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The Siren's Dark Past
The Siren's Dark Past
Author: high_dreamer

Chapter 1: Model

I sat in the monoblock chair in front of the beautiful moon, it was so peaceful indeed. 

“I love how the dark comfort me,” I mumbled in a low tone. 

I tilted my head when I accidentally gaze at a shooting star, my heart started to thump violently. I feel the adrenaline rush through my whole body. The grief and sadness came back again ferociously. I close my eyes to feel the breeze of the cold air from the west. Remembering the past can bring me weakness. 

“Hello, I’m Lavender, but you can call me Lav for short,” I giggled while handing him my hands for a friendly shake. 

“New?” He asked in a cold tone. He is cute and maybe I would love to be friends with him. I thought it would take a month before he would accept my friendship but I think he just examined me and accepted my hand. We shake hands and then he leaves me abruptly. I now feel that I need to eat more healthy foods to be more beautiful like models, am I conscious of my body? I shrug my shoulders. Hah! I like him. 

“Why do I need to be beautiful anyway?” I asked myself with a sigh. 

I come back to my senses when there’s someone who taps me in my head gently. I sweetly smiled when I realized it was Monroe, my gay friend, and a loyal manager. He looks at me in disbelief, I look at him asking why, yet I can't form a sentence to speak. 

“Why are you still awake miss ma’am?” He cooed while bowing like I’m sort of a princess or queen. 

“I can’t sleep so I’m having my time,” I responded with a dainty tone. He just rolled his eyes and pulled me inside of my room.   

I walk behind him until we reach my bed, I shake and stretch my arm because it’s numb from Monroe's pulling. 

“Better if you’ll sleep early dear,” he said while handing me a cup of milk. I accepted his kind offer and sip in a goofy way. The milk is so good that it brought me to a peaceful sleep. Maybe I need this again and again. 

The next day I woke up feeling something heavy placed in my chest, before I acted violently I realized it was Monroe’s cat shibi. I giggled while petting her because she’s so cute. But then my mind demands to throw the cat away, me and my strange mind again. I quickly placed the cat onto the floor to not hurt her. Crazy mind, yet smart move because when I put her onto the floor she then peed on my dear floor. I shrug. I'll report her to Monroe, a bad kitten.

“Good morning,” Monroe exclaimed while entering my room with his excited face. 

“Your cat just peed on my floor,” I pointed out the liquid on the floor. His look turns sour, I laughed so hard to have a pet eh? 

“Anyway just fix yourself, I’ll give you a ride to your destination,” he said before taking his dog. My gaze turns to his cat’s dirt, I’m hoping he’ll clean this, or else I’ll kick him out here with his cat. 

I took my bath towel and proceeded to my bathroom. Taking a cold shower is a must for me and my precious skin. Being beautiful is a choice anyway, I saw my burns on my upper right chest, small burns caused by idiots who want to destroy a kid. Losers stay in hell meidies. I motion my hands in a sultry way and stare at my reflection in the smoky mirror. Perfection indeed. 

After bathing, I prepared my utmost look. I painted my lips with matte red lipstick.  I walk in peace out of the building I’m living in. And got in the car, I saw a man staring at me. I tilted my head and gave him my smile. Maybe riding except for my car and trying a new one can be exciting. I laughed with my thoughts.  

“Good morning madam, do you have any appointment inside?” A young lady said with a very welcoming aura. I looked up the whole building, so this is the Black Corporation. His clinic is inside a company building, quite interesting already. 

“I’m a guest of Dr. Black,” my sultry voice is invading her ears now. Lady, please don’t make me stand here for too long. 

“Uhm sure, I’m sorry Dr. Black’s room is on the 7th-floor ma’am, have a good day please,” she begged me while holding my hands. 

“I will dear, perhaps I’ll be going now,” I don’t need any woman to beg for me to have a good day, I need a man who’ll be my meat. 

Practicing for years to master the art of being a good siren can be a long and hard way. However, the hard work is paid now Lav. 

I walked with passion in the middle of the crowd with a harmonious face. Before going in the elevator I wait for a fewer group to be with me. They are all staring at me, this is not a new situation.  

“Madam, is it okay to ask?” I tilted my head and looked at the kid who asked. A cute miniature. 

“You can honey,” I assured him with my charming smile, I guess. 

“Are you a model? You’re so gorgeous,” he curiously added. 

I’m a famous model but the creatures here can’t recognize me. 

“Am I,” I walked past them and stepped into the other elevator which was empty. I stare at them as a bid goodbye. 

With each step of my foot, my sandals are making an extravagant noise all over the hallway. There are no rooms, ah there’s one. The whole hallway is full of soothing materials. Plants here, plants there, maybe a great doctor. Before I make myself comfortable with the whole place I knock on the double door. I knock twice and fix my posture. I should not be nervous. Girl goes back to your senses I reminded myself. This is just therapy, a bluff to finally secure me. 

“Come in,” a cold tone commanded from the inside. 

