Rex
There is something so peaceful about being up before dawn when the rest of the world is still sleeping, and everything is quiet. I inhale deeply, my chest rising as I pull in a lungful of crisp country air. The heavenly smell of damp leaves and fresh rain float in the air as I stare out at the picturesque lake view at the front of the bed-and-breakfast. The weak morning sun is just peeking over the tops of the trees, and it softly illuminates the slight haze hanging low over the water. It’s breath-taking.
The porch light comes on as I walk up the steps to the front door. A sensor light was one of the extra security measures Cooper installed around the property after Hayley’s attack. Somehow, I don’t think any amount of lighting or alarms will ever be enough to make her feel completely safe here again. He felt like he needed to try because she poured her heart and soul into renovating this property. But a new start in a new home is probably better for both of them.
I can see the soft glow of a lamp in the sitting-room window. The aroma of freshly ground coffee beans tells me Leah is up and about despite the early hour. Not hearing any movement inside, I tune into my senses and realise, to my surprise, that she is already outside. Following my nose, I wander around to the back of the house and start walking along a trail that hugs the shoreline, winding through the tall pine trees.
A few hundred feet along, I find Leah. She’s down on one knee, balanced precariously on a wide log jutting out over the water as she captures the sunrise with a very expensive-looking camera. I wince as she shifts position and the log moves, causing Leah to throw a hand out against the bark to steady herself. I hold my breath and groan, waiting for her to take a tumble into the dark, ice-cold water underneath her. There is no chance I’m jumping in to pull her out. Screw that. Hayley vouched for her swimming and water sports abilities. I guess we might find out sooner rather than later just how comfortable she is in the water.
She snaps a few shots, then stands and takes some more at a slightly different angle, adjusting and examining her work on the screen every few seconds. Her face is a picture of concentration as her gaze dances back and forth between the camera and the stunning shots she’s lined up. She straightens and tosses her long blonde curls back over her shoulder, finally satisfied with her work.
Leah exercises caution as she moves back along the log.
As soon as her feet are on dry land, I step out from the dark path. She gasps as I emerge from the shadows, one hand fluttering to her chest in shock.
“Jesus, Rex… You gave me a heart attack! Don’t sneak up on me like that!” She laughs breathlessly and steps forward to slap me gently on the arm.
“I didn’t want to startle you while you were concentrating.” I nod towards the makeshift viewing platform she’s just stepped down from. “It’s not the most sensible place to stand, Leah, unless you really wanted to test out how waterproof that camera is.”
She grins up at me as if I’ve complimented her inventiveness rather than told her off for being reckless. I can’t help but wonder what has her so buzzed, and my curiosity gets the better of me. Stepping past her, I edge out onto the log, hoping it’ll take my heavier weight and I won’t be the one taking a bath. I creep out a little further still, wanting to get the exact same view she had. She observes me quietly but expectantly, waiting for me to say something. When I get out far enough to see properly, I suck in a breath. Damn it.
“I’ve never seen the view from this angle, even though I’ve lived here my whole life. It’s unbelievable.” I admit, looking back at her over my shoulder, where a satisfied little smile spreads across her pretty features. I can’t really blame her for wanting to capture it. How did she even think to come down here?
Her eyes twinkle in triumph, as if she knows the praise she just got was shared reluctantly. Very reluctantly.
Pushing the camera into my hands, she leans in close to show me the pictures she just took. It’s obvious how talented she is, and how much she adores photography. Her curls tickle my arm, and I notice her hair smells like coconut.
“These will be brilliant for the site. I’ve already posted one this morning of my coffee from the porch, but these are much better.”
When I just blink at her, she sighs, pulling a fancy-looking phone from a hidden pocket in her yoga pants. She flicks to an artsy photo of a steamy mug sitting on the wooden railing, with the stunning lake view in the background. She looks at me eagerly, but I just stare blankly at her. It’s a nice photo. It’ll look good on the website. I don’t know what else she wants from me.
“Social media… this is how I’ve sold out the camp. We have an I*******m page with links and promotions. I have a pretty big following of my own and…” Leah sighs and puts her hands on her hips when she sees my eyes glaze over. “I sent you a twelve-page presentation, for God’s sake!”
“I’m here at 5:30 am every day. Do I look like a man that has time to read presentations?” I snap sharper than I meant to, stepping away to put more space between us. This girl seems to have no concept of personal boundaries. Not everyone is a hugger or is comfortable with all that touchy-feely stuff.
She just stares at me, ignoring my sharp comment, and waiting for me to respond like a grown up. We both know that the actual issue is that I have no interest in any of that stuff rather than having no time.
