Never once in my life that I felt like this. I thought I was going to die that every minute that I stay inside this room would get intern to be crazy.
It is not as if I am a good girl back when I was a little. Studying something that I don't like but even so, I do have a talent on it.“You are a fast learner Madame”Yeah yeah, say whatever you want. But instead of complimenting me, I would much appreciate if it you would help me with this.
Look, it doesn't seem like I am halfway there. It's been an hour yet… hah….“Do you know that when you were not here, I am the one who was handling these matters? It was so nice of you to come in this place. I am really sure that you would be a good madame of this house “The old man said as he smile as if he was so happy about the thing that is happening. Well indeed, maybe for him it was a happy location to celebrate since who would even want to handle this kind of matters.I then stop on my thoughts as I saw something that is not that good. Why does the sum of the total expenses last month do suit what it should be?The total expenses was way bigger than all of the expenses added. Looking at the old man he didn't react on my reaction. Wait, it is perhaps a challenge for me? … a some quite of a test maybe?” Mister head butler I think that there was something wrong about expenses last month““Yes, madam what is wrong about it?”
The way he answered me just confirmed my thoughts about them making this part of a test whether I would just let go such trivial matters or should I face it head on.
So that continued until I didn't notice that it was already time for dinner.
Stretching my hand as I let my back rest on the chair, it was a tough day indeed. That's was so lucky of me that I do have some knowledge about this kind of thing.Standing up, I almost fell on the ground as I lost my balance but luckily, I have a hold on the table making me regain my balance and foothold.It was so lucky that they had but there was already gone or else I would just make a call out of myself.“Oh my, that scared me”I mumbled as the door suddenly open revealing the head butler. “It seems like you are already done with your works madame”“Yes, it seems like it”
And just like how he used to smile just a while ago, he then offers me the way towards the dining hall.
Silently following him, I stretches my hands and fingers and I feel like I needed to do it or else my hand would be stiff as tone. I wonder when was the last time I write and focus my mind like that. Maybe that was way so long ago.And by that we already reach the dining hall. It reveals Aiden who was already eating. With the way his food looks, it seems like he is already finished.
Somehow, I wonder why I felt strange. The thoughts of someone waiting for you before they eat. The thoughts of someone smiling it he was she welcomes you on the dining table.'Lea, let’s eat while the food is hot. It would not be tasty if the soup is cold'
The thoughts of someone being happy to see you as you dine them in their meal.I wonder why I suddenly felt so unhappy right now. “What are you standing there for?”He asked with his cold voice as he wipe his mouth using that white handkerchief on his hands.“Nothing…”
I then look at the direction of the chair that was assigned to me. Looking at the view I have, even if the food in front of me looks delicious, I can't help but have no appetite to eat. “So, you already finished those files? “Hey ask pertaining about those files I managed to finish a while ago. I then nodded my head as a reply.Feeling how does pair of eyes was looking at me, I wonder what is his motives this time.Does he want me to clean these plates after he finish eating? Or maybe he does want me to clean the whole mansion before I go to sleep?I am not really quite sure why I am thinking like this but one thing is for sure, I am not happy any bit.Standing up he didn't utter any more words. He left, just like that. He left, not even looking back at me. It seems like… it would be just me to eat in this place huh…The silence that I was feeling right now, isn’t the silence I have been wanting to have. It wasn't pleasing in my ear. It was way more hurtful than any noise created by a falling bomb.Closing my eyes, I remember how I would put my hands together and give thanks for the food that I would eat. Looking at my right side, it makes me feel empty somehow..
..The light suddenly touches my eyes. It is blinding. I can't help but cover it using my hands. I was just sleeping yet, that kind of thing makes me be awake. Opening my eyes, I have no idea why there are people in front of me. Again, it was the three people who fixed me while I was asleep. But this time, there are two more people. It was the maid with a jolly personality with curly hair and the maid with a poker face and straight hair. Now… what is it this time?...“I would like to ask if it would be alright to refrain your people in touching me without my consent…”I am not sure if I do have the rights to say this. I am but his mere slave.“After the breakfast, you will come with me to the work. It would be better if you would make good connections with them. Do not let them think that we are not married. For them, we married year ago. You came back from the other country after you lost your family. It would be much more believable than to say you are working there”He stated not even minding my words. It seems like, just like what I thought, I have no right to say words like that.Still, that kind of situation… is he aware of my background story?
