taking. The surface of the lake sparkles as sunlight dances across it. A slight ripple carries across the shimmering water as a gentle breeze provides some soft respite to the heat.
The bright green leaves in the surrounding trees sway in the wind, and there’s a lush forest right behind Hayley’s old house. The restored cabin juts up against a hill. The view continues around the lakeshore, broken only by the occasional house or jetty built at the side of the lake. It’s so peaceful here. It feels so remote, so calm and restorative, but is only walking distance to the quaint little town of Grey Ridge.
“You would have seen it last time, except…” Hayley trails off, turning from her spot at the bottom of the stairs and grimacing.
“Except… some lunatic set our guesthouse on fire?” I offer, and she frowns at me, not appreciating my bluntness. “What? That is what happened, isn’t it?”
Hayley is my older sister, and she recently moved to Grey Ridge to escape an abusive relationship, falling madly in love and getting engaged within a few months of arriving here. I thought she had lost her mind, but I can see how much she loves it here. Cooper, her husband, adores her. She’s sickeningly happy, and she deserves every second after what she has been through. Hayley’s hen party ended in disaster when the local guest house burned to the ground. She’s still sore about it, and bitterly disappointed that our first visit to her new home hadn’t quite been the magical trip she had been hoping for.
I step up beside her and wrap my arm around her slim shoulders.
“I still had a great time at your hen, Hayley,” I whisper, and she snorts, rolling her eyes at me. “I did! Shots, handsome barman, quality time with my sisters, getting woken up in the middle of the night by the hot barman…” I wink at her, and Hayley barks out a laugh before she can stop herself.
“He was waking you up to get you out of a burning building, Leah, not waking you up in a good way.” She grins at me and bumps me with her hip, coming out of her little funk already.
“I’ll take what I can get. Any good-looking man in my bedroom counts as a win, no matter the circumstances.”
“I thought you’d be living life to the fullest in college. Nobody there got your attention?” Hayley quirks a brow at me, knowing full well that my previously very active social life at school forced me to become a hermit for the last two months, cramming like crazy. I give a dramatic sigh and toss my hair over my shoulder, and Hayley rolls her eyes at my antics.
“They’re boys Hayley, I need a man.” I wriggle my eyebrows at her, and she giggles, shaking her head at me. “You know what I mean. Beneath all that charm, Cooper strikes me as the bossy type. Is he as commanding in the bedroom as he is out of it?”
Hayley blushes a deep shade of pink, and I know I’ve hit the nail on the head. The night of the fire, Cooper arrived and took charge, ordering everyone around and keeping everyone safe. There’s something appealing about a man who’s calm and in control.
“I’ll take that as a yes.” I open my mouth to keep tormenting her when I take in her wide-eyed expression and the sharp warning shake of her head.
Shit.
The gravel crunches under heavy footsteps that weren’t there a second ago. This person is making their presence obvious on purpose. I bite my lip a little and wince, and Hayley smirks.
“I’d prefer not to hear about my little brother’s bedroom activities if that’s ok?”
His voice is deep and lazy, slipping like silk down my back, and I have to suppress a little shudder. I’ve looked at that picture more times than I care to admit, but I’m still not prepared for how gorgeous he is in person and the effect that just hearing him speak has on me. I plaster on a cheeky smile to stop my mouth from falling open when I turn to face him.
“Good point. It’ll only make me jealous anyway,” I quip, before stepping up to meet him on his steady march toward us. I extend a hand to greet him.
“Leah Walker,” I say. “Nice to meet you, partner!” His easy gait falters, just for a split second, before he meets my eye and grasps my hand firmly in his.
“Rex Jones.” I notice he doesn’t say that it’s nice to meet me too. Oh, he’s going to be a tough nut to crack, but I love a challenge. He’ll warm up to me, eventually.
“Hayley tells me you’ve been busy getting this place all sorted. Want to show me around?” I ask.
He blinks from me to Hayley and back again with those dark hazel eyes before letting out a slow exhale. It’s like just being in my presence for more than a few seconds already has him exhausted. I hide my smile as I glance over at Hayley’s tense face. She warned me he wasn’t chatty…… which means I’m probably his worst nightmare.
“I promise I won’t talk… much.”
He looks down at me in shock as I voice what is obviously his concern. I make the Girl Scout’s sign, but I’m pretty sure I have it wrong. I never went to scouts. He glances at my fingers, raised in an odd salute, and rolls his eyes.
Without saying a word, he turns and takes the steps two at a time, leading the way, before pushing the front door open with one large, splayed hand.
His fingers are long and tanned, and I see the muscles of his forearm flex as he pushes the door wider, leaving enough room for me to walk past. I can tell he wanted to charge inside and put some distance between us, but his good manners got the better of him.
Hot, reluctant, and grumpy, but raised well. This man is my kryptonite. It will not be a hardship to spend the summer with him.
“Em… so… this is obviously the living space.” Hayley begins the tour. “And the kitchen. There’s a separate dining room next door.” She gestures towards an open door, and I poke my head into the room. It’s set up with three long tables, all with views out over the water from the new large windows. I remember Hayley mentioning them getting installed.