“But Hayley mentioned something about it. And it is a nice photo,” I concede, and she gives her head a tiny shake in exasperation before the megawatt smile is back. Her lips are full and shiny, she must have lip balm on. I can pick up the subtle scent of cherries. Frowning, I grit my teeth and give my head a little shake. I need to get a grip. Why do I care what the scent of her shampoo or the taste of her lip balm are?
“Right. Come on, Rexy boy. Let’s sit down and go through the schedule over a cuppa,” she suggests, giving my arm a quick squeeze before striding ahead and leading the way back to the house. It felt almost sympathetic, like she’s accepted the fact that I’m some kind of imbecile rather than someone who just actively dislikes social media. Why would I want a bunch of strangers to know what I’m up to all the time? Why would anyone?
It irks me, much like the new nickname she has given me. If I react, though, I know it will become a permanent thing. So, I keep my mouth shut and my face neutral. I hope Leah will forget all about it in the madness of the next few days. And it will be madness. We are nowhere near ready for the group of ten women set to arrive for the weekend.
She marches ahead confidently, oblivious to my grumpiness, or perhaps she just ignores it. Leah has only just arrived but is already comfortable issuing orders. I’m the most alpha wolf in town, and that includes the actual Alpha, but Leah couldn’t care less. It would be admirable, except she is oblivious to the powerful beast she has just given her back.
Just like Hayley, the alpha aura that affects other wolves doesn’t faze her. It’s refreshing, even if it will take some getting used to. It makes me worry about her safety, though. Soon, we’ll have shifters here. Once they arrive, she’ll have no idea who she’s dealing with or how dangerous they could be.
I take in her attire, and I’m impressed. Not by the way she fills out those pants, because that really is something to see. Not that I’m looking… but because she has a practical pair of sturdy, well-worn boots on her feet, good socks, a fleece to ward off the morning chill, and a headlamp that she used to light the way while it was still dark. She seems to know what she’s at, and I’m relieved Hayley hasn’t oversold her credentials. I’m happy to take the lead on the camping trips and excursions, but I’ll still need someone who’s capable and comfortable in the great outdoors to help.
She bends forward to wipe some bark off her knees, and I groan under my breath. Those skin-tight leggings… we’ll have to bring in ugly, baggy trousers for the new uniforms. Leah seems oblivious to what wearing those pants with a figure like hers does to a man. I can’t spend my entire time going around putting errant wolves back in line for lusting over her taut thighs and pert ass. I grimace as I watch her climb up the porch stairs, her hips swaying from side to side. She bends over to open her laces and toe off her boots, and I almost bite through my lip at the sight of her luscious curves presented exactly the way I like them.
It has nothing to do with me. At least that’s what I tell myself. I just don’t want to spend my days keeping every asshole that comes through the door from hitting on the Luna’s baby sister.
That’s all it is.
Very excited to be kicking off this new book, hope you enjoy it!
Rex Silently, I follow her into the kitchen and wait while she pulls down two mugs and fills them up. I love my coffee and I already know this is the good stuff. For such a chatterbox, she doesn’t seem to find my lack of small talk awkward. Leah gestures down the hall and goes into the small room we have set aside as an office. My jaw nearly hits the floor as I take the space in. It’s transformed. Yesterday, there was nothing in here except an old desk, a chair, and an empty grey filing cabinet. This morning, it looks like a professional office. Brand new shelves adorn the white walls, filled with lever arch files in a variety of colours. The side of the desk has cubbies full of leaflets for local attractions and brochures, for the pack’s other hotels and businesses such as Ethan and Cooper’s microbrewery. Leah pinned a map of the public forest surrounding us to a corkboard hanging on one wall. She’s marked out local hiking trails and added colour-coded pins to show the suitable cam
Leah My singing along to the radio had not gone down well. It turns out alpha males don’t love pop music sung out of tune… or with the wrong words. When Rex stared at me in horror before reaching over to turn it off, I didn’t bother fighting with him. I can take a hint. I thought we were bonding in the office. His expression was marginally less stony, and his stiff posture had relaxed as well. I swear I almost saw a smile. That’s the Rex equivalent of doing cartwheels. We even had a moment over schedules and hiking paths when our fingers touched. At least I thought we’d had a moment. Maybe it’s just my ovaries trying to trick me into making babies with this perfect specimen of manliness. I don’t know what happened, but something soured Rex’s mood since he offered to show me around, so I’m just leaving him alone. He drums his fingers against the leather steering wheel and seems to be deep in thought. About what, I’ve no clue. Rex has retreated into his shell and is mulling something
Rex I don’t know whether I want to kiss her or throw her out of the damn truck and speed off into the distance. She’s just sitting there, tap tapping away on her phone. Not a care in the world while I fidget in my seat, my hard-on refusing to go away while the sweet scent of her arousal lingers in the air. It’s driving me crazy, so I jab my finger down hard on the controls, opening every window simultaneously. Leah glances up, amused at my crankiness, before returning to whatever mindless scrolling she is doing. She rubs a hand down her upper arm where the cool air is blasting across her skin. A quick look confirms her nipples are stiff peaks, straining against the front of her tank top. There is no way in hell she can meet Danny like that, so I close the windows again and turn up the heat. She looks my way but again says nothing, choosing not to comment on my weird behaviour. Those big brown eyes seem a little too all-knowing and all-seeing for my comfort. Leah is dangerous to me.