I wonder. As soon as the breakfast ended, again, those people changed my clothes for the second time this day. I am portraying to be his wife whom he married year ago. He also said that I am a consultant. That is my job in the country I am from. Acting… it was easy and hard at the same time. But if you are serious, it would be easy as one plus one. It would even be much better if those people you are fooling have no idea who you are.“Is she ready? “
“Yes sir”
And so, we went to the office he owns. I can say that this building was pretty big. I have no idea how many floors it has. Unlike the surrounding that I always see before... this was… quite a new scenery.
Closing my eyes, somehow… I miss the smell of grass freesia. That fruity scent that can be compare to fresh strawberries…. So, calming—Before I even have a happy time in remembering things that makes me happy, it was all suddenly became a bubble that someone deliberately popped. And yes, to state that someone, it was Aiden.“Hurry, the time is ticking”He stated as he fixed the curl on his coat. There is nothing I can do but do just as what he said. We entered the building. It was… more advanced than what I have thought. It is not that I am not familiar with these inventions. Even in the place where I lived with my grandparents, we are aware of the existence of these things. Even so, seeing it for yourself truly is a good experience “Good morning, Sir, the— good morning, Madame”I then look at the person who just greeted me. Slightly nodding my head in reply, he continued to explain his words to Aiden.“And this would be the schedule for today”That do sounds so full. I wonder what task would be given to me this time.Looking at Aiden, I was surprised when he already entered the elevator. Wait, did he just leave me?!?!Ding As soon as the door of the elevator closed, it left me hanging alone on the lobby. I have no idea of what would happen to me since I was just here because I went together with Aiden. Isn't he supposed to go upstairs together with me? Or is it just natural for him to go in his office without even looking back on where I was? It is not as if I was expecting something from him but as his wife on the public's eye, doing this would just make him be suspicious. Isn't it his main objective to make us look like a couple and not let anyone make suspicion about our relationship? Hmm… Now that I am here, I can’t possibly run up the stairs just to catch up with him. So, what now? What should I do? It is not as if I am so well informed about the things that I must do in this company. Well, it is not as if I have any… “Hello, miss. Good day. May I ask why you are here? Do you need something? What can I help you?” It was a nice lady having a fairly good skin. Her hair is also in a neat
“What’s up, man? I brought something along on my way.” As soon as the door opened, he talked to Aiden who was sitting on his chair. Looking at his friend then in me, it was as if it was something that he always sees. Like it was normal that I am here. He didn’t even let himself spare any more time to look at me. So, he really doesn’t know that I was left on the lobby? I just quietly sat on the sofa. He didn’t even let himself spare any saliva to talk to me. The two of them talk to each other as they let myself be focused on my phone. I was busy reading some articles that he wanted me to read. Who knows this would be asked to me one time and when I have no idea of what to tell, he would just give me a bunch of papers that I needed to finish. “It is really a surprise to me to know that you are already married. Like man, you didn’t even tell it to me one time. And to think of it, it was so long ago that you two got married. Isn’t it some kind of cheating? I am your best friend. So w
Tik tak tik tak Letting out a sigh, I wonder if there are things that I must do. Ever since that day he left me on his office, things been complicated. I need to finish those files he dumps to me unless I have no liking of eating for the day. Standing up, I confirmed to the butler that I already finish my job. It was even harder than the last time. It was as if, as time passes by, the number of papers I am attending to are increasing with no stop. “Please enjoy your meal” As a slave… that was bought by Aiden, it wasn't something that I am complain to. He bought me which is why he must have his reason to use me whatsoever he likes. But… still… I didn't know that Aunt Estrella can do such thing… “It seems like you have no appetite” It was him. None other than Aiden. The man with a cruel heart. The man who has no idea about the things that are happening to the people around him. He is self centered and didn't care any bit about others as if he just saw those people as a mere tool
