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The cafe was really slow today. Almost empty. And this day didn't seem to go any slower. Propping my chin in the palm of my right hand my orbs wander around the room, I stared out the window to overcome this boredom

Soon Xavier invaded my thoughts. As soon as it came I let out a frustrating sound escape my lips and I mentally cursed myself for again going back into the memories.

It's been three years since I left the house and since I divorced Xavier. Yes, divorced. I had sent a divorce paper a few months after I left the house.

I remember how depressed I was at the beginning. My days were depressing. My nights were restless and invaded with Xaviers thought, hunger, and smile seemed a rare guest. I couldn't function properly. In general, I had forgotten to live my life. It took quite a time to accumulate with my new life but I had eventually learned to adjust.

These past three years I have tried to avoid thinking about him but no matter how much I tried I found myself thinking about h