~If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I'll never have to live a day without you ~//Chapter Thirty-Six\\Noel's POVHave you been in a situation where you see something you want to buy so badly, you go against everybody's advice and you buy it then when you're taking the merchandise home you start regretting because the hole it just left in your purse is too big to ignore?As for me I've never been in that situation because money was never a problem, when money became scarce in my family, I always listened to people a lot but I can't say the same for my mother. Infact right now, Grace Atkins is living the talk."Do you think its too big, we probably take it back. It looks so big." Mum complained in the car looking left and right.I was tired of talking so I just tried to subtly cuddle into my boyfriend who was sitting in the back seat with me. Peyton however was struggling to keep up with my mum. She kept trying to turn on the radio maybe the
~Love is so short, forgetting is so long.~//Chapter Thirty-Seven\\Noel's POV"Ooo!" Jesse and I said together as Roman Reign delivered a very nice and accurate punch to Sheamus."Oh my...Rollins get up!" I shouted at the screen as if Seth Rollins would miraculous hear me."He doesn't have to Dean would not let us lose," Jesse said his hands still over Peyton's eyes as she sat on the floor underneath him. "Oo!" We shouted again at another good hit.I was so excited about this match mainly because my favorites, Roman Reign, Seth Rollins and Dean Ambrose were united back as the shield. Jesse was excited too, we loved the same wrestlers. Peyton however did not just understand anything about wrestling and didn't find it exciting at all. Infact the sight of them punching each other made her want to puke. Violence nauseated her. Can you imagine? I think Violence is one of the main keys to survival, I mean if peaceful talk doesn't work out what do you do? Walk away? No way you use the fis
~Love is so short, forgetting is so long.~//Chapter Thirty-Seven\\Noel's POV"Ooo!" Jesse and I said together as Roman Reign delivered a very nice and accurate punch to Sheamus."Oh my...Rollins get up!" I shouted at the screen as if Seth Rollins would miraculous hear me."He doesn't have to Dean would not let us lose," Jesse said his hands still over Peyton's eyes as she sat on the floor underneath him. "Oo!" We shouted again at another good hit.I was so excited about this match mainly because my favorites, Roman Reign, Seth Rollins and Dean Ambrose were united back as the shield. Jesse was excited too, we loved the same wrestlers. Peyton however did not just understand anything about wrestling and didn't find it exciting at all. Infact the sight of them punching each other made her want to puke. Violence nauseated her. Can you imagine? I think Violence is one of the main keys to survival, I mean if peaceful talk doesn't work out what do you do? Walk away? No way you use the fis
~And in the end the love we take is equal to the love we make.~//Chapter Thirty-eight\\Aaron Lee's POV"Sky diving?"Nah I don't think so, too dangerous mom would kill me right after freting that I could have died. Then dad, he would probably praise me but one look from mom and I'm gonna be grounded till graduation. Plus I don't think Mrs A would approve, maybe we would do it during our stay in the university."Cliff jumping? Yep we'd do that. Shouldn't be too hard. Oh but the water would be cold, is that healthy?"Oh well we can do that during summer, Noel would love the rush. I can't wait"Drawing a bird? Hmm that's really easy, we'd do that." I ticked that option on my paper, smiling to myself."Helping a woman deliver a baby? Um...this one's totally up to her. I'm sure she got this covered." I said scratching that option out and try so hard to block the memory that was trying to force its way into my head.I was trying to not remember the time our biology teacher, Mrs Wilton p
~Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." ~//Chapter Forty\\Noel's POVI couldn't sleep, I wasn't crying I was just feeling confused and wrecked all over. My eyes were open staring into the darkness of my room. Were Aaron and I over? He would surely break up with me today as soon as the sun comes out. But I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't even kiss Raymond back, he kissed me! Without my consent. I sighed falling back on my bed relaxing my head on my headboard. The problem or little flaw of Aaron is that he always acts on his emotions. If he's angry, he's angry no matter what for that period of time he's going to be really angry even though it's uncalled for and he does the first thing that comes to his mind; punch the other person, or walk away and avoid the problem. Avoid me, without trying to be in the next persons shoes.He's going to
~I hope you know that every time I tell you to get home safe, stay warm, have a good day, or sleep well what I am really saying is I love you. I love you so damn much that it is starting to steal other words' meanings. ~//Chapter Forty-One\\Noel's POVThe rest of the days went by wonderfully, Aaron and I were back together. Mum went on a winter break from work too and so far she didn't burn down our kitchen or any other part of the house. Peyton came visiting a lot, turns out she has major problems with her mom and sometimes can stand being in the same house together. I think her mom's a drug addict, I'm not really sure but Pey seems really sensitive about any topic regarding her mother so I don't ask anything. Anyway I love that we're spending so much time together. Raymond came to apologize and I accepted his apology but begged him to stay away from me in the mean time. Turns out Aaron told the Taxi man to drop him off beside a garbage dump out of town. Can you imagine?I also g
~Love is quivering happiness~ //Chapter Fourty-Two\\ Noel's POV The first day of school after winter break, it feels a little foreign getting out of bed early and going to school making sure not to trip on the slippery floor and seeing remains of snow everywhere. I'm sure it would snow again today, and that's just great but I'd prefer it to be snowing while I'm tucked safely under my blankets in my really warm room. I yawn by my locker before opening it to get my books in. "Are you sleepy or really hungry?" "Both." I answered before turning to face the person that's talking to me. A smile plasters my face as I hug her. "Oh Nadine you're back." "Yup, missed me?" She asked hugging me back. "Yea ofcourse, you didn't say when you were coming back." I said pulling away. "Well I returned last night and I wouldn't miss school for anything." She says. "Weirdo, I'll totally miss school without an excuse. How's your relationship with the gardener's son?" I asked. "There was no 'relat
~Love is a smoke and its made with fumes of sighs.~//Chapter Fourty-Three\\Noel's POV"You did what exactly?"I sighed, "I. Made. A. Deal. With. Quinn." I repeated for the fourth time in the last thirty minutes."No no no," Aaron says waving his hand like he's in a building of fire calling for someone's help. "I know what you did, but what did you do?"I look at him like he's a lunatic which he kinda is. Sighing—again— I repeated everything understanding his lunatic talk, "I made a deal with Quinn and we decided to have a swimming contest. If she loses she apologises on her knee and if I lose— which I won't— I'll leave. Back to California.""One day," Jesse says as he stops hitting his head on Aaron's cupboard, "One day we leave you in school alone and you ran off into the sunset doing stupid things!""How could you Noel?" Aaron asked squeezing the fluff out of his pillow.I got off the ground, "You guys should chill ok? And its not a stupid deal," I said turning to glare at Jesse