“I give you my greetings, Lea and also Aiden” Smiling so gently, she really is a kind person. Aiya suits Elton well. I hope the two of them get along. It is also a good thing that we manage to fix things. I have no reason to make enemies after all. “It is my pleasure as well, Aiya” With that, things went the way it should be. That is what I thought. The place was so nice. Everything is luxurious. I can say that it is not some simple occasion. Greetings here, greetings there, they don’t seem to be having a hard time talking to so many people. I wonder if Aiden knows each and every one of them. Isn't it so much of a trouble? Luckily, he didn't force me to remember all of their faces. Which is why I am glad to sit here while waiting for him finish his conversation with some gentlemen. “Do you like the food here?” Aiya sat beside me as it seems like she is finished in her route. Maybe it was now time for her to take some rest. “Yes, they are all nice” I said as I smile while bei
With a slightly embarrassed face, I was worried that she might find my action insulting. After all, I did learn that people with high status always see things in a different way. “Laughing at others is not a good attitude at all. It was rude of you Miss” Her eyes show a bit of annoyance. Oh no, she really did think of it that way… it would be bad… “I don't mean it that way… I was just… surprised to see another person here... And… I smiled because I find you adorable… sorry if it leads to a misunderstanding…” With her acting embarrassed, so do I… I can understand why she was worried like that. After all, no one would want anyone to see them do things as that… specially if you are a rich person. Although that case is different if you are close with that person. “You find it cute?” She asked as if I said things that as out of the world. Slightly nodding my head, I hear her laughter forming. Wow… that was cute too. She looks like a living doll if I may say “Aren't you interesting?”
The answer to my question, I soon find it as Aiden went to my direction as he holds my hand. With Sylphia not finding it nice, she just gives off her annoyed look. Strangely, the moment our eyes met, she smiles. What is… with her? “There is no need for you to interact with her” “But why?” “Because most of the girls don't like her. If you know what I mean, then do what I said” Not wanting to ask more question, I was still left puzzled why the treat her like that. I mean… it would really be bad if I would be in trouble just because I talk to her. But… she seems nice… so… why… “Just eat here and don't be bothered with her” We sat in our table and there we saw the couple. Aiya and Elton talking to each other. As soon as Elton notices our arrival, he asked me in curiosity “Oh, there you are. Where did you two go? “ ”…“ I didn't say anything since it was Aiden who give him a question as a reply ” And are you my father to ask me? “ ” Well, even if it is your father who asked you,
He didn't even wait for me to be discharged. Just like what he did before, he just leave me by myself. The sound of the door shutting close was heard. I have no idea what would happen now. Day by day, he becomes more distant than what he usually is. I know too well that he was the one that bought me in that auction… that I am but his slave that he need not give any of his care but… Holding my chest, I can feel my heartbeat… somehow… it hurts. It… really hurts… So… this is the feeling of not being cared… I didn’t even get to feel this kind of feeling. After all, what was given to me is nothing but… warmth of love… “Granma… I miss you…” With a sour face written on me, I give no care about how I look. More than that… I just want to go back to the time when I can still live freely. With my grandmother… Seconds turn to minutes. Minutes turned to hours. And no matter how much time passes by… what was left in me was nothing but a broken piece of heart. . . . “Welcome back madame”
I still can’t believe in what he said… what does he mean by saying that to me?? I was lucky that he didn’t doubt the relationship between me and Aiden, just like what Aiden wants to happen but… Frowning my face in the part where the man beside me can’t see, is the world going to end? Why is he saying that Aiden cares for me? There… is… no possible reason why he would care for me. He even left me in the hospital and didn’t even dare wait for my discharge. Why is he saying that his son does care for me? For me that his son's slave? Slightly shaking my head, I brush away those thoughts as I want to think that he was just joking. But… his smiling face is blinding that I have no will to say that he was just joking. If it would be fine for him then I guess it would be alright for him to think like that… As soon as we arrived in the garden, just like what magic was, everything was settled. As if they already prepared it in advanced. Looking at the look alike of Aiden, it was scary to t