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My Gangster Babysitter 21|That Kind Of Love
~Benny~I swallowed hard, unsure of how to react to what Kai murmured.That doesn’t sound like me at all. But to a drunk Benny? Hm, that’s a maybe.“I almost lost it, Benny,” he said, still stroking my cheeks tenderly like he was afraid to break me. “From now on, you are not drinking without me. Do you know what else you did to convince me?”I’m curious but afraid to know. My cheeks were probably in flames. Tony knew I am a virgin, and he agreed to have our first time on our wedding night. Somehow, I am grateful that he conceded to my request.At some point, I consider that the reason Tony cheated on me with my mother. No matter how much I loved her, my mother never experienced a shortage of vitamin dick. She was good in bed. Sometimes, I’d hear her and her flavor of the week banging in all corners of our apartment in Paris. So when I turned legal age, I moved out of her place. In her defense, she tried so hard to keep it down. It’s just that the walls had been so thin, and her men w
My Gangster Babysitter 22|We Are Cool
~Benny~‘I shouldn’t be mad at him. He was only doing the right thing,’ I kept repeating this in my head like a mantra, but his rejection really hit me right where it hurts.Even drunk, I had never offered myself to anyone, not even to Tony. I am intrigued by Kai and what kind of person he truly is.He’s being the gentleman I never thought he was. He knew I might regret it if something happened between us, but it only made me want him even more. How come the person I considered heartless was the one who was doing the right by me?It had been three days since that eventful morning in his bed, and I had been doing everything I could to avoid him. Kai seemed to feel that, and he’d been out all day and only went back home to sleep. He filled the fridge and pantry with everything I would need, from breakfast to dinner. He’d leave breakfast ready for me, and I’d make dinner for the two of us.We’ve fallen into a routine, and I couldn’t even hate him for avoiding me. But I miss him. How can
My Gangster Babysitter 23|Nice Timing
~Benny~I could count on my fingers in one hand the times Tony took me out on a date. Since he informed me of my true identity, I’ve lived in hiding, and going out on a public date is a considerable risk to my safety; at least, that’s what he made me believe.We went out a few times in Paris while he was courting me. We had our first kiss on the Eiffel Tower, walked hand in hand at Luxembourg Palace and Gardens on our second date, and dined at Gare de Lyon’s Le Train Bleu on our third date.Remembering those events made me nostalgic; tears brimmed in the corners of my eyes as I stared at myself in the mirror.This… this is the reason Kai hadn’t agreed to my offer.I am still figuring myself out, healing from the pain of Tony and my mother’s betrayal. Kai knew that. My unstable mind and hormones are a danger to others and, mostly, to myself.Sighing, I stood up and spritzed a jasmine scented cologne on my wrist, rubbing them together. I found the cologne on the dresser and I hope Kai w
My Gangster Babysitter 24|End of the Tunnel
~Benny~Anchored luxury yachts and fishing vessels lined parallel with an extensive man-made platform with various restaurants, booths, and games. This looks more like a fair than a wharf. People of all ages crowd the dock, and the smell of popcorn, hotdogs, burgers, and delicious sea catches wafts through the air.Justine and I stood at the foot of the platform, waiting for Kai and Liam as they bought tickets, which we will use to pay on the stalls instead of cash. I learned that Wharf Fair is a mayor’s project, and half of the proceeds are dedicated to charity. Also, all the booths and restaurants are locally owned to help promote local tourism and help SMEs on the island.Justine let out a heavy breath, leaning against the thick wood railings. We stood a good three feet away, yet I could feel the weight of her sidelong stare at me.“What?” I asked detachedly. I have a pretty good idea of what’s going through her head. She’s curious, wanting to ask more about what Kai revealed in th
My Gangster Babysitter 25|I’m Fine
~Benny~“Benny!” Liam’s anxious voice echoed above the discord of the wharf, the waves, the breeze, and my wild beating heart.I held tight to Kai, not lifting my face from his chest. It was my safe place, his arms around me, but I was pulled away from him and another man embraced me.Liam. His heart knocks against my chest. My hands dropped to my side as he enveloped me in his embrace.Over his shoulder, Kai doesn’t look pleased either.‘Why did you let me go?’ my eyes asked.‘Because you are not mine to keep,’ his eyes replied, his jaw tight.Justine ran into him. Her weight didn’t even phase him. He remained frozen, stiff as a pole, as she buried her face on his chest and curled her arms around his waist.I watched in silence, lifting my gaze to his. ‘You are my keeper, keep me.’He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. When those gray eyes met mine again, the determination in them could burn a meadow in spring. ‘You don’t know what you are asking.’I shook my head. ‘I want you to
My Gangster Babysitter xx
Hi lovelies, I decided to take the rest of this month off from updating Kai and Benny’s story. This decision wasn’t easy. I had to take into consideration the time, effort, and love you’ve already invested in these characters even if we are only at the beginning of their story. I know it’s cruel to leave you hanging like this, but I am going through health issues that I can’t go into details about right now. If things go as planned, updates will continue in October. And please don’t worry, I will be okay. It’s nothing incurable or anything, but I don’t want to burden you guys with my personal problems. I’m really sorry and thank you for understanding. xx 9.13.22
My Gangster Babysitter 26|A Memory?
~Benny~ ‘I’m fine.’ ‘I’m okay.’ Justine asked me how I was six times through the drive back home; those were my redundant answers. ‘Home,’ I thought as Kai held the door open for me. It’s ironic how I consider this house my home. Where is home, anyway? It’s not the house nor the place where we live. It was my mother. Now that she’s out of my life, I am homeless. “Benny,” Kai gripped my arm. His hold was tight, but loose enough to give me a choice to pull away. I pulled away and took a deep breath, facing Kai. “Yeah?” I asked, putting on the smile I had perfected since the horror house. Dark gray eyes regarded me with an intensity that could melt glaciers. He didn’t speak. He just stared at me, scrutinizing me like I was an artifact in an auction. His gaze made me uncomfortable. I tucked my hair behind my ears, biting my lip. “I better go to bed-“ I gasped. He drew me in his arms, cocooning me with warmth. The stuffed monkey I got from the booth fell beside my feet. “Kai…” I b
My Gangster Babysitter 27|Silhouette
~Benny~ The sand slipped between the gaps in my toes. Without proper running shoes, I was forced to run barefoot on the beach side. The moon cast pale gray light on the coast. Heaving a huge breath, I paused, bending forward with my hands on my knees. My toes touch the wet sand where the waves lap the beach. I couldn’t sleep. Memories of Kai and I kept me tossing and turning in my bed for days. It was past midnight. Apart from the crashing waters and the soft wisp of ocean breeze sweeping my hair, it was an eerie silence. Sighing, I extended to my full height. I need to get my focus together. I don’t even know if I remembered a memory or a fantasy. Kai is hot, sexy, and a real fantasy for women. Any woman with eyes would find him attractive. But everything was too vivid to be a product of my mind. Then I remember our conversation in his bedroom. The difference between his story and what I remember confuses the hell out of me. ‘Did Kai lie to me?’ Shaking my head, my thoughts dri
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