“It’s perfect.” There’s no other way to describe it. I smile at her, and she nods, glancing around with obvious satisfaction at what an amazing job she did on the renovation.
“Are you sure about this, Hayley, letting us use it?” I pull her to a stop in the hallway and look around, soaking in the love and attention to detail she poured into the decor. She nods and pats my hand, gazing around with a wistful expression at what she had hoped would be her fresh start.
“I am. I love it so much that I don’t want to sell it, but it would kill me to leave it sitting here empty. Since that night, I just cannot bring myself to be here on my own, though.”
That night is the one where her abusive ex tracked her down and attacked her here, in her new home… forever tainting it with terrible memories. I squeeze her hand, letting her know I understand, and she blinks back the tears threatening to fall before straightening her back and turning toward the stairs.
Rex’s gaze is intent as he watches her and reaches out to touch her arm as she passes. It’s a small but meaningful gesture of comfort.
I know right then that every word she said about him being a good guy is true. He truly cares for her.
“Rex,” I whisper, and he pauses with one foot on the bottom step, turning to me with one eyebrow raised. “Thank you for being there that night. Hayley told me you helped Cooper find her.”
He nods and shrugs, uncomfortable with the praise.
“I’m glad I was here, but it was Cooper who found her,” he says, deflecting any credit away from his own involvement.
“Well, it means a lot that you were all looking out for her. So, thanks.”
Before he moves away again, I can’t help pulling him into a big hug. It’s impulsive, but I want to show just how much I appreciate what he did. I stretch up to press a quick kiss to his cheek, but he’s as stiff as a plank. Guess he’s not one for physical displays of affection. Awkward.
I force myself to step back and release him quickly, hoping I haven’t overstepped the mark. He looks down at me warily, suspicion in his eyes. Maybe it’s too much to hope for, but after a moment, he seems amused rather than offended by my invasion of his personal space. Rex is still watching me as I turn and bound up the stairs after Hayley.
Once Hayley’s shown me where all the supplies were to prepare the rooms, we move the tour outside to the studio. It was a shed before being remodelled. There’s another beautiful view of the lake, and mirrors on two out of the three solid walls. They make the room look bigger.
“Wow,” I breathe, “I love it.”
“Rex did it all,” Hayley says, looking at Rex, who doesn’t acknowledge the comment, just tips his head slightly and bends to examine a join in the new wooden floor. Or pretend to examine it. He just doesn’t want the attention.
“Well, it’s better than I’d ever imagined, so thank you both.” I know I’m gushing, but I mean every word.
The wall of the glass has folding doors, which, when pushed all the way back, let the fresh air in. They open up onto a small deck built outside, making the space even larger. I can just picture doing classes here pretty much outside, surrounded by nature. It’s the type of space I could only dream of having. It’s gorgeous. I close my eyes and inhale a deep breath, savouring the moment.
I can already tell this is going to work out. My sister is always right, much as it kills me to admit it.
“Come on, Rexy boy, I need you to show me your balls.”
Hayley shakes her head, glaring at me to warn me to behave.
“Yoga balls, obviously. Get your mind out of the gutter, sis.” I smirk at Hayley, who’s attempting to smother a smile.
I think Rex is more than capable of handling little old me. Especially judging by the way his eyes sparkle at my terrible joke.
I don’t think he’s as straight-laced as he likes to let on at all… and it’s going to be fun finding out.
Rex There is something so peaceful about being up before dawn when the rest of the world is still sleeping, and everything is quiet. I inhale deeply, my chest rising as I pull in a lungful of crisp country air. The heavenly smell of damp leaves and fresh rain float in the air as I stare out at the picturesque lake view at the front of the bed-and-breakfast. The weak morning sun is just peeking over the tops of the trees, and it softly illuminates the slight haze hanging low over the water. It’s breath-taking. The porch light comes on as I walk up the steps to the front door. A sensor light was one of the extra security measures Cooper installed around the property after Hayley’s attack. Somehow, I don’t think any amount of lighting or alarms will ever be enough to make her feel completely safe here again. He felt like he needed to try because she poured her heart and soul into renovating this property. But a new start in a new home is probably better for both of them. I can see the
Rex Silently, I follow her into the kitchen and wait while she pulls down two mugs and fills them up. I love my coffee and I already know this is the good stuff. For such a chatterbox, she doesn’t seem to find my lack of small talk awkward. Leah gestures down the hall and goes into the small room we have set aside as an office. My jaw nearly hits the floor as I take the space in. It’s transformed. Yesterday, there was nothing in here except an old desk, a chair, and an empty grey filing cabinet. This morning, it looks like a professional office. Brand new shelves adorn the white walls, filled with lever arch files in a variety of colours. The side of the desk has cubbies full of leaflets for local attractions and brochures, for the pack’s other hotels and businesses such as Ethan and Cooper’s microbrewery. Leah pinned a map of the public forest surrounding us to a corkboard hanging on one wall. She’s marked out local hiking trails and added colour-coded pins to show the suitable cam