Rex Instead of following everyone inside right away, I sit down on the steps and put my head in my hands, focusing on my breathing and try to regain some equilibrium. My fuse has always been short, even for an alpha, but I feel like any progress I made clawing back some control over my crazed wolf is slipping right through my fingers. He’s become unmanageable and wild since the rejection a year ago. Downright feral, if I dare to be honest with myself. I need to exercise a lot to keep him calm. Being outdoors grounds him. So, whenever I can, I disappear off into the wild for a night or two. Especially when I feel the tug of the mate bond or the agony of Stacey being with her fiancé. Leah and her carefree attitude have blown all that careful management of my mood away. I wanted her so badly. Just the idea that Nathan is going to pursue her has my blood pressure shooting sky-high. It makes little sense. She’s not mine, even though my body behaves otherwise. I can’t be with someone else
Leah Chase is right. There is something fishy going on around here, I know it. After Rex pretended not to storm off in a huff, and then Nathan pretended not to rush off after him, they left me with a very shifty and very uncomfortable-looking Danny. I truly hope they’re not whack-jobs, for Hayley’s sake. The entire gang is growing on me. Especially Rex. He’s got that whole macho, dark and brooding vibe going on, but I can tell there’s a softer side deep down that I haven’t seen yet. Deep, deep down. But I quite like that. There’s just something about a man who doesn’t wear his heart on his sleeve. Maybe it appeals to me because I’m the complete opposite. I can’t stop every thought I have from flying out of my mouth. Hayley intercepts me as I wave goodbye to a relieved looking Danny. I was about to follow in the direction that Rex and Nathan went, but she not too subtly steps in front of me to block my view of the hall door. Not before I glimpse Jonathan Jones sneaking back inside
Leah Rex lowers himself gingerly onto the stool and slumps against the back, while I get a glass of water and place it into his trembling hands. He drinks it in one go, a few drops of water spilling from the corners of his mouth. Using the back of his hand, he wipes them away roughly. He’s out of breath and tips his head back as he recovers and regains control of his breath. I’m reluctant to leave him, but it only takes a few moments to go into the utility room to pull out the giant first aid kit I only stocked yesterday. He’s attempting to stand when I come back out. What the hell? I curse under my breath and race around in front of him before he can fall flat on his handsome face. He’s still unsteady on his feet. I can’t help but notice how small and delicate my hands look on his broad, muscular shoulders as I gently urge him back on the seat. His expression is strained, and I can see the pinch of pain around his eyes. He’s pale and drawn, and if he stood up now, I’d bet he’d keel
Rex Feeling like I have the worst hangover in the world, I roll over onto my stomach and press my face into the crisp, cool sheets. My nose picks up a familiar, tantalising scent, and it all comes rushing back to me. Leah. Me stumbling up the porch steps after my wolf refused to allow me to run home, or anywhere else. We had been out for hours, but no matter how far away I forced him to run, he fought and dragged me back here. To the bed-and-breakfast. To Leah’s front door. I must have scared her half to death, turning up bloodied and on the brink of collapse. But she cared for me, cleaned me up and tucked me into her own bed, even after I left her at the packhouse with no explanation. I press a pillow to my face and roar in frustration. Nobody is supposed to see me like that, at my very weakest. Shame washes over me as I think about it. Me, the big bad alpha, weak as kitten and vulnerable. What good am I can’t even look after myself, let alone anyone else? Leah’s scent overwhelms
Rex “What the fuck were you thinking?” My father growls out as I walk up the driveway to meet him. He glances quickly towards the windows, checking to see whether Leah is watching, before gesturing for me to go back in the direction I came, away from the house. “Sorry, Rex, I had to tell him. You know what he’s like.” Cooper holds his hands up in surrender when I glare at him. I’m annoyed, but I know deep down that I’m more annoyed at myself. This has been coming since I returned home a couple of months ago. My parents were going to find out. Eventually. I should have been man enough to discuss it with them before now. “Don’t look at him like that. He’s in enough trouble for hiding this already.” Dad looks at Cooper over his shoulder and a blast of his alpha aura has the two of us gritting our teeth. Cooper fights the urge to submit, barely, but I give in and tilt my head because he’s right. He’s making a point. Dad may have handed over his position to Cooper, but experience and st