I found a seat across from them as I sat down and looked at the two of them, Bethany barely gave me a glare as Steve didn’t keep his eyes off of me, they were burning right through me. I felt uncomfortable sitting here, I would look back at them for a moment then look around, I didn’t know how to look or sit as I waited impatiently for my lawyer to show up.I tried to relax a bit as I crossed my legs and made sure my dress slid up a bit to show the top of my thighs, I pushed my hair back and bit my lip as I starred at Steve. I followed Steves eyes to my legs then to my lip, I could see him eyeing me uneasy in his chair, as my lawyer came over and told me they were a bit behind, I would be waiting about half an hour, she had all the paperwork done and had to head in with a client until she got called in. I gave her a smile as I tried to bring my dress down to hide what I was trying to show Steve, she was very nice,“I’m really good friends with Ian, I promised him I would do my best
As we walked into the courtroom I could feel Steves eyes on me. I felt uncomfortable walking in there and I wished I wouldn’t of asked Ian to not come. I wouldn’t of done that with Steve although maybe that’s what I needed to do and get it over with. We always had a very physical relationship, maybe I just needed to do it one last time. We never did break things off, I sort of felt better that I actually did even though it was in a odd way.Steve was the most attractive man I’ve ever laid eyes on, but that could just be because we have a lot of unresolved feelings. Love can do strange things, I remember thinking Darren was so handsome and then after I moved on I realized he wasn’t that good looking especially after I got to know him. He was handsome to a lot of people but no longer to me. His personality made him so ugly.I walked up to my lawyer she looked me over,“You look flushed dear, I told you don’t worry. I am really good at what I do, Ian made sure you had the best lawyer
I went inside the police station as Ian grabbed his things, I looked around his office as I was trying to picture myself coming to see him here and bringing him lunches and stuff. I filled him in on the court hearing as he packed his stuff to leave for the day. As we walked out quite a few people were giving us smiles and nods as we walked out of the building. I remembered the day when I wanted to do this, I wanted to be a cop and live Ian’s life, I began to feel sad as I knew that dream vanished a long time ago and I wish I could somehow go back to that. Ian was looking over at me as he reached over and held my hand, “What’s going through your head babe?”I smiled, “How badly I went off track. I had so many dreams and wishes. Why couldn’t it be you I met years ago, my life would be so much different.”He smiled at me, “You know sometimes you need to go through things just to appreciate what you have. Everyone learns differently, I think if you wouldn’t of went through this mayb
I went to say something as Ian looked me over as I read the message a few times, I didn’t know what to say. I looked up at him trying to find the right words but nothing came to my mind, nothing I could say would help me right now. I whispered,“I’m sorry, it was a mistake.”He didn’t answer anything as I walked over to my room and got dressed, I began to pack my bags as I walked up the stairs. Ian was still sitting at the table, I could tell he was trying to figure everything out, he looked shocked when he saw me with my stuff.“Are you going back to Steve?”I shook my head, “No, like I said that was a mistake. I was confused and I guess I just needed to make sure things were over. I don’t know exactly how to explain it, I was confused. Two weeks ago I was married to him and now I met you and its confusing. Well it was.”He looked me over, “Where are you going then?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure exactly but I’m sure you don’t want me here.”He shook his head, “Go put your stuff back Kay
Ian explained to me when he used to be a police officer he got in a accident and he got injured, he didn’t go much into detail,“The doctors told me I have less then 1% chance to become a father naturally, although there was procedure they can attempt to help but I never felt the need to have it done. Especially if it weren’t 100% going to work, I felt like it would just be a let down to whoever I was with. That got in the way of several of my relationships.”I looked at him and squeezed his hand, “I’m sorry Ian, that’s really awful. But you know I have 2 boys I’d be happy stopping. Although I will admit I always wanted a little girl but there are other options.”He nodded as he looked to be thinking, the rest of the ride was quiet as we arrived to my father’s. When I got there I gave each of the kids big hugs when I grabbed Heather I felt the tears begin,“I’m so sorry beautiful but we need to bring you back to your mommy, she misses you so much and is so excited to see you.”She hel
I was beginning to worry as he stopped texting me, I looked at the picture several times maybe he thought I was trying to hard or he isn’t interested in me and I repulse him. I was beginning to get angry, what kind of man never wants more.I began to blow out the candles and turn the lights back on, l began to walk down the stairs as I heard the front door open, Ian rushed in and grabbed onto my waist and smashed his lips against mine. I wasn’t expecting him to react this way, he pushed me up against the wall as he continued to kiss me, I didn’t want him to stop when he pulled away. I was expecting him to let me go and walk away but he didn’t let me go, he looked me in the eyes,“Are you sure your ready for this?”I immediately jumped towards him finding his lips once again, I ran my hands through his hair and pulled onto it as he lifted me up and began to carry me towards his bedroom, he pushed me up against the wall as he used his free hand to unzip my dress. I took both of my arms
We spent hours making love, like sweet and passionate love. We held each other closely and enjoyed every movement, I lost count of my orgasms and he kept coming and starting over immediately. I was beginning to get sore and exhausted, I just couldn’t anymore and I think he was feeling the same way. He rolled off of me and pulled me next to him as we both held on to each other we fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning the sun was hitting on our bodies, I looked up at Ian he had several scars all over his body, I ran my hand over a few of his scars. I stopped at one it looked like a bullet scar as I kept rubbing my hand over it I heard him mumble,“That’s were I got shot when I was a rookie.”I immediately felt sad for him, he peaked open he’s eyes as he smiled and wrapped his arms around me kissing me intensely. Once he pulled away he began to play with my hair,“Good morning beautiful.”I smiled at him, “Good morning, did you sleep good?”He nodded, “Yes even better with
Ian kept giving me curious glares as I kept trying to work things out with Steve. He was hopeless in negotiating, eventually my lawyer stepped in,“Okay, this is supposed to be a negotiation and if your client isn’t willing to cooperate then I will be ending this today and scheduling a court date. My client has been more then willing to work with yours I think you need to have a chat with your client. Maybe we should take a short break and come back to this.”I saw Steves lawyer give him a questionable look and nodded, “Yeah that’s a good idea.”As we got up and walked out my lawyer said she was going to grab a coffee we needed to be back in 15 minutes. Ian grabbed my arm and pulled me off to the side,“Are you going to be telling me what I’m missing here?”I felt the tears start in my eyes as I shook my head, “I can’t Ian.”He looked at me in disbelief as he shook his head, “I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me Kay, I need to know what’s going on.”I looked at him as I tried to t