Leah My singing along to the radio had not gone down well. It turns out alpha males don’t love pop music sung out of tune… or with the wrong words. When Rex stared at me in horror before reaching over to turn it off, I didn’t bother fighting with him. I can take a hint. I thought we were bonding in the office. His expression was marginally less stony, and his stiff posture had relaxed as well. I swear I almost saw a smile. That’s the Rex equivalent of doing cartwheels. We even had a moment over schedules and hiking paths when our fingers touched. At least I thought we’d had a moment. Maybe it’s just my ovaries trying to trick me into making babies with this perfect specimen of manliness. I don’t know what happened, but something soured Rex’s mood since he offered to show me around, so I’m just leaving him alone. He drums his fingers against the leather steering wheel and seems to be deep in thought. About what, I’ve no clue. Rex has retreated into his shell and is mulling something
Rex I don’t know whether I want to kiss her or throw her out of the damn truck and speed off into the distance. She’s just sitting there, tap tapping away on her phone. Not a care in the world while I fidget in my seat, my hard-on refusing to go away while the sweet scent of her arousal lingers in the air. It’s driving me crazy, so I jab my finger down hard on the controls, opening every window simultaneously. Leah glances up, amused at my crankiness, before returning to whatever mindless scrolling she is doing. She rubs a hand down her upper arm where the cool air is blasting across her skin. A quick look confirms her nipples are stiff peaks, straining against the front of her tank top. There is no way in hell she can meet Danny like that, so I close the windows again and turn up the heat. She looks my way but again says nothing, choosing not to comment on my weird behaviour. Those big brown eyes seem a little too all-knowing and all-seeing for my comfort. Leah is dangerous to me.
Rex Instead of following everyone inside right away, I sit down on the steps and put my head in my hands, focusing on my breathing and try to regain some equilibrium. My fuse has always been short, even for an alpha, but I feel like any progress I made clawing back some control over my crazed wolf is slipping right through my fingers. He’s become unmanageable and wild since the rejection a year ago. Downright feral, if I dare to be honest with myself. I need to exercise a lot to keep him calm. Being outdoors grounds him. So, whenever I can, I disappear off into the wild for a night or two. Especially when I feel the tug of the mate bond or the agony of Stacey being with her fiancé. Leah and her carefree attitude have blown all that careful management of my mood away. I wanted her so badly. Just the idea that Nathan is going to pursue her has my blood pressure shooting sky-high. It makes little sense. She’s not mine, even though my body behaves otherwise. I can’t be with someone else
Leah Chase is right. There is something fishy going on around here, I know it. After Rex pretended not to storm off in a huff, and then Nathan pretended not to rush off after him, they left me with a very shifty and very uncomfortable-looking Danny. I truly hope they’re not whack-jobs, for Hayley’s sake. The entire gang is growing on me. Especially Rex. He’s got that whole macho, dark and brooding vibe going on, but I can tell there’s a softer side deep down that I haven’t seen yet. Deep, deep down. But I quite like that. There’s just something about a man who doesn’t wear his heart on his sleeve. Maybe it appeals to me because I’m the complete opposite. I can’t stop every thought I have from flying out of my mouth. Hayley intercepts me as I wave goodbye to a relieved looking Danny. I was about to follow in the direction that Rex and Nathan went, but she not too subtly steps in front of me to block my view of the hall door. Not before I glimpse Jonathan Jones sneaking back inside
Leah Rex lowers himself gingerly onto the stool and slumps against the back, while I get a glass of water and place it into his trembling hands. He drinks it in one go, a few drops of water spilling from the corners of his mouth. Using the back of his hand, he wipes them away roughly. He’s out of breath and tips his head back as he recovers and regains control of his breath. I’m reluctant to leave him, but it only takes a few moments to go into the utility room to pull out the giant first aid kit I only stocked yesterday. He’s attempting to stand when I come back out. What the hell? I curse under my breath and race around in front of him before he can fall flat on his handsome face. He’s still unsteady on his feet. I can’t help but notice how small and delicate my hands look on his broad, muscular shoulders as I gently urge him back on the seat. His expression is strained, and I can see the pinch of pain around his eyes. He’s pale and drawn, and if he stood up now, I’d bet he’d keel
Rex Feeling like I have the worst hangover in the world, I roll over onto my stomach and press my face into the crisp, cool sheets. My nose picks up a familiar, tantalising scent, and it all comes rushing back to me. Leah. Me stumbling up the porch steps after my wolf refused to allow me to run home, or anywhere else. We had been out for hours, but no matter how far away I forced him to run, he fought and dragged me back here. To the bed-and-breakfast. To Leah’s front door. I must have scared her half to death, turning up bloodied and on the brink of collapse. But she cared for me, cleaned me up and tucked me into her own bed, even after I left her at the packhouse with no explanation. I press a pillow to my face and roar in frustration. Nobody is supposed to see me like that, at my very weakest. Shame washes over me as I think about it. Me, the big bad alpha, weak as kitten and vulnerable. What good am I can’t even look after myself, let alone anyone else? Leah’s scent overwhelms