chapter nr. 2 for today. This is really random, but Talia (Jeanthale) used to comment a lot, but haven't seen much of her lately. If you're reading this, let me know. I think I'll go to bed early tonight, hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. It's going to be hot weather this week, so I have to take my kids out to the pool or a paddle pool probably. Or have to put a blow up pool in the garden. here is another dutch word for you. slaap lekker. it means sleep well.
Asher’s pov It was going to be Sierra’s birthday tomorrow. I texted Sierra before I went to bed, telling her tomorrow we would be able to mindlink. It would be fun being able to talk to her that way. Leia was spending the night at the packhouse and then would leave in the morning to go home and get ready for the party with her mom. April had asked Leia if she could help her do her hair and make-up. And Leia knew how important it was to her mom, so she said yes. It would also mean I’d be surprised by whatever Leia had chosen to wear for Sierra’s party and I couldn’t wait to see her all dressed up. “Ash? What if Sierra finds her mate tomorrow?” Leia asked. She was lying with her head on my chest. “Yeah?” “I mean for Kat. What if Kat is right fucking there, when Sierra finds her mate. I know everything is fine between them now, but I would hate to be around when you find your mate.” Leia said. I kissed the top of her head, “who says I haven’t already found her, princess.” Leia ro
Leia’s pov I felt so bad that I had to fucking leave, after that fight with Kat. The last time we fought it was because of Mark. Now another fucking boy came between us? Only it wasn’t just another boy, it was Asher and he meant so much to me right now. Maybe even more than any other person in my life. It was a good thing I didn’t need to choose between the two of them, but I did need to prioritize my fucking time a bit better. I was neglecting my best friend and I felt like fucking shit for it. I drove home and felt really fucking stressed. Was this my fucking fault? I should have stopped Asher from talking to Sierra or maybe I should have been fucking nicer to Tyler. But it wasn’t just this. I was the cause of all the fucking shit that was happening. Mark murder, Bella's suicide, Asher being fucking locked up. All of it, was because I didn't get out of the relationship with Mark when i should have. I got home and pretended to be fine. Mom knew something was up though, like Asher
Sierra’s pov It was the day before my birthday and I was so excited. Tomorrow morning I would wake up and I’d meet my wolf. My wolf! Everything was going well, I felt a lot lighter knowing I didn’t have to disappoint Tyler. It was just going to be my friends and family. I only wished dad was here to see me. I hope I made him proud. All I wanted to be is like him. Before I went to sleep I got a text from Asher, “no more texting, starting tomorrow we will be able to mindlink.” “Can’t wait.” I replied back. Me and Kate were finally passed that awkward phase and it was like we were all friends. Asher, me, Leia and Kate talked and laughed every lunch and I felt at ease. Things were going to be fine. I went to bed exited and had to calm my thoughts. So much would change tomorrow, that I almost couldn’t sleep. But apparently I did fall asleep, because when I opened my eyes it was morning and I heard a unfamiliar voice. “Hey Sierra! It’s nice to finally meet you. I’m Grace.” A very hap
Sierra's pov I decided to wear a high pony tail and do my nails like a French manicure, but only with green tips instead of white. As far as make-up, I didn’t want too much. Especially since I would shift after dinner anyway and I would have to reapply the whole thing. So we went with some winged eyeliner and red lipstick. And I would wear Tyler’s earrings. Or would that send the wrong message? Well, it would be a waste to never wear them, I thought. Grace didn't argue with me, but I felt her disagree. Leia finally called me back and I explained I was trying to reach Kate. “So, yeah. Me and Asher kind of fucked up, big time. She found out Asher knew about your fucking kiss and that he spoke to you about it. She was like really, really pissed. I am sure she’ll still come to your party, but I think she needs some fucking time to calm down.” Leia said. Shit. That wasn’t good. Even though Leia said to give Kate some time, I felt like it would be better to talk to Kate. The last time
Kate’s pov I went downstairs to the gym. Maybe hitting something would make me feel better. I was so angry. How dare they! Have they all just been talking about me behind my back?! Here I was, trying so hard to suppress my feelings, trying so hard not to show how heartbreaking it was for me, to sit next to Sierra every day and know she didn’t feel the same. But I knew I couldn’t ask Asher and Leia to sit separately from Sierra. So I was trying. I was trying to be friends with Sierra. I was pretending I wasn’t in love. Because, let’s face it. this wasn’t just a crush. It hasn’t been ‘just a crush’ in a long time. Especially since Asher got shot and Sierra and I became closer. I am in love with Sierra and I have doing my best to come to terms with the fact that she will never feel the same about me. But while I was pretending I was fine, they all knew I wasn’t. Were they laughing at me? At my misery, at my stupid crush. At my stupid mistake?! I know I shouldn’t have kissed Sierra then
Sierra’s pov I heard a scream and I knew it was Kate. “Uncle Osiris. Kate is screaming, please hurry.” “Screaming means she is still alive. Sierra, you’ve trained for this. We will be there in five minutes.” Uncle Osiris replied. I was really scared, but I had to see if Kate was still okay. Those screams were heartbreaking and when I finally spotted Kate and Mona, I couldn’t breathe. Kate was covered in blood and had wounds on her legs, shoulder. Mona was busy making a cut across Kate’s face, while Kate screamed. I heard a loud growl echo around the wood and then realized it was mine. Mona hid behind Kate and I heard a loud noise. The noise from my nightmares. I would never forget the sound of a gun going off. I wasn’t sure what I would do if I ever heard a gun again in real life. But Grace reacted swiftly and tried to run away. The bullet grazed my leg and hit the tree behind me. If it wasn’t for Grace, I might have been seriously injured. I was bleeding, but it wasn’t going t
Kate's povI didn’t know where I was. Did I die? It was so dark and I couldn’t feel anything. Everything hurt so much before, but now I felt as light as a feather. How did I get out of that tree? I pushed Mona back with all the strength I had and it hurt so much to use my legs. But I had to do something or she would shoot Sierra again. I couldn’t see what was happening behind me, but I saw Sierra charge and then I heard a gun go off. Did I die? "Hello, is anybody here?" I asked, my voice echoing across the empty darkness surrounding me.Did I die?! This can’t be heaven right, I can’t see a thing. "AM I DEAD?!" I shouted, hoping anyone else was there.Okay, breath Kate. Breath. Can I even breath? If I am dead, do I need to breath? “Sorry! I am here. Sorry, Kate. I can explain.” A female voice said. “Who are you? The Moon Goddess?” I asked. “No, then the whole room would be lit. Her appearance is very bright, like this ethereal being of light and stuff. But no, I am your wolf.” M
Leia’s pov These three weeks have been fucking hard. I am so happy I have Asher now, because I wouldn’t know if I would have been fucking okay without him. Every night before bed, Asher assured me it wasn’t my fault and that Kat would forgive me. I really fucking hoped she would. I don’t know if she fucking knew she died. Like her heart actually stopped for a fucking minute, because she lost too much blood and wasn’t healing. Her father had given her a blood transfusion, but the bad news didn’t fucking stop there. Then they told us she would never fucking walk again, until Doctor Aarush found another way to treat her and now she would probably walk again, but it would take a fucking long time. I never would have imagined our summer holiday and the first months of the our final high school year, being spend with Kitty Kat in a fucking wheelchair. But at least she was alive. Kate felt bad she couldn’t be there when Sierra and Asher graduated, but she still wasn’t strong enough to le