XI. What do you want from me?

Several days have already passed since what happened at the viewpoint, a situation that I avoid remembering because the simple fact of talking about it causes my skin to stand up and not precisely because of the beauty or pleasant memory.

During this time the restlessness has taken part in my life despite the fact that Lina and I constantly find ourselves protected by Lyall since he without a word or any objection settled in our lives without even asking for permission and we have had to end up accepting that situation.

Now, although I am quietly glad to have Lyall around, I still feel that something big much more than we can handle is happening behind the shadows and I am terrified just thinking about it because I am aware that I would not be able to have such a situation under complete control since probably before my weakness I would be exposed to danger.

So, in silence I find myself obliged to swallow my concern dry and for that reason I can't help but wonder if it was okay