Chapter 5

Asher’s pov

I woke up with a massive headache. What the hell happened last night? How much did I have to drink? I didn’t remember much after Ela and Ariel brought the cake out.

“You drank a whole lot of alcohol. Like way too much. And then you threw up and passed out in bed. Do you know how hard it is for a werewolf to get blackout drunk? We can heal, dumbass.” Logan growled, clearly annoyed with me.

I had some vague memories of the night. I remembered seeing Leia in Kate’s dress and thinking things that I shouldn’t. She was sixteen and my sister’s best friend, so I wasn’t going to try anything with her. It would never work anyway. The Moon Goddess would never mate a half blood with an Alpha. And I wasn’t going to just have sex with her and then go to the next. My dad and Cyrus would kill me. Kate would kill me.

I never thought about Leia this way. But she did really look good. Good enough for me to quickly turn my head. She was off limits and tonight was about uncle Riker. Not about me wanting to have sex with my sister’s best friend, because she looked good in a dress.

“Don’t be so hard on yourself. Thinking something is no problem, just don’t act on them.” Logan had warned me nicely.

Everyone shared memories at the dinner table, but the only memory that kept repeating in my mind was the day he died. Seeing his lifeless body and then seeing my dad kill that hunter. I would do anything to forget about that day.

I really thought once I got my wolf, that I would be fine. That I wouldn’t be plagued by that day.

“Yeah, doesn’t really work like that.” Logan said. “And alcohol or beating someone up, won’t work either. Although I do prefer that method to drinking.”

I showered and brushed my teeth twice, trying to get rid of that nasty taste of alcohol and puke. There was something that I tasted or smelled last night that was really delicious, but I couldn’t remember what. Must have been the desert Ela and Ariel made. I had a hard time remembering, especially with that goddess awful smell in my mouth.

The taste of alcohol stayed. I really needed some mouthwash. Maybe Kate had some, her bedroom was next to mine.

I knocked on her door, but there was no answer. She was probably already eating breakfast. So I opened the door and walked straight in.

“Kate, I need some mouthwash. And some painkillers. Do you have any?”

There was no answer, but  I heard the shower run, so she was probably taking a shower. In the past I might have walked into the bathroom, but once my sister got breasts it was kind of awkward. She valued her privacy and I mine. To think for years I wanted nothing more than to share a room with her. My parents had offered us separate rooms, but I wanted to be close to my baby sister.

The sound of the shower stopped and after a few minutes the bathroom door opened.

“Took you long enough. Kate, do you have some painkillers and mouthwash?” I said.

“Don’t be a baby, you will be healed from that hangover after breakfast.” Logan said.

But it wasn’t Kate that was coming out of the bathroom, but Leia. Her lavender hair dripping on her shoulders and a tiny towel around her body. I thought about tearing the towel off and throwing her on the bed, but I didn’t. She smelled really good too, but Leia probably just used the shea butter Kate uses.

Leia blushed bright red and tried to pull the towel up, covering her breast more. “There is mouthwash in the bathroom, wait.”

When she turned around I saw she pulled the towel a bit too high, showing off part of her perfect little ass. Shit. She was making this really hard for me. Why did she have to get so fucking hot all of a sudden? She used to be a geeky little girl, that swore way too much and made me laugh.

Leia came out with a bottle of mouthwash.

“Thank Leia.” I said taking it from her.

“So about last night, -“ Leia started.

“I didn’t say anything dumb to you right? I don’t really remember anything from last night, I was really drunk. Sorry.”

Leia looked really sad and quickly turned around, grabbing some clothes from the bed. She ducked when one of her socks fell and I had too look. I knew I shouldn’t, but just one peak. Her ass was on full display and I could even see part of her pink lips between her legs.

I really shouldn’t have looked, because I was rock hard and glad she wasn’t facing me. I knew when we were kids Leia had a bit of a crush on me and I wondered if she still did. Maybe I could just have one taste, -

“She’s off limit, remember.” Logan growled.

“You’re really grumpy today.” I replied.

“You really shouldn’t have drank that much. It’s not just your body that feels the effects.” Logan replied, still pissed.

“Fine, I won’t drink like that anymore.” I said, knowing Logan was right.

“Thanks for the mouthwash, princess.” I said, a nickname her dad always calls her.

Leia didn’t reply or turned around to face me, as I walked out of my sister’s bedroom. I must have said something or done something for her to look so sad. I should apologize, but I didn’t even know what for exactly. But I knew I really messed up by the look on Leia's face.