I pushed the door and stepped inside. I inhaled the aura that swallowed me deeply. My gaze turned to the marble desk with a carved name ‘Ph.D. Jairo Dristan Black’,  what a hot name for a psychologist. This man should be a model, gosh he’ll definitely overpass the standards though. 

“You must be Ms. Grey?” I finally saw his full face, they didn’t inform me that this man was more handsome than his name. He has this strong aura that drives me to kiss him, I mean I need to calm myself. A grim look suited him very well, and a charming smile. I’m gonna melt with his stare. 

“I am,” I said while tilting my head sideways. 

“That’s an underrated technique you know you miss, please have a seat,” I walked sensually. He then smirked, I crossed my legs. I placed my bag on his table while looking at him deeply. 

I can feel the adrenaline rush throughout my whole body that leads me to move my body exposing my sexy collarbones. I sensually fix my clothing.  I saw how he gulped but he didn’t break the tension in between our eyes. It’s getting hot here. He’s tapping the table with his long hands, I can feel how dominant he was with the veins in his arms. I stare at his lips, it’s my first day but won’t be a sin to seduce someone this early. 

“You’re also into deep staring?” I asked with my signature sultry voice. 

“Yeah if it’s worthwhile,” he pointed to his wristwatch. I won’t act dumb this time now I know how to entertain this guy. I’m not called a seductress for no reason. I touch my bottom lip acting curios, this would help. 

The tie broke when we heard a loud thump of something. The doctor’s thick book fell off its shelf. That’s awfully weird. 

“I’ll get it,” I nodded as a response before he headed to the book. Maybe now the things are complaining with the tension they’re feeling. He sat again in his office chair with a disappointed look, he looked like a teenage boy interrupted by his climax. 

“So shall we start?” He asked in a cold tone. Maybe I judge him too quickly, he does look charming and also hot but he’s something else huh? Like from the start it’ll be so interesting. 

“You may take the lead,” that made a smirk on his face while checking my papers. 

“I’m your first–” 

“Yeah, you were,” I cut him off. I’ll be happy if I’ll be railed by him. 

“Well, Ms.Grey, this is your first session. As your therapist and I want you to be comfortable with me as we discussed some of your information aside from the one you're giving with the press and paparazzi,” He ate the distance between us and sat in front of my chair. The only thing that’s holding our distance is the little glass table with a scented candle above. 

“You can have whatever you want for sure, except to have my underwear as a giveaway,” I giggled. 

“You seem fine,” he said while his brows were in a thin line. 

“Fine as a wine doc,” I smiled while licking my lower lip. 

I hope to be more comfortable with him after all he’ll be my target.  He gave me his dark look, it doesn’t intimidate me honey yet it does fuel my passion for this game. 

“I’ll ask you some questions I hope you would answer positively,” he said gently.

“Sure doc,” 

“What did you want to be when you were a child?” That took seconds to realize it was an uncomfortable one for me. It hit me with a full impact. What would be the best lie? A model? Perhaps a bookkeeper? I fix my eye to eliminate any emotion so he would not notice I’m lying after all he’s a psychologist. 

“I want to be a good mom,” I smile acting like I’m reminiscing my dumb past. I tilted my head to see his reaction, did he just make a questioning look? I exclaimed in my head, maybe his curiosity is leading him. I manage to look normal and composed. Curiosity always leads you to meet karma honey, so don’t try. 

“It says here in your biodata, that you didn’t grow up with your mother, mostly lonely hearts tend to cure with the ideas you make,” 

“I j-just want to have a good mom since then,” it was a good act I guess? 

In the end, I made acts and lies to finally end the therapy. Why would they recommend this kind of thing to get into this man’s life? So freaking dumb, anyway this is mine so they wouldn’t care if I would try some nasty things to succeed. 

“If you're feeling lonely or having a mental breakdown when it’s not even the due date of our next session you can call me and ask for a cup of tea,” he said in a matter of informing me. 

“I will,” 

“Thank you miss Grey, I hope this session helps you, see you soon, take care,” 

“You’re welcome doc,” I finally said after I stood up and fixed myself, and bid goodbye. 

I got out feeling the lump in my chest. I’m freaking so guilty with my lies. The doctor seems so fine and too good to be lied to, in his profession. I shrug my shoulders. This would destroy me silently but not my reputation. Greed can do manipulation but Lavender Visha Grey makes desire within themselves. 

I walk hurriedly but with the aura, I've been hiding since my last runaway. I pass people with a passion but gentleness. Why would I be guilty? The doctor seems to be a good manipulator. I just now realize it when I’m finally here at the parking lot. Guilt tripping me doc? Are you making any plans to be burned? But he’s my therapist, this situation is not helping. I would love to have a cold shake to calm my nerves. 

“Are you done?” before I can get inside my car a voice said from behind. 

I can remember who owns this voice, before I can turn around I nervously laughed.

“What do you want now?” I exclaimed. 

“Easy there baby, do you miss me?” he asked while closing our distance. I step back to get away. 

“I’ll call a security guard, so get back to where the hole you’re from,” 

“Someday I’ll be with you again I promise, but now I would like to watch from behind first…” 

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